the day after x'mas

went to work tis morning n it's already pouring even before i woke up... so decided to take the bus to bedok interchange, long time nv take the bus to interchange already cus normally would walk there... at the mrt station, the moment i reach the platform the train was just leaving the station... so wait for the next 1 loh, no point rushing for it like other singaporeans... not sure wat's their hurry... if late, late loh... so not nice to rush through ppl...

anyway tat's not the main point... when the next train came i was shocked... it was really empty loh... as if i was at tampines n the train just came from pasir ris... but i'm at bedok loh... n not once would the train be soooo empty... maybe tis train came straight from the terminal bah... but kinda weird loh, it's the beri 1st time i get to sit all the way to tanjong pagar ever since i started working... or should say it's the beri 1st time i get to sit down i nthe train from bedok travelling into the city...

then i tink today the rain didnt pause even for a second loh... go the 1st call was raining... after tat still haben stop, lunch time still raining... coming home still raining... so took a bus home again... last few days keep taking bus home cus of the rain... didnt wanna walk home eventhough i got the umbrella cus my shoes n pants would still get wet...

but rain is good... n nice, cus it makes me feel beri relax... but too much not gd... cus clothes wont haf enough sunshine to dry... n mosquitoes r flying around in the house :( hai~

at last!!!

was working at china square central tis afternoon so went to the nearby food court for lunch... after tat i felt tat it's still early till i continue taking calls so go back china square central 2nd floor walk walk see see toys... saw lots of macross figures in huge boxes loh... so tempted to buy a few hahaha but sure will cost a bomb... then went inside the shop to check out wat other toys they haf... then i notice just beside the entrance was a box of power master optimus prime + god bomber... these 2 i haf been searching so long since yrs ago... but always cant find them together... cus it's hard to find god bomber last time... too bad they didnt put up the price tag... but i saw abother god bomber which is sold separately already cost $150 loh... i wonder how much would the 2in1 cost...

then i was hoping tat since he already got optimus + god bomber... they should haf star sabre + victory leo... was soooo excited to see the gigantic box loh, star sabre with victory leo in one box... i already got star sabre, but it's condition not gd anymore... n i totally cant find victory leo at all when i saved enough $ to buy...

soo happy can find these four transformers toys 2day... i wonder if i should go ask the shop owner how much they all cost... maybe when i go back china square central area do calls then go ask... or maybe weekends then go... i didnt ask him 2day cus i kinda no guts to do so hahaha...

well now at least i know these 4 transformers exists in singapore :P

unnecessary stress~

hai~ thgt i had solved the problem on my cable tv flickering whenever i use the internet, but even after changing the splitter, it didnt totally go away... before replacement, all channels flicker... after replacement only some channels flicker... then tried changing cable with the set top box in the living room... but no use... then kinda found tat is the cable tat connects the splitter n the socket tat's causing the problem too... everytime i move the cable the channels flicker n sometimes will be stable... well, i managed to find the "right" spot tat make the channels stable... was sooo happy... till tis evening when i came home n on the tv n pc...

those few channels started to flicker again everytime i use the internet... now even after i move the cable connecting to the socket oso no use liaoz... i kinda ran out of idea n decided to unplug the cable to the set top box... but when i replug in the cable... n it wasnt even fully pluged in yet... the channels were stable again... but when i fully plug it in, it would flicker again... it's either the cables r too damn old, or the hole behind the set top box is faulty...

sian loh... everyday work already so stress, come home still gotta stress on such matters... y cant i relax n watch tv n use internet peacefully? hai~

was watching "Just Friends" on HBO ytd nite... quite a funny show though... i thgt abt sometingy towards the end of the movie... wat do i see myself in 5 or 10yrs time? one tingy immediately came into my mind, it's not abt wat i would be working as or how much i would be earning, but... tat i tink i'm still gonna be soooo single in 10yrs time... hahaha sian~

i mean is like i'm way past the time zone of finding a decent gal who would love me... cus gals my age or even older than me wont go for only love... they demand a guy not just having a stable job but one with excellent income... even with tat, u still gotta look gd n be funny... well i can only say i'm neither of these...

so wat can i do? hahaha should haf at least find one while in sec sch or poly... at least those times gals still wont really go to the extend of money matters... but wat to do, i dont haf the looks to get a gf back then... didnt really realised i was sooo ugly back then... till i look back at my poly time photos... no wonder gals give me 'those' kinda looks...

well all these r the past already... dont tell me i gotta go matchmake to find a gf/wife ar... sian~ hahahaha

over usage?

maybe i on my tv n pc too often already, watch tv with my pc on, or play pc with the tv on n only glancing at it once in awhile hahaha, ytd the 2-way splitter used to connect my tv n pc to... the cable kinda broke down... whenever i use the internet, when the modem is transmitting n receiving data, my tv will flicker... when i off the modem the tv works fine... at 1st i thgt someting was wrong with starhub's programs, but then i realised tat all channels including ch5 n ch8 oso flicker when i use the internet... so i supposed there is sometingy wrong with the splitter... if not tat then it is either the set-top box or the modem... but the easiest way to solve the problem is get a new splitter 1st...

so went to tampines to find out if starhub customer service centre can replace a splitter for me... but the person told me i could only get a new 1 at those electrical applicance shop... lucky tampines area got all kinds of shops, so when to get a new splitter for $10... ohh yah before tat i went to BEST to get a new shaver, cus my old shaver's foil keeps on breaking even after i replace it... so mind as well get a new one for $88, rechargable n with trimmer...

came home to test out if it was really the splitter tat's causing the flicker on my tv... turned on both tv n pc n start using the net... my tv dont flicker anymore, yeah!!... i wonder how can a splitter be faulty... really too much usage ar? just hope tis one wont spoil loh... maybe just gotta limit my usage on tv n pc :P

bonus~

went to withdraw $$ for lunch tis afternoon n was surprised to see the amount i had left after the withdrawal... abt $5K left in the account... 1st time in my entire life my bank account hit 5k hahaha :P

ytd was payday n the 2month bonus was included in the pay too... tat's y got so much $$ in my bank now... but then cus my bonus is a prorated 1... so only $2k...

worked for abt 8months liaoz... calculated so the 2month bonus just 2k... if i started work in january i could haf gotten the full 2month bonus which is 3k loh...

but nvm lah... 1st time see so much $$ in my bank already beri happy liaoz... now just hope i continue to increase n not drop below $1k

went to SITEX at expo halls 3&4 today... alot of ppl sia... reach there then realised expo not only having IT show... but got john little sale n car show... yet IT show got the most crowds haha :P i went there to look for ram n printer, but didnt get any rams cus it's still more than $80, wanna wait n see if it will go down to around $70-75...

but i finally bought my new printer... cus the old canon just died on me tis week, somemore i even bought new ink cart for the canon printer loh, end up printer got error... no matter how i try to clean or fix it still cant solve... so no choice, n lucky got IT show so went down to check out printers n bought a BROTHER DCP-115C printer, the cheapest of all they're selling, cus $88... after they cut down from $98... n bought an extra set of ink cart for $66.50 after 20% discount... got discount mah y miss out? hahaha :P

went to the show with weixiang n he both a speaker for $99... nb tok so much with the promoter, not tat chio somemore hahaha :P actually i buy printer oso took beri long, cus i kept tinking wat i can printer with the printer... cus i dont really use much often :P finally made up the decision to buy it cus i need to printer out some notes for my work... weixiang oso wanted to look for usb bluetooth... the price range at the show was $13-$33 so much more expensive than the $9.90 i saw at simlim square... so told him i would get it from him, rather than wasting $3 at the show hahaha :P

till now i haben on my new printer or install the driver on my pc... cus i do wanna make any mistakes during installation n printing... plan to do everytingy 2moro n printer my notes altogether... oso dont wanna waste opening the ink cart now n test print... do everytingy 2moro better hahaha :P

i was damn pissed off in the afternoon when working at sgx centre 1... went to service 2 copiers in the same office... one is simple with lines, just need some cleaning n replacements... then the other abit more troublesome cus gotta change alot... so to do tings faster i down both machines n service both at the same time... cus i know they haf other copiers in the office so having these to not working shouldn't be much of a problem...

then when i was doing half way a bitch came to me n ask if she could fax sometingy... i apologised n said no, ask if she could give me 20mins to fix up everytingy... then suddenly she just give me a stare n rolled her eyes in disgust n walked away... nb lah, i helping u ppl fix the machine n u give me such attitudes... fuck u bitch!! i'm not the one giving u problems, it's the machines n the way u ppl use them... i'm there to help solve ur problems, fucking bitch...

hehe was thristy today after work... n was at raffles mrt so went mr bean buy a watermelon soya milk... then saw they selling the blue back since last thursday... so i bought it again just now... already gave the previous yellow 1 to sis... so no use collecting... but i just buy for fun :P can give to sis again mah hahaha

wah today did 9 calls... but got 4 of them r just replacement of drums... then somemore last call kana sent to river valley rd... near liang court... n end up finish the call at 6.30pm cus wait for parts till 5pm plus cus raining... then somemore is an old machine... n there r sooooo many parts to dismantle to get to the spoilt ones loh... n it's so dusty... sian~

after i finish i didnt tink abt how i could get to any mrt stations nearby, anyway the nearest mrt was clark quay loh... still gotta switch trains to get back home... so troublesome... hehehe so end up i just went to the taxi stand n hop onto one... now then i know after 5pm they charge extra $2 hahaha :P no wonder before 5pm i dont see any taxis around... when i reach bedok the meter was $11.50 so plus $2 extra n $1 erp... spent $15 just to get home... wao~ but ok lah... better than walk all the way to mrt then still haf to stand all the way back to bedok... n reach home later than usual... so once in awhile take taxi home is ok... hahaha

long time didnt go swim liaoz... just now go bedok swimming complex swim 20laps... only swim abt 6 laps my blood already rushing to my head... hahaha :P but feel relax moving through the water... should really go swim every weekend liaoz... cus weekdays cant do much exercise... running oso tired :P

did my 1st sat OT today... cus ytd evening too much call so end up gotta clear abit today as some customers work half day on sat... but then becus i only trained a few machines... so i only did 1 call today... cus all the other customers' machines i dont know how to service :P so, went to BK at OUB centre for my breakfast... ordered the meal n the guy ask me wat drinks i want... so i ask if they serve soft drink oso cus i keep having the thought tat they dont serve soft drinks in morning :P anyway i ask for a small barley... cus their regular is like Mac's large... n their large is giant loh hahaha :P

but then who knows... end up the small size was really beri small... it's almost the same height as my hp loh... haha 1st time i saw such a small drink in bk... lucky i wasnt so thristy if not sure not enough :P

feel kinda stupid though... work OT on sat just to close 1 call... spent my entire sat morning doing nothing... n i sit in bk till 11.45am... then figured tat there wont be anymore calls tis morning so i took mrt back home... abit nonsense loh... but then ok lah, cus work on sat is x2 loh hahaha so i work awhile n rest so much oso can get x2 pay hahaha :P

ohh yah... changed my blog song to 林忆莲 - 为你我受冷风吹... love tis song when i heard it on tv ytd... when they interviewing her on ch49...

hehe bought another greatest hits album again today... tis time it's Fun Factory's album... beri beri long ago liaoz... still remember the 1st time i heard their song was back when i was still living in bedok north ave 2 blk 416, with my entire family, when my sis n bro stay with us... now both married n living in their own flat liaoz... so fast... miss those days...

actually i wanted to find STEPS album... n found it lah, but then the songs i wanted not in tat album alone... like there's no STEPS greatest hits... then i remember tis shop sells like alot of old old albums... the CD shop at raffles exchange... so search for Fun Factory oso loh... hehe who knows they do haf it... n somemore all the songs r in it... n just $17.80... ok lah considering u cant find it elsewhere liaoz i tink...

today not bad... cus not much calls for me... i even haf time to look at CDs... n bought an Atomic Kitten Greatest Hits Ablum... know tis album was like years ago liao... but i like some of their songs... n now nowhere to download english songs liaoz :P

when i came home my mum told me our living room n kitchen lights keep tripping... but it didnt trip the main circuit breaker, just for the lights in the living room n kitchen only... so i did some troubleshooting see if it was the kitchen lights or the living room lights causing the trip... n found its only when we turn on any of the 2 lights in the living room or even the fan, it would trip after abt 10mins... at 1st thought there was sometingy wrong with the connections in the lights... but now even the fan oso cause the trip... i really dont know wats wrong...

but when i was bathing just now... the kitchen lights suddenly trip n i had to finish bathing in the dark, but we didnt even on any lights or fan in the living room... so how come still trip... no choice loh... gotta get an electrician down 2molo to haf a look at the circuit... lucky sis's frend's husband is one, so his coming down to check on it... oso lucky mum dont haf to work 2molo, so the guy can come down to fix... sian man, how come suddenly so many stuffs keep happening to our home appliances... 1st our water pressure from the water heater not enough (which is still not really gd after i modified it), the PUB or town council dont even wanna help fix, only come down see see say ok then go off, the person who sold us the water heater cant even solve the problem n keep pushing it to PUB n town council... i got frustrated so i hack care abt it already n open up the heater n remove a stopper so the pressure could increase abit...

then now our lighting start giving us problem... y?? cant even relax at home... where else can we relax after a tiring day...

hmm saw tis in a frend's blog...

"If you are unhappy and single, you'll probably be unhappy and married, too. Marriage does not fix personal, psychological and emotional problems. If anything, marriage will exacerbate them.

If you are not happy with yourself and your life, take responsibility to fix it now while you are single. You'll feel better, and your future spouse will thank you."

hmm... i always thgt i would be unhappy till the day i find someone whom i love n loves me in return... but after reading tis, maybe i'm wrong...

ytd woke up by my mum... cus fri nite i left my IC in my shirt n dumped it into the washing machine... then sat morning mum found the IC... but the address sticker behind it came off after the wash... y am i so careless, everyday when i use my IC during work to change pass into companys... i always put it back in my wallet after work while i'm in the mrt... but i didnt do so on fri... cus the train was really packed tat evening n i was holding onto the 'mr bean' bag i bought so i cant put the IC back into my wallet...

but even so everytime i reach home i would empty my shirt n pants pockets... but how i miss my IC on fri nite i really dont know... hai~ anyway, when i saw the condition my IC was in... i thought abt making a new one... but then i forgot where to do it... so went online to check out... after some searches then realised tat actually ICA is the place where we make passports n ICs... but they only open till 1pm on sat n 5pm on weekdays... i cant make it on time cus i dont haf a recent passport size photo, n to go take the pic n rush to ICA just isn't the way i wanna spend my sat morning hahaha :P

so decided to go down to NPP to get the police to help make a new address sticker... by the time i was abt to down... the sky turned dark... but didnt tink it would rain yet so i didnt take umbrella... when i got to the NPP, there were a malay family making a police report so the man ask me to come back later since i wasnt in a hurry to get my IC fixed... so went to check out soccer bettings n withdraw dad's $1k which i put in my bank last week...

then went back to NPP to see if the family finished making their report... but i still see them through the glass door... so i hurried back home 1st, as it was starting to rain... once i reach the void deck near my block it just pour down... really big sia... so cant make my IC till it stops liaoz... but then end up the rain lasted the entire afternoon... so i cant go swimming n had no choice but to carry an umbrella n go back down to the NPP at 5pm... wat do u know, when i reach there, there was another elderly woman making a report... hahaha how come sooo many ppl go make police report 1... singapore so unsafe meh? the policeman even recognised me n asked me to wait awhile cus they're finishing soon...

making a new address sticker for the IC was so easy... just need to key in my IC no. n get my addr in their database... then print out on the specially designed paper... then sign my name on the acknowledgement form n TA DA... new addr sticker on my disfigured IC... hahahaha

then today actually wanted to go swimming in the evening... cus morning still abit sleepy... so waited till abt 3pm plus but was playing game so decided to delay abit... but then i heard thunder... n decided to call off the swim again... but if not wrong i didnt saw it rain just now... hahaha

actually to put it simple... i'm just too lazy to get out n walk to bedok swimming complex to swim... hahaha :P but must try to go swimming at least once a week... really miss the feeling of dipping in the pool since there's no bathtub at home hahaha :P

sian... weather abit cold... kana flu liaoz... hope 2molo can get better... if not keep sneezing at customer place i oso feel bad...

saw their ad on Today newspaper ytd... n went to mr bean to get 1 for $1.90 with any purchase, the aunty even ask me to get 2 instead of just one haha but i said 1 is enough... not beri useful though... tink can only buy n collect hahaha :P but i showed mum the bag n she say can give my sis when she come home to stay... hahaha anyway i thought of giving it to her anyway... i collect oso no use, only take up space in my room...

sian loh today i purposely take out my umbrella from my bag n left for work... cus the weather was so hot i didnt thought it would rain, n taking it out would lighten my load abit... but who knows, it rained in the late afternoon... but lucky it didnt last long... so i dont haf to drench myself...

hehe today friday mood... rest n relax mood... so didnt feel like going down for jog... haha but next week gotta continue the jogging liaoz... maybe limit to 3days a week bah... then 2molo maybe go for a swim in the late afternoon... cus 2nite gonna play game n watch tv n 2molo gonna wake up late n watch tv till afternoon... hahaha

dont ask me out unless for a swim or movie or play game... other than tat i wont go out hehehe...

today didnt go down for jog... cus feel rather sleepy n worn out... so rest 1 day loh... jog for 3 consecutive days not bad liao lah hahaha :P finally 2molo friday liaoz... so tired tis week...

just now my home phone rang, n when my mom said it's for me i was shock, cus i nv give anyone my home no... not even my frenz know my home no... hahaha :P cus i dont use it to call anyone except pizzahut hahaha :P n my frenz contact me through hp or internet... plus i dont tok so much in person already, over the phone i wont tok much either haha

anyway tat call was abt doing a online survey for the 5 polys... they 1 poly grads to do the survey... so important meh... they already mailed me the letter some time ago but i threw it away... now they even call me personnally to tell me abt it n want me to do the survey... when i free n notingy to do then go check out the website hahaha :P

had been going down for a jog since ytd nite... tried to jog for 30mins... but ytd n today nv reach the 30min mark already cannot tahan liao... only a few more mins i oso cant endure hai~... hope 2moro can try better... wanna make it a habit to run everyday... except sat n sun lah lol... cus sat n sun go swim, long time nv go liaoz since started work...

weird rite... suddenly wanna start jogging... cus my tummy getting bigger n face getting larger again... after bmt lost alot weight, enter rsaf still can wear size 7 pants... after awhile in base changed to size 8... then before ord changed back size 7 again cus went on diet n swam everytime i had the chance... now started working no more exercise n diet liaoz... cus bring own sandwich will add on as a weight in my bag which is no good... so i dropped tat idea after a week... then lazy to exercise on weekdays cus come home already beri tired... n weekends no need to say... stay home play game n rest hahaha :P

but i dont want my tummy to get any bigger n wanna look slimmer like after bmt... but now need more determination liao...

just hope i dont give up on my jogging...

i know i said i wasn't gonna blog abt my work... but 2day was abit special...

was working at capital tower tis morning, the copier can copy cus of a circuit board, but there r 3 types of board tat could cus the error... luckily i got a spare board in the office... so walked back to fuji xerox tower to get it n back to capital tower to replace it... but then the error still there, sian loh so i called my team leader ask her for help... n confirm if need to change another board...

so end up got the 2nd board to replace... but it's not the changing of boards tat's special abt 2day... but becus i cant access to the customer's office once i step out of it... cus the reception is in another level n there's no one seated near the door... so there's tis guy who brought me in to the copier, gave me his contact so i can call him inorder to get back in when i return with spares... so altogether i went out twice to get spares... i felt so paiseh i apologised to him cus his office is not on the same level either... afew floors down... so twice he had to come up to open the door for me... when i tried to apologise n explain to him wat's wrong with the copier, he said sometingy back:

"no worries, we're all working for a living, we understand..."

wah these words sound so nice n comforting loh... especially when i compare with those customers who r so fussy abt y we take so long to fix the copier or complaint y the copier always down...

how i wish everyone had tat same concept in mind... then it would be so much better working for a living...

actually i havent been blogging alot lately, other than ytd when i bought a new watch... well, partly is becus i didnt go out much, other than work... weekends had become "stay home weekend" ever since i started work... cus too tired to move after 5 days of "route-match"... it would be more sian after work, if i come home n continue to blog abt my work... so i stopped...

another tingy is i had been blocking my feelings, cus i've had enough of expressing my feelings out... it hurts my heart n gives me headache whenever i wanna express my feelings... i nv expect i would end up like this... thgt everytingy would go well n simple... but everytingy start to complicate themselves everytime i do sometime... yes i'm still living in the past, n yes i cant get out of it... just cant find the "restart" button for it...

i know where the problem lies n wat my flaws r... but even if i make change, wat i already had in my memories cant be changed... just too bad, i'm the kinda person who cant erase memories... especially bad ones... just gotta try to prevent anymore bad memories recording in... tat's y the blocking of feelings

sounds like blowing up a small n stupid experience... but too me it's big... no one would understand...

went walk walk at tampines just now... cus every weekend stay home paly game oso sian... saw kenny at singtel working so went over to say hello... then saw fu at CSq working in metro as a promoter hehe... nv knew would see him there... tok to him for awhile then stop by the swatch department in metro to look for a watch... n bought this design for $189 hehehe :P rather expensive for a watch but it's wat i wanted, it's really light, a stopwatch, and it's analog... hehe once in awhile gotta treat myself nice nice... if not beri sian :P cus if i dont even treat myself nice, who else would? hahaha

it's been sooooo boring loh... entire week really sian... decided to lighten my load in my bag by dividing the stuffs into another shoe bag... so now my bag is lighten n wont strain too much on my shoulders, but now i gotta hold on to the shoe bag everytime... leaving me with only 1 free hand... so now i'm kinda straining my hand... hahaha :P anyway must try to get used to tis cus at least it's better than everythingy lump into 1 bag...

had been window shopping at suntec while working in the area last week :P it's not everytime i would get the chance to go suntec to do calls... but tink cus of the holidays coming many colleagues r going on leave so short of man power these 2 weeks i guess... anyway, i stopped by the swatch outlet to check out the watches there... was tinking of getting a watch, one tat's lighter, analog, with date n stopwatch hahaha kinda demanding... but tink swatch should haf wat i want n with nice designs... but all i saw there was mostly made of steel or with leather straps... was hoping to find one with pastic strap, well... plastic overall :P

didnt really spot one... so asked the salesgal for a catalog... n did find a few nice designs tat's wat i wanted... but not all outlets haf the same kinda designs on sale, so gotta go around to look for them liao... actually wanted to stop by the outlet at TM today... but then lazy to go out lah... n got lots of nice movies n shows on tv so end up didnt go out at all... hahaha :P but anyway buying a swatch is wat i want, it's still not under the 'need' category... so still can wait awhile...

hai~ so sian... notingy much to do... play games oso abit sian... cus not much fun playing games alone hahaha hai~

restarted work again 2day, thgt 2weeks of rest would be sufficient for me to regain back my strength... but i was wrong... those 2weeks of rest all went down the drain in just one day... all becus of the stupid heavy bag... cannot tahan lah... carry such a heavy tingy walking around half a day... once in awhile sit down n rest oso not enough to regain back the energy to carry the bag...

everyday every evening sure feel beri tired... somemore gotta stand allthe way in the mrt... on the way to work stand, on the way home oso stand... hai~ y am i so 'lucky' to find such a job? i dont mind carrying stuffs around, cus i dont like sitting in an office facing a pc... i will fall asleep... but then carrying a bag n only putting it down when servicing the machine really tiring loh... hai~ how how?

dont know if i can last till 1 yr... just gotta tahan abit more, abt 5 more months to go till 1 yr... then really gotta search for another job liaoz... cus really cant do tis forever... confirm will haf back ache or shoulder pains 1 loh...

then everyday reach home feel so tired already... dont even feel like going down to run... how to lose weight n pass ippt like tat... sian... my window gonna close in april loh... still far away but for tis kinda stuff, the time always fly really fast 1... hai~ hai~ hai~

AAARRRGGGHHHHHH~~~~~

cannot tahan anymore... head hurt alot... 1stly due to the way the contractors from the upgrading works do their job... half fuck one loh... water pipe under the sink leaking, but nv bother to fix up, tell them then they fix it... but it still leaks till we gotta tell the supervisor to get the job done properly... then comes the door, should haf been done up few days before the last day of handing over... but then dont know way they drag n drag till the last day... but tats not all, i gotta keep calling their main site office to tell them to get someone up to our unit to fix up the main door... still not the end yet... they did put up the door... but dont know how the man test it... i cant even close the door without slamming it hard... who slams their door to close it?

so i call back the office to get them to fix the problem... but i call from 2pm till 5pm then they decided to really send someone up to take a look n fix the door... wat fucking contractors r these?

ok tat's it with the contractors... thgt i could finally relax n enjoy my last few days of rest at home... but nooo~ our new water heater in the kitchen toilet is giving us problem... it doesn't seem to haf enough water pressure... so the water coming out from the shower head is beri the small loh... so we ask the contractors to check if the problem was with the water pipes or the heater...

then they said it's the main water meter outside our unit tat's causing the low pressure... so we called up the town council to haf the meter checked... but they came n found the tap wasn't really opened properly n part of the meter was even shut off...

but then even after when they fix the meter outside, the water pressure is still low... so i decided to troubleshoot it myself... i tried connecting the shower head to the water tap instead of to the water heater... n the pressure was alrite... so i realise tat the problem was not with our pipe but the it was either the way the water heater was connected or the water heater is faulty...

so the last ting we could do is to get the person from the shop we bought the water heater from to try fix the problem... 1st they say is because when the contractors fix up the heater they nv put in a stopper in the tubing tats y the pressure was low... but then i try putting in the stopper the pressure still didnt improve... so just now we ask the person to come our house to look at the problem... but he keep insisting tat the problem is the pressure from the main pipe is too low... no matter how he test it...

i told him i tried testing the shower head by connecting directly to the tap... but he say there's no difference... i was so furious with his reply i kept quiet... he kept saying its the same no matter how we connect it... n the pressure from the main is low... damn u!!

one other ting tat made me more mad was my mom actually agreeded with the man tat the pressure was low from the pipe, n there was no change in the pressure even if we change the connection to the tap (bypassing the heater)... i was sooo mad i raised my voice at my mom when the man left... n i asked her to look at the difference in pressure when i connect the shower head to the heater n to the tap alone... then she realised the difference... i was sooo pissed off loh... all these household matters r giving me such a headache... thgt after getting a new water heater would solve the problem tat the old heater was giving us... but no... there isn't even any improvements... NB~CB~!!

"Bald" dream

man i had a weird n horrible dream loh... tink i was styling my hair or sometingy, then dont know y i went into a shop to find a comb... while i was combing my hair up n backwards, i suddenly notice the front part of my scalp was bald... no hair on top loh... only got hair on the side n back of my head, but top was bald... i was sooo scared sia...tinking how come i became bald... then i quickily try combing the hair from the side n back to the front to cover up the bald part... then i woke up... hahaha

shit man... how come i dream of such a tingy sia... pls dont let me go bald... already fat n nobody love, if go bald then no need to live liaoz... hahahahaha

i feel awful... had been going to the toilet for like 4 times already 2day... feel so dehydrated now... cus the 'tingys' tat came out weren't solid but liquid... i wonder wat went wrong... didnt take any diet pills mah, it felt as if i did n it's clearing the stuffs in my body... dont tink it's food poisoning... cus i didnt vomit mah... cant be i breath in dust n start having diarrhoea bah... i cant even feel relax when i'm at home... hai~

just now took the medicine for diarrhoea liaoz... but still have the feeling i'm gonna go for 1 more trip... hope 2moro everytingy would go back to normal for me... n 2moro is the 2nd day of renovation in my house... wonder would it be any more dusty... cus tink 2moro they gonna change the pipes only... so wont be tat bad i hope... hai~ gotta go rest liaoz...

the master bedroom toilet after all the hacking n drillings... no more toilet seats nor sink hahaha :P


the kitchen toilet in a mess... but the toilet bowl is still there woo... of cus cannot use anymore lah hahaha :P


our "new" portable temp toilet setup in the kitchen... equiped with a shower n a toilet bowl... so we can bath n "do business" at the same time... lol

since ytd i had been feeling beri sick... keep having runny nose whole afternoon at work... the 'liquid' from my nose even dripped down when i was servicing a copier at customer place... but lucky i 'caught ' it in time... felt so bad n disgusting... but i still gotta quickily finish the servicing n rush down to 7-11 to buy somemore packet tissue... cus i ran out of my 2 packets just after lunch...

but ytd quite relax... cus didnt haf much call... so i gotta sit down n relax... even got time to go MPH read books :P although i had not much calls, but i still feel rather tired... tink cus of the runny nose making me weak... when i reach home i cant stop sneezing loh... n each time i sneeze harder than the previous one... cant take it sia... n still gotta help cover up the living room n my parent's room... cus 2day is the start of our home renovation... or can say it's our blk's upgrading... but our unit only started 2day... it would last for 10days... excluding sundays... so i took 10 days leave... at 1st i thought i could finally relax from work... but then when they started the works in my home, the feeling of having someone in my home doing work just cant make me settle down... but i did doze off a few times... even with the drilling in the background...

mom oso took leave 2day... to look after the house with me... but all we could do is just say in my room n watch tv... cus my room is the only part of the house not affected... so now my room is stuffed with lots of tingys... like buckets, clothes hanger, vaccum cleaner etc...

till now i havent bath yet... cus gotta go down to the temp toilet downstairs to do watever... i'm ok with it... cus it's not much diff from ns... but only cus of other inconsiderate users who wet the entire cubicle n leave it as it is... hai~ wat to do... i still gotta go when i really got to... but just now yet... will be going to bath later in the evening... after the workers pack up n go...

hai~ till now i still cant stop coughing n my runny nose just cant stop dripping... but tink by 2moro should get better liaoz... just i still feel beri weak... especially my legs n neck... hai~ y i take leave then feel sick... sian...

was looking at other blogs when i saw tis petition to impost a harsher sentence on the cat killer in singapore... http://www.petitiononline.com/killer75/petition.html do go to the link to sign the petition if u love cats, n hope tat these kind of ppl get what they deserve after torturing animals... mine is at signature 4360 :P

"If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle on yourself. There's nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart..."

when i saw tis, i felt like laughing and crying at the same time... wanna laugh cus to me tis phrase came too late... felt so much like crying as love NEVER chooses to rest in anyone's heart, for my case...

who could be gentle to oneself after a rejection? if u r handsome, maybe... if u r rich, maybe... not me...

i had tis thought some days back... if given a chance to go back in time to change my life... maybe i shouldn't haf let anyone know tat i had feelings for HER... then maybe, just maybe tingys wrong get out of hand till the state i'm in rite now... or i should've just given up back then... n go for the other one... well, all i can say is timing was all wrong... cus only during chem lessons then i start noticing her...

anyway... all these days i kept on tinking until sometimes it hurts in the heart... already 24... n not even once a relationship... i going into a state of blocking n refusing to love... i cant find any ways to stop it... cus everytingy, everyone around me is forcing me into tat state of mind...

so sick of life~

the weather is so nice tis weekend... so cloudy n windy... abit of rain... but ytd sky was so dark near the evening tat i cant go down to play bball... so thgt of going down tis morning... but over slept till 10am... but the weather still beri nice... no sunshine at all, n it's not even gonna rain... but now got nice shows on the tv... so was tinking maybe after the shows then go down play... but hope later the weather still so nice... just dont suddenly rain can liaoz lol...

n finally... 3 more days till the IMF tingy end... n 5 more days till the start of my leave, n the start of my home's renovation... so fast finally can get a rest from all those heavy carrying on my shoulders...

today is just a "GREAT" day... another reason for me to add on to y i'm not going to stay on my current job for more than a year...

after lunch, got 2 calls stating tat i gotta go do a pre-FSMA check on 2 machines in FXAP, just above my office... this is like a thorough check on the machines to make sure tat they're in gd condition n suitable to sign new contracts for them... actually it should be simple, but...

the 1st 1 was ok... just abit of alignment problem, but still in gd condition... then i went to the 2nd machine, 1st tingy i realised was the menu screen was not responding, the machine hanged... cus the printer had an error, stating to reboot the printer... so i did... off n on the machine, but the error was still there...

remembering i got a similar case back then, i removed the harddisk of the printer n it worked... so the harddisk is spoilt, n i changed it... but just as i was abt to go off, i was asked to teach them how to operate the machine... which was alrite, cus as a CUSTOMER SERVICE engineer, we gotta do tat... so i taught them how to remove jam if one should occur, how to set up the mail box for scanning documents, then... one of them tried to print using postscript, instead of the traditional method of normal printing... tat causes the machine to hang again... why? cus the postscript driver wasnt installed at all... so i tell them i'm not beri gd in software n wanted to get a software engineer for them, then they questioned how come i cant do it... well, tis i didn't tell them in the face is tat, their pc is connected to the machine through a server, which i have no access to... n i cant download or install anytingy on their pc individually cus it wont do any gd... why i didn't tell them tis? cause i know it would just make them more frustrated n they may tink i'm trying to push the blame of the machine not working properly...

so i gotta call my manager n he came up to have a look... n he confirmed with them tat the postscript driver was not installed for the new machine, n have to get another department to do it... n the machine was working properly, just tat the driver wasnt installed... for tis i call i stood there n fix tis problem for like 3hrs... i was even at a lost of words when trying to explain to them... tats y i hate working in an office environment... i rather be working in a warehouse carrying goods, dont have to face those ppl in offices...

fucking sian man... too bad i still doesn't have enough income yet... if not i would've quit... gotta try save up as much as i can before march next yr... cause i'll be quitting then...

so sian... but finally coming to the end of the week... can go play bball try out my new ball hahaha :P

hehe just now went tampines sportslink to buy tis bball for $49... the cheapest i can find in the shop already... n ok lah not bad... no haf to buy too expensive just to play rite hahaha :P wah but on the way to tampines it started to rain beri heavily sia... y sunday rain... i rather 2moro then rain whole day... then i would feel relax even when working hahaha :P

by the time i came home already abt 5pm... mum already abt to finish cooking dinner liaoz... actually thgt of going down to try out the new bball... but the floor wet loh... maybe next week then go down play... just now tried to pump somemore air into the ball... but every time i insert the pin, alot of air will start to escape... at 1st it scared me tat the new ball already got fault, cannot pump air... but then realised tat it was just my pin, noticed it was abit rusty n there was a tiny gap where the air keep on escaping from... so no choice loh... went back down to get a new pump... tis time i got a foot pump... easier to use compared to the hand pump i had hahaha :P

cant wait for next week to try out the bball hahaha...

time wont let anyone forget the past, nor the sorrows... one could only hide it deep within... n hope the pain will nv surface again... but it would never be possible... cus even if one manage to forget, someday somehow sometingy would just remind one abt tat someone...

was tinking the other day, if the person u love doesn't love in return... in future if u were to see tis person with another guy, in a relationship... how would u feel?

happy for her?... maybe, but i know i would be lying to myself... most probably i would just break down... just by tinking abt tis would already make me wanna cry...

just another day of tinking too much...

so sian... at home notingy to do... ps2 oso play till sian liaoz cus no new games :P... go out oso dont know go where... somemore will perspire alot so rather not go out... but stay home can do wat sia... tv oso sometimes so borin... hai~

just now read another person's blog... wat was written in it really made me tink... am i living for myself or for my parents or for the person i love... well, the last one is definitely out of the question already, cus i cant find the heart to love anyone anymore... so, wat i'm doing now is probably living for my parents, if not then i might have already ended my life... different ppl have different tinking n ways to live their lifes, if everyone tinks the same n do tingys the same then life would never have been so complicated rite?

but then again, y must life be so complicated? so tat we could learn? make mistakes n try pick ourselves up n carry on? so wat would we gain in the end? experience? memories? but wat can we do with them? share it with others? who would wanna bother with u when their own life's already in a mess? so tat those would did badly in life could feel more miserable when they see ppl who were able to carry on n be successful after every stumble?

hai~ life... sometimes u love it sometimes u loathe it...

i'm getting fat again liaoz... hahahahaha

i'm kinda getting sick of my job already... die ah... haben even 6months already like tat... how how??... today really suay loh... tink i cannot wear the blue shirt to work... cus everytime i do, confirm will kana stuck at a machine... today went to the customer at my office tower... gd tingy is if need spare parts can just go down the store to take... but the bad tingy is the problem with the machine...i couldn't find the fault even after changing some parts, i even went up n down to the store twice loh... the customer must be tinking whether i can fix the machine or not... so demoralising loh... but finally fixed the machine lah... after 3 hrs hahaha :P spent the whole morning at the customer place... sian~

2moro will try wear the blue shirt again... if really kana stuck again then i dont wanna wear blue liaoz lol...

just now was searching for cao ge's MV & tank's MV... cus went ktv last sat n saw the MV beri nice... so i put it on my friendster profile hahaha :P then i had a thought in my mind again... y can't love be simple, y is it so difficult to love somebody... hai~

last week hasn't been any good for me... 1st tingy was the change of a new uniform... it should haf been a gd tingy cus new uniform n more shirt to wear, cus previously only got 4 shirts to wear for 5days... now got 8 shirts liaoz... so no need to wash immediately...

it wasn't a gd start at all wif the new uniform... cus the 1st call already stuck for more than 1hr cus gotta wait for parts... then haben finish loh... the next day was even sent down to the railway station to fix a machine there... was the 1st time for me to go there... dont really like tat place... cus beri hot n dusty... then somemore after tat call, on the way back to the store, i was hit by sometingy tat drop from the tree... nope, it wasn't bird shit... cus it's red in color... n i kana birdshit before... tis time it wasn't warm or smelly... tink it was some berry or sometingy tat drop down n hit straight at me...

hai~ anyway lucky the shirt was in blue color... so the stain wasn't tat obvious...

then last week i kept on tinking alot of stuffs... got quite some feelings wanna write out... but then i didnt... it's all becus of a song tat made me tink so much :P the name of it was "zhe yang ai ni dui bu dui"... didnt write those feelings out partly cus i too tired to express myself anymore... but even if i did... it oso wouldn't make any difference to my surroundings... hai~

was reading a person's blog just now... toking abt her bday... then i thought to myself, i oso received some sms greetings n some online ones... but none were from the person who meant the most to me... tinking of it... i even waited from the eve of my bday, till the day itself, n even a day or 2 after my bday... yet, not even a belated sms greeting from tat person... i really do wonder who am i in tat person's point of view...

well, maybe to others, small gestures dont mean a tingy... but to me, the slightest tingy would either make or break my day...

ok back to reality :P 2day's dad's bday... hehe same as wat i gave to my mom on hers, i gave my dad an ang-bao just now... hehe feel so happy finally can give my parents $$ of my own... it's abt time i repay them back everytingy n more... i know it's not much n it's gonna take yrs n yrs... but it's just a duty of any son or daugther to take care of their parents...

then sian... my company is gonna haf a D&D on 25 aug... somemore the theme for it is back to school... meaning we gotta wear sch uniforms... sucks loh... who keeps their sch uniforms loh... but luckily saw an email 2day tat says we dont haf to go buy or rent a sch uniform, instead we can make our own... so i intend to go in wat i wear to work everyday... but plus my sec sch collar badge, if i can find it lah :P n a sch tie loh... i did keep a bedok town sch tie wif me, but not the uniform... hahahaha

ohh another sian... but then again good n bad lah... my blk is doing renovation now... n they gonna start on my unit around 23 sept 2006... so i applied annual leave for a period of 10days loh... hahaha finally get the chance to relax from carrying tat huge bag everyday... tanks to the renovation :P but i cant really relax oso... cus it's gonna be extremely dusty, n could only use the temp toilets they built at the void deck... just hope the dust dont create too much trouble for me n my mom... cus we would haf a hard time cleaning up...

these few days i kept tinking abt bball... dont know y oso hahaha... kept tinking of playing bball... but too bad i dont haf one... well i do haf one bball lah... but too colorful already... cannot bring out to play hahaha... tink maybe i go buy a cheap cheap 1... then can go down to my neighborhood court to play

wahahaha fat liao fat liao... sian tis morning weigh myself b4 going to work... more than 90kg sia... haha with the tool pouch n stuffs... then pants oso getting abit tighter than b4 :P really gotta restart diet plan again liaoz lol...

so didnt eat much for lunch 2day... only ate tao-suan n fruits... but dinner bought rice... then funny tingy is... when i came home n weigh myself again... it was 87kg... tink is becus i nv eat much during day n morning was carrying a pouch when weighing hahaha :P but after dinner go back 88kg liaoz hai~

hehehe so sian n tired everyday after work... oso lazy to exercise liao loh lol... must try 2molo go run... if i got the energy lah :P muahahaha

wat a day... started out great... cus i was on standby this morning as there wasn't any calls for me... tink most of the machines r on a break cus 2molo NDP... so i went to international plaza's BK for breakfast... 1st time in my life i tink, i had BK breakfast hahaha :P not bad actually... their harsh browns r rather nice... somemore is small n round, can just pop into the mouth... unlike Mac's harsh brown, abit too oily even the packing oso oily :P but BK's price abit to high though... :P lucky got coupons hahaha

then the horror started, received a call problem due to fax, saying can fax out but cant receive any fax... was tinking it shouldnt be any problem, cus i encountered a similar problem ytd... so just went down to the customer loh... then end up the problem was alot worst than i expected... cus watever i knew, i tried... but the problem was still there... so no choice, almost 1hr past... i called a team leader for help... he did wanted to come down personally to help me... but he got a call last min so ask me to try solving it in other ways... so i tried but still unsuccessful... so last tingy i could do... called my manager for help... he asked me to try changing some boards, did tat n still no change... until it was like 3pm plus!!!! ohh i started at 10am...

the team leader was free at last n came down to look at the problem... n after a few tests he realised the problem wasnt with our machine... it was the customer's ADSL filter tat was causing the problem... it distorted the line signal n so the fax couldnt be stored in the memory to print out... so just a simple solution of changing a better ADSL filter to solve the problem, took me abt 6hrs again to finish the call... hahaha 2nd time in tis job i was stuck tis long... n so 2day i only did 1 call... the worst record for me ever :P

hai~ but today wasnt tat bad as the 1st time i was stuck... i dont feel tat much depress cus i cant solve the problem for the customer fast... cus i told msyelf it's not me tat's giving the customer problem but the machines... i'm just there to help :P hahaha must psycho ourselves sometimes mah :P

at least 2molo get to rest cus it's NDP... miss the times when i was helping out last yr's NDP... so tiring yet quite fun... ohh yah 2molo oso mom's bday... going toa payoh interchange dim sum to celebrate her bday there :P gonna be the 1st time i chip in with my sis n bro to pay for the dinner... cus i started working... finally get to pay for my mom's meal :P

i am incapable of being happy... noting much i do is making me happy, i cant even tink abt tingys tat would make me happy... my heart n mind r refusing to allow any happy thoughts... the moment i start to wonder abt sometingy happy, my mind would just stop tinking abt anytingy, like there's a firewall to block out happiness... this is really drowning in sorrow...

so tired............. cant the world just end rite now?

so tired today... actually it wasn't a bad day to begin with... althgh ytd went to the last call n gotta continue this morning cus store close already can't get spare parts... so this morning went to the store to get the part n went back to the customer n fix the machine... at 1st i still scare after changing the part the machine still give problem... but then the problem was really caused by the part i draw out from store... so it shouldn't be a bad day wat...

somemore after tat all the calls r rather simple, some just change of drum carts only... but then i too kinda or too extra wanna help do 1 last call... cus the controller say got some urgent calls... so i finished my call at abt 4.15pm, n took a last call, my 8th call today... wat u know, system slow perhaps, i received the call only at 4.30pm, n the customer is at neil rd... now where was i? ohh yah, raffles quay!!

i thgt to myself tats's the last time i take a call after 4.15pm onwards... cus u want me to travel from raffles to neil rd, which was near cantonment rd, or outram park mrt if no one is familiar with roads... cus by the time i reach there... it was near 5pm, n if i require any parts to repair the machine, i cant do anytingy, as the store wont deliver to me after 5pm... so no choice... i tried to fix it with the parts i haf, which i thgt would solve the problem... but it didnt... i was sooo sick of tis... taking apart the machine to change a small gear was so tedious... y? cus the machine was the oldest model... n i couldn't finish fixing the machine cus the customer gotta knock off... so i packed up everytingy n went home at 6pm...

my hands were so dirty after 'tearing up' the machine... was looking for a toilet to wash them on the way to the mrt station... but i cant find any at outram park mrt... sooo i hack care n went home, stepped into the train with filthy hands... n i thgt, i hold on to the bars, n the dusts n dirt r transferred onto the bars... so the next person touching the bar would carrying them home... hmm... hope they remember to wash their hands before they do anytingy... hahahahaha cus besides dirt n dust, there's abit of chemicals too... i dont give a damn... so kill me if u want... no use keeping tingys gd or being gd... cus nobody give a damn either...

i wanna die... wanna reincarnate into a cat... full stop!

PAIN PAIN... my right big toe hurts alot... got injuried ytd after playing bball at tampines... long time nv play liaoz... dont tink i managed to sink any shots hahaha :P then worst came when i hit my toe, just by turning... tink my right toe abit too long... n shoe abit too small... my left foot ok loh... only right foot kana... the moment i injuried it i could feel the toe nail like flipped up n back again... n can feel the blood flowing under the nail...

but i still played on... trying to hold it off... but after awhile really cant make it already, cus made the injury worst when i ran... so i sat down n took off the shoe... n i could see the blood under the nail already, try to press down on the nail to check if the blood was real... hahaha n can see it moving when i press down... n it hurts...

2day still hurts... somemore i gotta walk n stand almost whole day... but still managed to walk lah... but only when i came home... i accidentally hit my toe against the bottom of the sink when i was washing my hand... n it hurts like hell... n i could still feel the pain right now... sian man... can do any sports tat requires to wear a shoe liaoz... can only go swimming only... hahaha

sian man... today is another bad day... 1st tingy is hp forgot to charge... but lucky got spare hp n its battery still full... so no choice just switched hp for today... then my runny nose still not better... n starting to haf soar throat oso... feel really sick when fixing the machine at customer's place... keep on pulling out the tissue again...

then worst tingy is i kana stuck at a customer machine right before lunch time... n i dont haf the habit of leaving the place to take lunch n come back to fix it again... so i continued to fix it like for 2hrs... so from 12noon till 2pm plus then finish the call... then after take still took another call cus it's just at the next floor in the same building... so end up i had my lunch at 3pm plus today... felt abit weak by then hahaha but still ok...

feel like taking mc leh... but then tinking of going to doc n take mc, then gotta submit mc... so troublesome... so forget abt it already... rather let it be... must be the swimming pool water i drank abit when i went swimming on sunday hahaha :P cus i was feeling fine before the swim n after tat all the flu started...

so sian... n so fast... it's the 7th month in the chinese calendar already... n NDP coming too... mom's bday oso... then just remembered... i still got 2 GV movie ticket vouchers still not used... n the valid date is only up to aug 06... is either i give them away or go TM watch 2 shows myself... but now like not much nice shows leh... how how? sian...

wah sian man... today really suay, forgotten to put extra CSR forms in my folder n just went to work... only after my 1st call then realised i only haf 3 CSRs left in the folder... which could last me till lunch time... then no choice loh, went back home to take somemore CSRs... took me almost 1hr to reach my home from clark quay... didnt had lunch, but just 3 quick spoon of fried rice mom cooked in the morning n ran back out to work...

funny tingy was all the time i spent going back home n going back to raffles place... i still managed to finish 7 calls today... maybe cus i sacrifice my lunch time to go back home bah... hehehe

then worst tingy today was tat i kept having runny nose whole day... even at customer's place i was busy wiping my nose... used to packets of tissues today... no felt so dry n pain at the end of the day loh...

today when i was at a customer's place just before i went back home... was trying to fix the copier when i over heard the 'ying yue ri ji' on 93.3fm... kinda envy the gal in the story cus the outcome was a happy ending... but anyway tat wasnt wat really caught my attention... it was a phrase the gal mentioned in the story tat really stuck me... althgh cant really remember it clearly... but it goes sometingy like:

'since the person dont love you, n along the years tat person's feelings towards you still never change, there's no point making yourself miserable, cus if tat person's feelings towards you could change, it would already haf, why wait till now'...

tis is really true... cus if sometingys in life could change... why wait so many yrs before the change could take place... why not earlier...

after so many yrs... i've come to an end... i realised... i hate love...

new song

found a song tat sort of roughly sums up how i feel~

noticed my blog no more background song? cus i thought the previous one dont really sum up wat i've been feeling tis past few weeks... still searching for a song though... tat could express my feelings better...

last week wasn't really a gd one for me... every part of it gotta do with my work, not going too well but still trying to cope... n the travelling in mrt in morning n evening, is turning me into a mean person, u gotta observe me in the train when i'm travelling in the morning to know wat i mean... dont blame me, i dont like wat i'm doing either, but cus of all the other inconsiderate singaporeans, i gotta do the same to give them a taste of their own medicine... hmm maybe tat's wat those ppl r tinking too, muahahaha

didnt went out 2day again, thought abt going to funan, peninsula or even sim lim sq... but didnt, cus partly is lazy lah hahaha... but i wasnt feeling really gd either... my neck is like aching alot not sure y oso, maybe cus of the heavy bag i've been carrying all weekdays, but tis afternoon when i just laid on my bed for a few mins n got back up... my head was already hurting, not the spinning type but like receiving a blow kinda hurt... n neck was aching too... tink i need to warm up every morning before i go to work liaoz... if not sometingy would happen to my back n neck...

tinking of going tampines 2molo... wanna go popular buy file for my notes... cus my files r all torn already hahaha gotta be more gentle next time... oso maybe go shopping wanna look at shoes n shorts cus i'm kinda lack of both...

OHH PLS NOTE IF U GUYS R READING TIS, I HAD BEEN REFUSING TO MEET UP WITH U GUYS FOR DINNER ON SATURDAYS CAUSE WEEKENDS R THE ONLY DAYS MY MOM COOKS, OTHER THAN TAT EVERYDAY OSO EAT OUT. SO RATHER EAT HOME COOKED DINNER THAN GOING OUT FOR ONE... SORRY GUYS HOPE U UNDERSTAND

tis is wat happens when i'm in a bad mood... actually only got the packet of rice n carrot cake, but then when i reach home i remembered mom cooked fried rice in the morning... n i didnt eat it cus in a hurry to go to work... so end up got the fried rice oso loh lol... now quite full liaoz haha...

2day really sian... 1st was i woke up late... like 7.50am then wake up loh hahaha... so i rushed out as fast as i could... then at bedok mrt station, cus i in hurry, didnt lift my right leg high enough... so tripped over the escalator on the way up to the control station... luckily its on the way up when i tripped, if going down sure die hahaha :P it was notingy much... just bruised the area above my right feet... oso lucky no one was beside me when i fell... if not sure hit the person... i tink those ppl behind me must haf freaked out when they saw me tripped... hahaha :P but i didnt bother to look behind... just continued walking to the train

then towards the end of the day... doing my last call... i thgt i could finish it fast n go home slightly early... end up the machine printouts got problem... parts of the print r light n other parts r dark... the density was uneven... thgt i might be due to toner so i changed it... but the problem wasnt really solved althgt it was slightly better... but the customer just didnt like it... beri sian loh... the person who signed it n checked on the prints say ok... but her other colleague say still no gd... then end up i stayed back 1hr more to try fix it... but cus the store already close so i cant get any new parts...

tried adjusting all the internal values to make the printout sharper but still didnt work... then asked team leader... maybe it was due to one of the boards in the machine... so no choice 2molo gotta go back there again to change it... wat makes me sian is tat i wanted to change the board oso when i changed the toner... but store dont haf the stock... so i didnt change loh... then ask manager to help check if he got the spare anot... he told me the part no. was invalid... how can it be leh... i gave the store the same no. n they checked it was out of stock then now the manager say the part no. was invalid? tis dont tally loh... if the part no. wasnt rite in the 1st place y is it still in the part list?

hai~ sian... make me so headache...

wrong move~

finally bought a foldable trolley at bedok ytd... then used it 2day at work... but i already had a bad feeling once i got out of the lift at the ground level... pushing it wasn't hard... but lifting it everytime when there's a kerb or even just a short flight of stairs, it's even tiring then just carrying the bag alone... n every moment gotta make sure the road ahead is smooth enough for the trolley to pass if not i gotta lift it up again...

n i cant walk too fast either... the trolley might lose balance n give me a hard time trying to stable it... n moving around isn't as easy n relax as i thgh... although y shoulders r not aching 2day... but my hands r, after all the lifting n pulling... n cus my movement was quite slow 2day... it affected the no. of calls i could do too... only did 5 2day... at 1st i thgt it would only be hard to pull a trolley in n out of the mrt... but the harder part was to pull along everywhere i go... cus not all walk ways haf slopes...

really no much choice left liaoz... gotta try lighten somemore loads off my bag... cus i'm not gonna use the trolley anymore... hai~ wat a waste... spent $19 for it loh... hai~ sian loh can buy lots of other tingys with $19... hahahahaha :P

My Heart Skipped a Beat

i haf no idea y... but my heart skipped a beat 2day... i cant remember when n where it happened... but sure it's way after lunch time... while walking to another customer's office i saw someone along the road talking to her frend... there's notingy particular abt her until an image appeared in my head... tat gal look just like HER... well only her side view n the way she tied up her hair into a pony tail... i quickily turned n looked at her but realised it wasnt HER... but just at the moment when i looked at the gal the 2nd time, the thgt of tat person being HER made my heart skipped a beat...

y do i still feel tis way.............

Too Tired

came home late 2day... not tat it's unusual, but its becus i took the train home in the wrong direction... was so tired loh... went into tanjong pagar mrt, down the escalator n automatically i turned to the left... cus the downward escalator was on the left... then i didnt even notice i was standing at the wrong platform, which was going to boonlay... i even wait for another train to arrive cus the previous 1 was too crowded... i got onto the 2nd train n stood at the corner... till the train came out of the tunnel, then i realise how come 2day the ppl so little only... cus usually city hall alot ppl... then i look outside, it doesnt even look like kallang cus the station's wall was red in color...

it was then i knew i got onto the wrong train... no choice loh... got off at queenstown n take the other train back... if not for tis i would haf been home b4 7pm... y every evening after work i so tired... somemore 2day monday only... i slept quite alot last weekend leh... hai~ getting more n more tired of tis job... it shouldnt be tat way... i'm not enjoying tis job at all...

My Life is Meaningless

just woke up, n realised my parents had gone to play mahjong at uncle's place... their usual get together every weekend if possible, cus dad works 7days a week... had been sleeping throughout my weekend... cus i'm sooo exhausted after just working for 5 days... carrying tat heavy bag, walking all around raffles place, squeezing in between crowds every morning when i go the work n every evening when i come home...

so tired of it loh... i get soo frustrated everyday taking the mrt n carrying tat huge bag... didnt wanna separate the laptop from my bag into a laptop bag cus if i do, i wont haf enough hands to carry other spares or watever if the situation requires... n even would be worst when lunch time... the possibility of losing the laptop bag is so high if i were to leave it at the seat, carrying it along would mean only 1 hand to carry my food... i'm not gonna do stupid stunts for a meal, risking tipping over the food... n losing my belongings...

wanted to get a trolley to put my bag onto... but it would mean i'm gonna pull sometingy bulky along everywhere i go... which i tink wont do much good... i dont tink i would stay at tis job for more than a yr... tat would be torturing myself... which on the other hand i'm already torturing myself everyday by eating BK or Mac for lunch like 4 out of 5 days... y? cus its easier to find a seat at the fast food n rest there, n it's even cheaper eating at BK cus i got the coupons till 8 july, after tat i tink would switch back to Mac, cus BK normal price not cheap...

had stayed home for both my sat n sun... wanted to stop by at TM to check out the jap food fair over there, but too lazy to go n somemore ytd the sun was to hot loh... i already had enough of the sun from mon to fri... wanted to go swimming 2day oso... but tinking of all the crowd there just turns me off... then actually weihe had organised a bball game at tamp... but not much ppl can make it so cancel oso... hai~ missed the time when i was still staying in tamp, can go TM or CS cus just 3 bus stops away... go play bball wif them cus they all live in tamp...

then now... time 7.45pm, sunday 2nd july... heard the sound of 4 Apaches flying over bedok... its for the NDP tis yr bah... last yr dont haf cus they only came home tis yr... i miss the time when i was taking part in NDP 05... sooo fun even when i gotta rehearse on saturdays, but hanging out wif the ppl n doing the stuffs there just soo fun, even when it was tiring... hehe cus got to clock OT n take time off when i go back to base :P so fun loh doing ns in changi air base...

so glad to haf been posted to ams to meet all the ppl there, its more fun hanging out wif them... now ORD liaoz... cant get together tat often cus busy... how i wish i could sign on... but due to my ippt i cant... i missed the days when we all went to JB to shop n makan there... they r the ppl who taught me n brought my over to JB... if not till now i would still be telling ppl i nv travel overseas, not even to JB... hai~

i gonna start searching for another job now... too bad i didnt pass my english o-level in the 1st sitting... if not i could be interviewing for the cadet pilot already... when back to the website to check out the job application again... tis time i read again the requirements... then saw it was written there... in addition i need to haf at least 5 credits for 0-levels in 1 sitting including english, even if i got a diploma... hai~ there goes my dream of being a pilot...

2nd dream gone... all becus of o-levels...

final theory

went to take my final theory at ubi's comfort driving centre tis morning... had planned to reach eunos mrt by 9.30am so i wont be late cus the trial test starts at 10.15am n must be there 15mins earlier... but then end up i left my home at 9.20am hahaha... which is impossible to reach eunos mrt by 9.30am... so change route loh... walked all the way pass bedok town park to bedok reservoir rd n took bus 22 down to ubi area... then took 25 to the place... luckily timing just rite...
reached the place at 10am...

hehe in fact i was still early as the previous batch still taking the e-trial test... a simulation of how the test is gonna be like lah... hehehe guess wat? i failed the trial test... was stunted sia when the FAILED screen was displayed... then the guy sitting beside me saw my screen... he must he laughing inside sia... sian...

haha anyway... after finish the trial test i went out the room n notice still 45mins to my actual test... no choice loh... went to the canteen haf my breakfast n waited... while waiting was looking at the motorcyclists learning their bikes... looks fun leh... i oso feel like learning to ride bike... but sure my parents wont allow 1... cus too dangerous liaoz hahaha :P

then comes the test... went in... alot of ppl were inside already... lucky the instructor haben started the briefing yet... cus i dont know anytingy loh, 1st time taking the computer test... took my basic in paper... my 1st final theory in paper oso... tis is my 2nd time taking my final theory... there were still some qns i thgt i got it wrong or answers r quite close loh... hehehe but still i managed to PASS!!! hahaha yeah!! finally i passed my final theory... it was like since poly times loh... cus tat 1st time i took... i didnt study for it, too "hao lian" liao mah thgt i pass my basic in the 1st attempt so i can do the same for final theory... end up i was sooo wrong :P

anyway its gd tat i finally passed... now its only up to whether i can find the time to start learning to drive n go for the practical... how sia... pay oso not much... see how bah, anyway the result can last 2 yrs mah hahaha worst come to worst retake again after 2 yrs loh if i still haben pass my practical...

monday again... n luckily it rained in the morning, helped me to feel abit more relax... cus mondays beri sian mah... somemore carrying tat heavy bag everyday... hope everyday rains, then my mood would be better everyday hahaha :p

but my mood still wasnt gd 2day, even when it rained... anyway, i was assigned to do a call on a machine which i only just finished training last week... 1st call on new machine, took me 1hr plus to complete the call... cus i gotta turn on my laptop to search for the part no. of some parts, then trying to fix in the new parts r oso challenging... cus scare break any parts mah...

ohh yah forgot to mention... i went back to office tis morning, cus i didnt haf a call, only at 10am then i got tat 1st call... so in the office i noticed a new face... the dept just hired a new CSE, wonder if he would go east side anot... cus the east manager was toking to him n stuffs... y no new CSE in south district... beri boring loh, being the only new guy in south...

then 2day during lunch beri funny... well, i find it funny n weird... 2day is the 2nd time i was asked by a man, claiming to know how to read fortune, wanting to know if i wanted mine to be read... while i was in the kopi tiam loh...

i had my 1st encounter last friday... just outside raffles mrt station somemore, when i was resting at lunch time outside the station sitting at the side walk... i wonder y r there so many such ppl wondering around asking ppl if they want their fortune to be read... i find it weird oso, cus 2day was the 2nd time... a sign? or just a coincidence? hahaha

slowly but surely... filling myself up wif hatred... day by day... putting up a mask infront of everyone... pretending to be alrite... wats the use of letting ppl know i'm not alrite when no one could help...

i hate going to work every morning, squeezing in the mrt... hate ppl blocking the escalator when others r rushing... hate ppl rushing into the train when ppl r trying to alight... hate the look on ppl's eyes when they look at me... hate the lunch time in city hall/raffles place/tanjong pagar areas... hate the expensive food n drinks in these areas... i hate the ppl working in these areas... hate carrying a big bag... hate walking around... hate wearing shirts n pants...

no one, notingy is worth loving... none appreciates...

IPPT

woke up early tis morning... hehe usually would sleep as much as possible on sundays... but 2day gotta drag myself off the bed at 8am... gotta go to tampines safra for my 1st IPPT attempt since i ORD last yr... damn y must my bday gotta fall on april n not end of the yr... then can relax more... hahaha :P

anyway... was instructed to be there 15mins in advance... but when i got there the gym wasnt even oopen yet... so i sat down n watch ppl playing squash... i find the sport stupid, no offence ah... but 2 ppl locked up in a room trying to hit the same small rubber ball... i just dont see the point of the game... hahaha :P

anyway... back to the IPPT... hmm can see tat most ppl going safra for IPPT normally cant pass it :P i'm one of them oso lah hahaha... took all 4 static stations in the batminton hall... ran the shuttle run on the mat... it's like so restricted loh, scare if the foot miss the mat n step on the hall i might slip, but it wasnt tat bad lah... didnt slip, but still fail tat station but 0.1sec need 10.7sec to pass... hahaha

sian... SBJ only jump 189, chip-up zero-warrior as usual... then the standard for sit ups really strict sia... shoulder must touch ground, albow touch knee, if not no count hahaha... 1st time i had trouble doing sit ups... last time i could do close to 40... 2day only 33 counts...

now the worst part... 2.4km on treadmil... i've always thgt it would be much easier to run stationary on treadmils compared to the on the road or running track... but iwas sooo wrong... the treadmil was set at a speed tat would make u get a pass... so if u slow down the speed u would fail the test, unless u increase more in the later stage...

i started out ok... trying to adjust to the speed, but when it was constant... my body kept swaying left n right, front n back... like gonna loose my balance, i tried to continue but my legs n mind told me to stop, not my heart... cus i could realise i was dragging my feet on the treadmil which means i could trip n fall any moment... so no choice, i signal to the PTI i cant take it n stopped the test... 1st time sia, i drop out of a IPPT test... last time no matter wat i would finish the test even if i knew i failed it... but 2day i just cant take it on the treadmil... i dont haf wat it takes to keep a constant speed... but how? i dont tink i could go to the camps for IPPT after work cus i would be extremely tired after a day of work... tink just gotta try go running myself more often liaoz... if not really cannot make it...

hai~ 2molo gotta work again... then gotta attend a re-call somemore, stupid sia... went to the customer last friday morning n thgt i solved the problem, cus they complaint lines n the feeder not working... go there test the feeder, the bearing came off tat's y the rollers not feeder the paper, then checked the prints internally n from feeder oso no lines... so i thgt notingy wrong n left... somehow in the evening when abt to go home, got a msg from the controller saying the 1st call on monday would be a re-call of friday morning's call... cus the lines still there, when print doubleside... shit, next time must check double side... sian~

would there be any work out there tat wont make ppl feel so tired after everyday of work? go home still gotta do paper work... then end up only paid less than 1.5k/mth hai~

BAD

i did a beri beri bad tingy 2day... pls forgive me... i didnt meant it... i'm sorry

it was after lunch... took a bus from fuji xerox tower to peninsula plaza... when i board the bus it was empty... n its those new bus loh, like not much in singapore tat r of those design one... quite spacious... so i sat on a single seat, but it was those meant for old or pregnant ppl... i thgt since it's gonna be a short journey n like there's no ppl in the bus so i sat on it loh...

then i received a msg asking me to call the customer cus they r chasing already, y so late still no one go service their machine... so i call them loh... but just then while i was on the phone wif the customer... i really didnt notice an old lady boarding the bus... serious!! then a guy infront of me saw the old lady n gave up his seat... which was one of those 'green' seats too lah... but seeing tat guy doing tat just makes me feel sooooo bad... i felt like those other ppl who hog on the seats eventhough they might haf seen other ppl who need the seat more than them... i felt so bad loh... hai~

but then at the next stop... more ppl getting on... n i saw a lady like abit pregnant lah... but kinda unlikely for her age loh... anyway i was feeling so bad already, so i just stood up n gave her my seat... like hoping to make amends for not giving up my seat for the old lady... hearing the lady saying 'thank you' just made me felt slightly better...

hai~ y didnt i saw tat old lady...

new skin

wanted to change a skin few weeks ago... but either i forgotten or i'm too tired to find n edit one... then just now i went searching for one... n i found tis... the words r so touching, meaningful... just how i'm feeling... abit scary though :P

No cure for me...

as usual... carried a big bag along to work everyday... 2day went quite well... no call at 1st till abt 9am plus... then 2 calls in the same building but different levels... but 1 mishap, peeled a tiny piece of skin off from my finger even b4 i started the 1st call, kana cut by my own pouch... then kept bleeding... lucky it stopped after awhile, if not the entire customer's machine will be covered wif my blood hahaha :P

then after the 3rd call, i went to boat quay's Mac for lunch again... haha if i keep on going to fastfood 4 lunch... i'm gonna get fatter liaoz... somemore my IPPT is tis saturday... now here's the main story...

normal meal at Mac, after finishing i took out some documents n did some paper work b4 going for the 4th call... then i saw a grp of office ladies settling down... it's normal wat, lunchtime in raffles area, yes, but till i notice sometingy... one of them looked soooo much like HER, only abit slimmer n slightly taller :P those eyes, tat smile, even the voice... overheard her asking her frenz where the toilet was in the Mac cus she wanna wash hands :P then i thgt to myself, SHE doesnt haf a sister bah? does SHE? dont remember hearing SHE has one loh...

seriously, i'm sick i tink... no cure already... nowadays kept tinking... but when i nv tink of HER, i see someone like HER...

Fact: cant be wif, can only tink of...

can i for once haf sometingy i wan the easy way? y must everytingy be in the hard way?

received a testimonial from a frend recently... was kinda stanned tat he would write 1... hahaha cus its really rare for him to do such kinda tingy... but anyway must tank him... haha but he thought too highly of me already... i'm not all gd when i'm not in the mood :P nowadays more worst... kept feeling moody everytime after work... cus too tired already...

just now went swimming at bedok swimming complex... not much ppl as i thgt it would be... but still there's a crowd... at 1st i was tinking whether i could do 20laps in 1hr... but not even half way through i'm already slowing down... then towards the end then i started swimming faster abit... now back home feeling kinda tired... tink i over did it a little bit :P

few days back... actually on fri... i kinda realised tat i'm afraid of opening up 2 ppl especially gals... or kinda dont like toking 2 ppl at all... well maybe becus me n my colleagues dont haf any topics in common we could tok abt, except work... which is like so boring...

n if u ask me y i'm afraid of opening up... save it, i dont even know the answer myself either hahaha :P maybe becus i'm afraid of being laugh at, being said i'm a bore, n even afraid of being hurt... toking abt hurt... tink i would remain single from now on... dont haf to tink/care soo much anymore... i dont tink i could get over the past, tink i'm still afraid of being turned down... anyway single oso not tat bad... hahaha

call me weak if u want to, i dont care... i just cant take it anymore, the stress i'm taking in is unbearable, 2day is the worst... after the last call on the way to the mrt i almost cried out... but i just hold on to the tears, n swallow them back in... my head hurts so much... y am i having so much stress?

wanna fix the machine but the parts needed no stock... so everytime i encounter tis i try to modify the parts so it could work again... end up its not the way... i should haf inform the manager so he could help to look for the parts elsewhere... so wat i did it useless loh... but no stock n want me to do the job fast, how is it possible? n everytime no stock no stock... then wat for is there a service department in fuji xerox? when the customer call for service n we cant fix the machine cus no stock... fucked up system... i'm new n already stressing over just ONE model of machine... there r still soo many other machines i need to learn... i cant imagine the amount of stress when i am trained in other models...

i cant do it anymore... gonna start looking for jobs now...

i'm so tired, mentally... really need to let off some stress... if not i would go crazy... feel so much like crying but the tears wont come out...

2day sunday... actually was suppose to go swim wif rudy tis afternoon... but due to the rain, it was cancelled... n i stayed home whole day... watching tv n sleeping... took a short nap at abt 3pm... then woke up abt 4pm plus n when back to slp again... cus there's just notingy to do n notingy to watch... didnt even feel like playing games, cus i know after few mins of playing i would get tired of the game... sometingys bothering me i know... but i'm just not sure wat...

went tampines again tis evening after dinner... went there to buy my new bag... the one i having cant let me put my laptop in together wif my other stuffs, cus it would surely rip open... too heavy liaoz... so went CS Metro to get a new one... managed to squeeze everytingy including my laptop into it... feels kinda heavy but at least better than the old one... just hope tis one can last me, n hope it wont give way...

nowadays no matter where i go where i travel... i kept tinking n tinking... tinking abt life, work, love, y can some ppl live so happy n others so sad? y some can find love so easily n others just doesnt haf the fate... y some dont haf to work so hard n money would keep pouring in for them, while others haf to work 24/7 just to earn enough to pay for their home...

yes would ppl say all these r challenges... tests... but for fuck? u wan challenges n tests u go through them urselves... leave me alone...

walking in the rain~

came home tis evening... it started to rain while i was at tanjong pagar, from the mrt could see the rain falling outside... was hoping it wasnt raining tat heavily in bedok... luckily it wasnt, in fact it had kinda stopped raining when i reached bedok interchange... only few drops falling from the sky... actually thgt abt taking bus home, cus really really beri tired... dont know how long i could take it, walking every mon-fri, standing from start work till the end... only get the chance to sit when having lunch, sometimes dont even haf the time or mood 4 lunch...

anyway, decided to walk home after buying my dinner... since it's quite cooling... hehe but didnt expected it to start raining again when i was almost home, was abt 200m from my blk n it started to rain... n it wasnt small loh :P

but i didnt reach back 4 my umbrella, partly cus i lazy n i'm so near my home already, no use taking it out loh... anyway, its been a beri long time since i stroll in the rain... the feeling so nice, drops of rain falling on my face n body... so cooling, makes me feel so relax... too bad i cant stay in the rain too long cus i'm carrying a bag n a laptop... didnt want them to get wet... maybe next raining season should take a trip down to east coast n relax there n wait for the sky to rain :P

kinda feel so tired, so lost... die sia, was suppose to be happy at wat i'm doing 1 leh... y feeling more n more sian... cannot like tat leh... how? how?

so amazed tat my teamleader, a gal leh, can work 4 so long... n she can withstand the heavy stuffs we carrying n walking/standing almost everytime throughout the 5/5.5 days work week... n somemore gotta face all kinds of customers... some r really understanding n nice... but some just dont know wat we r going through everyday... she's like superwoman to me loh... hahaha

hehe cant even compare to a gal :P feel abit useless... hehehe tis morning was feeling so down... tat i even thought abt working in Mac... tinking abt starting from low level n maybe work my way up to like branch/floor manager or sometingy hahaha... well, my interest is in F&B wat :P too bad cant go into hospitality management n no $$ for shatec

hehe well no use tinking so much now oso... anyway i oso just wan a simple life, i'm not like most of my frenz who must haf an exciting/fulfilling life... simple is enough for me n my parents...

WORK

days past... feeling~ ok loh... once in awhile will feel beri tired, cus didnt give myself much time to rest when i'm walking around outside... cus need to find n travel to customers' place n must try to complete as much calls a day as possible... saying~ 6 to 7 calls per day...

was quite happy cus i did 7 calls ytd... but mostly quite easy, 2day just did 5 calls... n went back to the noise problem at uod plaza 2 again... finally i found the source of the squeaking sound... it wasnt from the take away clutch... instead it was from one of the tray's take away roller n its gears... hai~ y didnt i troubleshoot properly last week...

i kinda having doubt whether i would stay at tis job for long... cus it's rather tiring, both mentally n physically...mentally from customers n physically from all the walking around city area... at least hope i could last 1 or 2 yrs wif them... kept tinking abt going into F&B industry, but it would oso be beri tiring...cus gotta serve customers oso hahaha... but at least dont haf to walk so much, i tink :P or can try for pilot again muahaha, still no news from my 1st application, tink it went down the trash... or into their store room hahaha

hehe finally, i'm exploring areas in tanjong pagar, raffles place n city hall... cus back then i didnt know how to get around in these areas... only know there's suntec n marina square hahaha :P i find it funny, cus during weekends i wanted to go shopping or just walk around in marina square/suntec/funan IT mall/peninsula, but i didnt find the time to lift my fat ass n go down :P n now every weekdays i'm walking pass n even into these places... yet no time for shopping... cant even slow down the pace to haf a look around :P hai~

sian~ feel like falling sick liaoz... keep having runny nose since i came home... just hope it would get better 2molo morning... if not then see how tingys go... maybe take half day mc or wat loh hahaha :P nv really took mc like since long long long long ago hahahaha :P

3rd day out in the field... everytingy going downhill... 1st day was gd, but only did 5 calls... 2nd day went out field only after lunch, did 3 calls only so still ok bah... then 2day... cant believe it would turn out soooooo bad...

was asked by dist. manager to to just change a fuser assembly, should be a simple job cus i fix up an assembly in the office b4 going 2 customer's place... had to change it cus suspected a squeaking came from it as other parts were changed n noise was still there... but when i fixed the new one in... the sound is still there, n worst tingy is, the new assembly is slightly bigger than the old 1, n there was a loud noise due to vibration against the cover...

then notice there was a slight modification to the old assembly casing, so i change the casing only n the sound was gone... hai~ but the squeaking sound still there... no matter wat i change or clean it wont go away... i even gotta call teamleader for help n luckily she was just in the opposite building... but we still cant solve it... end up gotta tell the customer i be back next week after i consulte the matter wif manager... hai~ know how long i spent 2day at tis 1st customer? 6 full hrs...

didnt had lunch 2day becus of tis 1st call... partly cus i started the call at 10am... n was stuck through lunch time, n i used the lunch time to get spare parts... didnt wanna get a quick bite on the way cus i was rushing already, n travelling around in the city area is not as easy as u tink... so i just got a drink to keep myself hydrated...

so after tat i got a 2nd call, but it was almost 4.30pm... so tis was my last call of 2day... TWO calls only in tis entire day... wat the fuck sia... new engineer oso cannot like tat lah... hai~ not over yet... i was raining at raffles place when i got the 2nd call... so decided to take mrt to chinatown... but its so crowded n it feels like there was sometingy wrong wif the train, cus its like delayed due to the rain... so i went back out 2 find a taxi... but all taxi stands r full of ppl n shortage of taxi...

i waited for abt 20mins in queue for the taxi... i couldnt wait anymore cus there were a few more ppl infront of me... so i went back to mrt... by the time i got to chinatown point it was already 5.15pm but luckily the customer knock-off at 6pm... so it still allows me to finish my call... but all i could do there was just some cleaning, cus the spare store was close at 5pm... luckily cleaning was able to solve the problem...

finish the job at abt 6pm... saw the Mac in chinatown point decided to get a drink... but then i ended up taking my lunch+dinner there... funny tingy i notice at the Mac was like there were quite a number of 'china-looking' gals working there... cus it's chinatown? hehehe

hai~ 2 calls only... next week still gotta go back to the noise problem... ARGHH... then i got a call for next mon morning... n the problem for the customer's machine was oso noise problem... shit, i hate noise problems...

hai~ y spoil my long weekend? no job is easy... but if there is, do inform me... pls!! hahaha :P

No longer a virgin... :P

so tired loh 2day... started doing from 9.40am till 5.30pm... but it was kinda fun hehe... cus it's the 1st time after so much training n following ppl around... i finally got the chance to do my beri 1st call... was abit worried at 1st cus scare i cant find the customer's place... luckily got a mini streetdirectory wif me... but it oso took me quite some time to search for the location in the map before going to the customer's place... i kinda feel like a prostitute, cus move from customer to customer to service their machines hahaha :P

2day i started from fuji xerox tower... walk all the way to cecil st, then to boat quay n had lunch at the Mac there, then go raffles place, n back to tanjong pagar area... wah my legs r now aching :P walk so much n some moments gotta rush abit cus the place quite far... n perspire so much till white residue appear on my black shirt :P... tink if 2molo i doing calls again would try take bus or taxi if the customers r quite far away hehehe... but for now i really gotta get familiarise wif raffles place, city hall n tanjong pagar areas...

hai~ but 2day do only 5 calls... quite slow, due to the time i spent on searching for the customer's location n time took to walk there... gotta work abit faster... cus must do at least 6 calls everyday... but i kinda starting to enjoy my work... hope it would last :P