"If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle on yourself. There's nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart..."
when i saw tis, i felt like laughing and crying at the same time... wanna laugh cus to me tis phrase came too late... felt so much like crying as love NEVER chooses to rest in anyone's heart, for my case...
who could be gentle to oneself after a rejection? if u r handsome, maybe... if u r rich, maybe... not me...
i had tis thought some days back... if given a chance to go back in time to change my life... maybe i shouldn't haf let anyone know tat i had feelings for HER... then maybe, just maybe tingys wrong get out of hand till the state i'm in rite now... or i should've just given up back then... n go for the other one... well, all i can say is timing was all wrong... cus only during chem lessons then i start noticing her...
anyway... all these days i kept on tinking until sometimes it hurts in the heart... already 24... n not even once a relationship... i going into a state of blocking n refusing to love... i cant find any ways to stop it... cus everytingy, everyone around me is forcing me into tat state of mind...
so sick of life~
Monday, September 18, 2006
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