Saturday, October 29, 2005

Ice Cream Fraud~

i just woke up at 5pm 2day... slept for the whole saturday... cus fri nite i was playing game again... finally was abt to familiarise how to play winning eleven 9 cus it's harder than we8 man haha :P anyway tis is not the main point... when i woke up mom was already preparing dinner... n she told me there's a pack of nasi lemak for me... bought from breakfast i presume hahaha as usual i heat up the nasi lemak n ate it... dont wanna waste food mah... so i'm gonna be having a late dinner 2nite :P

then she told me there's tis durian ice cream in the fridge... those tat u need to cut the ice cream urself n put it in between 2 pieces of wafer... like those tat uncles sell on their mobile ice cream bike... so i ask how she bought it... thgt she got it from seng song... but then she said ytd nite when i went down to blk 85 for dinner... some kids came n sold it to her... door to door sales... my mom was too kind hearted... wanna know how much tat bar of durian ice cream cost? $14!!! f*** you i can buy 2 tubs of walls ice cream n it tastes much better... if i was at home tat time... i wouldnt haf let my mom bought from them... i feel cheated... i feel my mom had been cheated by these kids... I HATE THESE PPL!!

i haf no idea which company or watever asks these kids to go door to door sales... i know walls ice cream do tat to promote their ice cream... but this one? wat brand is it? cost $14??? i was wondering whether it was the actual price... or did those kids purposely jerk up the price so they could earn extra cash... i know saying all these now wont haf any gd... i just wanna vent my anger out here... hai~

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Christian names

was tinking abt my christian name... tink i've changed 3 times already haha... both my sis n bro haf their 1st christian names n are still using it now... my sis is Adeline n my bro is Jackson or Jack for short... could still remember when i was young... my family help named me my 1st christian name... i could remember clearly cus i still haf a photo of my past when i was having my bday as a kid... they used styroform to cut out the words n stick them onto the wall... saying: "Happy Birthday Johnson"

yup my 1st christian name was johnson, dont know y they named me tat... maybe becus my bro's start wif "J" so mine should follow... but i always thgt tat johnson rhymes with rongsheng hahaha :P anyway i didnt even used it when i was in primary sch... was deciding to use it in sec sch but then i got a frend oso known as johnson in my class, so i decided not 2 haf a christian name at all... it would be confusing... n i couldnt tink of a new one at tat time... so everyone called me by my name or surname or nickname hahaha which i hate (somemore it's given by my best frend hwangming back then) :P

so after 4yrs, we all graduate from sec sch... i forgot when it was already but if not wrong i tink it was rudy, ming n me n maybe someone else... we went to bedok library to look for a bk on christian names hahaha... cus we all wanted to haf one n change one if we already had one... so we borrowed a book... i found a name in tat book... was rather quick in doing tat cus i just looked into the "J" section... so i found my 2nd christian name: Jerome... but yet i still didnt use it... hahaha y? cus almost everyone would pronounce it wrongly... they would said Je-Ro-Me instead of Je-Rome... so y would i use a name tat might make others pronounce it wrongly hehe :P

again i went throughout my years without a christian name... untill early tis year when i am in airforce CAB/AMS... dont even know who gave me tat name... but just one day when i look at the duty roster i cant find my name... cus they added a christian name in my name: Donald... maybe cus my surname's Quek, n ducks like the donald duck "quack"... so tat's how i got my current christian name Donald... tink would be using it from now on... but my frendz still call me by my name or surname which i'm absolutely fine abt it... untill i'm sick of the new christian name, then i might tink of going back to using "Johnson" hahaha cus i still tink it rhymes :P

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

man i had the weirdest dream sia... it consists of 3 parts somemore... the 1st part was tat i travelled back in time... those dynasty time, sometingy similar to the movie "The Myth" haha... i was there with some ppl who i nv knew in my life, how come the ppl in my dreamz r all strangers? weird man... anyway, we were there... like a group of ppl who could predict the future n even alter it, change it so tat gd ppl dont die... n as usual there is another person with same ability working with the 'bad guys'... cant really remember wat happened in the end becus it's like i just skip into the next part of the dream without even knowing it haha...

now the 2nd part puts me at a kind of concert or sometingy... i was in the audience with a group of friends, tis time one of them was a friend i knew tis yr when i did NDP, i remembered him only cus he was the 1 in my dream tat got scolded hahaha... anyway there was tis group singing on stage, each having one instruments... they aren't playing anytingy at all... just looking back at us... n the friend of mine was toking all the while with another guy, ignoring the band... then all of a sudden one of the singer just yelled at him n asked him to shut the F*** up... hahaha then they started playing n we were silent... ohh yah tat band in my dream, dont even know who they r, but they did look like a band for those funeral functions... is tis a gd dream or bad one?

and the last part... it took place right here man, at bedok... just outside bedok interchange, n it involves my mom... she was going somewhere n was waiting for my outside the interchange near the mosque, i was taking a bus to meet her, n the weird part was i had a car, n i put the car into the bus... which was impossible in life sia... its like a high-tech dream haha or a transformer kinda dream even... anyway the car was in the bus, but where i hide it i'm not sure maybe its under the bus, so the bus drove out n i could see mom from far, standing just outside the mosque waiting for me, i press the bell for the bus to stop but it didnt... ever had those times when u press the bell in the bus n it forgot to stop... it really happened to me in real life once but tat was a long time ago n i cant remember which bus i took... so in tis dream, the bus didnt stop it just drove pass the stop n my mom n it just when straight onto PIE haha wat bus am i taking man... then it came to a point when the rear door opened at a traffic jam, so i got off n wanted to retrieve my car n go back fetch my mom... but when i got off... the bus drove off n there was like a path for it to move in the middle of all the jam, cus even its bus lane was jam packed, i just didnt know how tat path appeared... so i was worried n gave chase, i was tinking the bus stop should be near by n i was rite... hoping to reach the bus stop in time i ran like hell... could see the bus slowing down for the bus stop n i was relieved, but just as i was abt to reach it the bus drove off, it didnt stop at the bus stop cus there was no one alighting n no one boarding at tat particular stop... i was on the verge of crying while chasing after the bus cus if i cant catch the bus then i couldn't get my car n go back to fetch my mom... hehe but then y in the 1st place i didnt drive to fetch her? hmm i wonder hahaha maybe cus i didnt haf a licence yet, even in my dream :P... just as i was abt to scream at the bus i woke up from the dream... i even jumped out of bed just like i was running n chasing the bus hahaha...

haha wat a stupid n blur dream... 3 parts` somemore... haha

Monday, October 24, 2005

new background song

tis is a song for xxxxxx... but the cd didnt reach it's destination... still in my drawer... wanted to give it last time... but pulled myself back... anyway the song kinda sum up wat i wanted 2 say to her... wonder if she would ever hear tis... hai~

Saturday, October 22, 2005

thgt rudy wanted to move house 2day... was waiting for his call ytd n 2day... still no news from him... maybe he's moving 2molo... or maybe he already moved without us helping... just gotta wait n see if he calls... but he did ask me for help... wondered why no confirmation from him... hmmm???

anyway kenny came 2day n we played winning eleven 9 at my place... damn lost to him few times... haha thgt i could win him... but hey... u win some u lose some hehe... somemore the new winning eleven 9 kinda hard 2 play... all the moves n shooting skill abit diff... harder to score... n we played nba2005 oso... sian~ lose to him in real life then now in game oso lose out in nba haha... i really suck at basketball... thgt i still ok with it... but hai~ i'm rather bad at it :P still... i will continue to play it... cus i suck more at soccer... hahaha at least my hands work better than my feet :P

did some dusting on my desk 2day... really beri dusty loh... but after tat i tink i breathe in some dust... now having runny nose... really feeling sick loh... like half of my energy is drained out... n further more this runny nose cant stop... n the 'fluid' is really watery loh... it would just drip down all of a sudden... cant even react fast enough... used up quite alot of tissues already... hope it would get better 2molo...

maybe it's oso becus of lack of sleep tat i'm falling sick... cus ytd i stayed up whole nite watching 2 dvds... till this morning 5am plus... did sleep afterwards... n woke up at 1pm this afternoon hahaha :P wanted to continue watch somemore dvds... but tink gotta rest liaoz... if not 2molo worst... scare later fever then beri sian liaoz :P

hai~ it's always these moments when i start thinking again... how nice it would be if there's someone to care abt me when i fall sick... hmm... wonder if that would ever happen on me... trying not to think too much nowadays... cus i myself cant even find a perfect solution to the problem... a part of me wanna be with her... the other part kept telling me it's better off not to bother her... cus wat i am now is not worthy to be with her... but still... hai~

then somemore it seems like it's back to the past... chatting online one question just one simple answer... notingy more... maybe its me tinking too much... or she's trying to avoid conversation... so i didnt try to make any either... or maybe she's too tired n busy with work n study... but a simple 'Hi' would be sufficient to brighten up my day...

should just try not to tink too much... :P

Sunday, October 16, 2005

changed background song of my blog

i over heard this song on the tv... when they were showing making of jay zhou's "wu yu lun bi" concert... he was singing this song with landy, a beri sentimental song... was immediately attracted to it when i 1st heard it... listen to the words... :P


Sis came home 2day... brought back some snacks... this is a Loacker Mini chocolate wafer... smaller than my palm woo hehe :P then she n mom oso made soon kuay... hehe they kinda failed cus it's their 1st try :P but i tink it's still quite ok... only the skin abit thicker than it should have been... mom oso cooked mee goreng 2day... long time nv eat liaoz... normally only chinese new year then she would cook... cus it's too much work to cook mee goreng liaoz... lor mee oso beri hard to prepare... but the results of both mee r great... :P should learn how 2 cook then next time can cook for tat special one :P haha

bro n sis-in-law oso came home tis afternoon... for mom's mee goreng :P he told me he just bought a new car... n would arrive next weekend... he bought a lancer... again haha this time it's white color... then said he wanted 2 give me a watch too... althgh i nv wear one... he still insist of giving it to me... cus he just bought a new watch too haha so he got too much watch liaoz... decided to give me one... actually i wanted to get a watch... but i need those tat have stopwatches in them... not those analog ones... cus i wanna use it to clock my running... anyway now he's giving me one analog watch... tink it's a tag heuer... maybe i'll keep it 1st... till i start working or go out then wear... still in NS i dont wanna watch such an expensive watch... he said maybe he would give it to me 2molo cus i doing PM shift 2molo... changed shift wif paw on mon n tues... then back 2 hq on wed till fri... maybe try 2 do some clearance 1st...

Monday, October 10, 2005

Finally bought Fish Leong's new album: "si lu - tong wang ai de lu tu" comes with 2006 calendar

Sunday, October 09, 2005

had been a listening ear to some of my frenz past few years... tried to helped out whenever i could... but mostly could just advice them... sometimes i just wish someone could give me advices... tok to me... listen to me... console me... i'm having such a headache keeping my feelings inside me... there's nowhere i could express them...

just feel like crying... hope all the hurt, saddness n pain would just go away :'(

Saturday, October 08, 2005

just finish my last duty in the airfield at CABeast... from next week onwards i'll be going back to HQ at CABwest to start clearing my leave n off :P yeah... ORDing soon liaoz... somemore on x'mas eve hehe :P just in time to celebrate together with x'mas :P

but going back HQ would be beri sian... now need to wear no.3 to work, cant wear PT kit anymore unless got ippt or sqn run for the day... so sian... then some ppl in HQ oso beri hard to work with... always creating troubles for ppl... making life hard for everyone... hai~ cant there just be peace? :P

but i wont bother abt it too much liaoz cus i'm leaving soon :P anyway next time when i go out work would probably meet the same kind of situation... jut gotta try to avoid unnecessary conflicts with ppl at work... would make my life easier :P

hai~ just hope i would be able to find a job after i ORD... gotta start looking for one rite now... n gotta start writing my resume n such... 'Ti Gong Bo Bi' i can find a jobby :P hehe

really gonna miss those happy n unforgetable moments working in the runway... in the airfield section of CAB Airfield Maintenance Squadron... hahahaha who am i kidding... i'm more happy to ORD n start working :P

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

A Recurring Dream~

Nowadays i had been having this strange dream... everytime i had it, it's the same... but with different scenarios... like one episode after another... i had no idea why i'm having this kinda dreamz man... maybe too much violent movies like final destination 1 n 2 :P

It goes like this

I was on a highway flyover... then suddenly this car came straight at me... trying to kill me, purposely... but everytime i managed to escape death... then last nite it was abit different... with more characters in my dream... but none i knew... this time i was still on the highway flyover... but the car was rushing to me from behind... i was knocked off the road n crashed... i got out n tried to give chase... but it came back for me... somehow i got into a car from out of nowhere n we went head on... we didnt die... suddenly i was top of a truck with someone... like he was my sidekick or sometingy... then the mysterious car was chasing behind... ramming the truck... we tried to hang on but the guy i was with fell n i held on to him... the rest cant really recall back... but then i woke up...

kinda weird having this dream... n i felt dizzy when i woke up after the dream this morning... wonder if i would have it again... cus till now i still not sure y a car was trying to kill me in my dream...