Thursday, April 28, 2005

A day of bad luck~

thgt 2day was just like any other days... n somemore thgt tat it would be a great day cus i was going to apply time off on friday... but then... firstly i accidentally knock onto the table when having breakfast in june's canteen... spilled over bruce's n colin's tea n coffee... but it was just a small spill... lucky sia... then after tat i was going to aplly time off liaoz... but encik chow was in the meeting tat lasted till lunch time...

just before i went to find encik chow for his approval on the time off... encik manjit asked me for the date line of my OJT booklet again... then i realised i still haf alot of blanks not yet signed... n he wanted the booklet asap... tat was when i saw it... i cant take time off 2molo anymore :( gotta stay back in HQ in order to clock all those servicings... especially monthly n yearly servicings...

n somemore i changed my shift duty with andy next week in order to finish my OJT booklet... hai~ then at the end of the day during EODD... they announced tat next week we would be running twice for the sqn run... cus tis week we didnt run at all due to some functions... kaoz... y twice... n y must it be the week when i come back 4 OJT? :( am i so god damn suay!?

n tats not all hor... i was meeting weihe they all 4 dinner at 7pm... then waiting for the bus outside the base was like sooo long loh... n when the bus came it was too crowded n it didnt stop :( then when finally reached tampines interchange... i met junchao in the mrt toilet :P thgt i was going 2 be late... but then got someone accompany me being late :P

we were going 4 seafood restaurant... but when we got there they said they ran out off crabs *faint*... seafood no crabs... hahaha how suay can i be?? n the food we ordered were so spicy sia haha :P after tat we went to siglap n ate haagen dazs icecream hahaha :P but by then it seems like the bad luck had ended 4 the day... cus notingy much happened... but realised tat the waitress in tat haagen dazs shop quite cute... :P hahaha

i really gotta thank weihe, vincent, junchao n jianguang for their effort to organise tis dinner n their belated bday gifts... n vincent even treat us to the dinner instead of me treating everyone... i'm really sorry guys... i am really broke now... but i promise u guys i am going to treat u all... either on one of u guy's bday or when i ord... i sure going 2 treat u guys for wat u haf done for me :) tanks again for the gifts... love them :P


Red billabong T-shirt & U2 shirt... another gift from weihe, junchao, jianguang n vincent... :) Posted by Hello


JJ's 3rd album & F.I.R's album... a gift from weihe, junchao, jianguang n vincent... for my bday 2 days ago :P Posted by Hello

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

HapPy BdaY~

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to still me...
happy birthday to me~
hahahaha :P

23yrs old liaoz... still like tat... no change... no gf... no money... haha... but got lots of gd frenz around me... too bad they r all guys hahaha :P

sian man... thgt i could get birthday off from encik chow... but then he said no more bday off liaoz... then there goes my birthday liaoz loh... spent whole day in hq then do area cleaning somemore... hai~... then 2molo worst... gotta wake up at 5am... cus 2molo gotta reach nee soon camp by 6.45am for ndp rehersal... dont know need 2 carry wat stuffs again hahaha :P

anyway... tanks again eddie, nick, eric, cheesiong n dennis for the great present u guys got me :) really love it... n lucky i can wear it :P it has been some yrs since anyone got me any present on my bday liaoz... really tank u guys :)


Black/White 'doublesided' Basketball jersey - A birthday gift from eddie, nick, eric, cheesiong n dennis... :) Posted by Hello

Monday, April 25, 2005

all the ppl around me r living their normal everday lifes... having fun or maybe sad moments... but y am i the only one facing financial problems now??... i dont see any other frenz of mine facing tis problem?? or maybe they just didnt express tat they r facing tis too... hai~ i am really bad at money management... now bearly $100 in my bank account... wat a 'great' year tis is for me... n to tink tat 2molo is my bday... hai~

i'm not a bit happy at all... no $$ means u cant do anytingy... buy anytingy... dont even tink abt going out 2 play... cant even go out wif frenz if they asked me to... cus i cant afford anytingy now... not till 10th of may... pay day... but then its just only $350 more into my account... by then i already need to pay up my bills... then i'll go back 2 square one again... y is tis happening? hai~

forget abt it... now wat i could do is limit my spendings... cant even buy the bus concession card anymore... so now i gotta remember to tap my ez-link card when getting off the bus... if not i would lose more 'innocent' $$... y is tis world becoming more n more expensive? wat happened to the world i knew last time... when everytingy is affordable to everyone...

went down to ICA just now... to fill up the application form of my new passport... it was expired a decade ago... tink if not wrong the last trip i went was to thailand... it i was b4 i went into sec sch... then gotta fork out $50 application fees for the new passport... hai~ lucky sis gave me an ang-bao for my bday... if not i really left $40 in my account... if tat really happen i mine as well close the bank account... hai~...

tinking abt 2molo makes me sian... bday still gotta go back base... no wellfare one loh... no bday off... last time still got... not tat CB caveman dont give anymore... 2molo go tok to encik chow... see if he would give it anot... if can i will take it on thurs... then take off again on fri due to ndp rehersal...

now really turning 23 liaoz... still no career, no life, no gf... wat a way to live my life... wat a loser... no wonder no one love me hahaha :P

Friday, April 22, 2005

what a day~

2day went to SIB(special investigation branch) at 8am in chua chu kang, SAFPU camp... teobk came down to bedok to fetch me to chua chu kang... cus he oso need to go :P... went there 4 the scratched car case... stupid lah... all this happen becus of tat MWO Gan... "tat no life no family guy"... hahaha :P dont know y he kept pointing fingers at our guys in ams... as if we offended him or sometingy... aniway... the investigation lasted 1hr... but we waited 4 james n paw... then 12noon then go off... after tat went 2 holland v. for lunch...

next teobk drove me back 2 bedok... but on the way back we kinda met wif a small accident... :P the car swerved to the side n hit onto the divider... the door on the driver's side was dented... it was difficult to open... then the front-right wheel oso dented... it could bearly make a right turn... but still we managed to reach bedok... then i got off n he drove 2 the garage... lucky we didnt got hurt... but the car was badly damaged...

then after tat i still gotta go back 2 CABeast 4 work... but lucky got weixiang's dad to drive us there... so no need 2 waste $ on taxi fare :P... tanks man :P

hai~ 2molo need 2 go back nee soon camp 4 ndp rehersal... but received a msg 2day stating tat we gotta report there by 1030am n dismissed at 330pm hehehe... well better than notingy rite? just in time to reach home 2 catch 'the simpsons' hahaha... but not sure still got anot :P

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

ndp "rehersal"

haha ytd junchao call me saying 2day we need 2 go sembawang airbase 4 ndp rehersal... it's a last min tingy... n they cantact us by phone... i did receive a missed call ytd afternoon on my way 2 CABeast... but i didnt call back cus if its important it will call again... so i didnt bother... then maybe becus my hp reception in office no gd tats y i didnt receive anymore calls ytd...

anyway... so again me n junchao took a taxi down 2 sembawang airbase tis morning... thgt the rehersal going 2 be held there... but then end up we only there 2 do fatigue work :P carry tingys from there to nee soon camp... then go chong pang camp bring tingys over to nee soon camp... like gathering all the tingys needed at nee soon camp loh...

damn hot sia 2day... we carry those thingys up n down the 3-tonner... then bring up to the 3rd storey in one of the buildings in nee soon camp somemore... wah biang... can die of thirst n heat stroke sia... haha :P

then after tat we were dismissed from nee soon camp... then 2molo's rehersal our grp of guys no need 2 attend... but tis sat there's 1 rehersal at nee soon camp... n we gotta report there at 12noon... tinking i gotta work again on sun at CABeast kinda make me sad... cus my weekend really burnt tis time... :P but i still enjoy going CABeast... hahaha

dont know y leh... but is like 2day's weather really hot loh...the evening sun oso beri hot... buai tahan lah... :P

Sunday, April 17, 2005


万芳's new album: ONE 芳 Posted by Hello

love her song 新不了情...

心若倦了 泪也干了
这份深情 难舍难了

曾经拥有 天荒地老
已不见你 幕幕与朝朝

这一份情 永远难了
愿来生还能 再度拥抱
爱一个人 如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切 我不知道


回意过去 痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来 拨动我心跳
爱你这么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了 情难了

i highlighted those words tat r meaningful to me :)

Saturday, April 16, 2005

wah hehe tis time i really beri long time didnt blog liaoz... partly was becus i tired n lazy :P hehehe... anywayz... finally finished my 2 weeks of OJT at HQ... but then didnt finish clocking all the servicings... maybe would be asked back again 2 do it loh ... hai~ but tis week will be going back 2 CABeast 4 pm shift...

then ytd morning me n junchao went 2 Chong Pang Camp (ADSD) in Yishun 4 our NDP briefing... he was put under stores... n i went 2 the marshalling part... haha sian man... marshall traffic during NDP... haha althgh its a simple job... but quite sian loh :P then tis coming wed on the 20th of april need 2 go to NEE SOON camp 4 the 1st rehersal or briefing again... hehe :P

n i've finished reading the bk 'Who Moved My Cheese?'... kinda meaningful lah... n it got me tinking again... abt my life... wat i did in the past n y i did it... especially tis phrase... "What Would You Do If You Weren't Afraid?" it really made me tink tat wat i was afraid of back then tat stopped me from going 4 the gal i love... then i thgt abt it... maybe it was the hurt of being rejected back then tat made me afraid...

then it made me realised tat there's noting 2 be afraid of even if being rejected... at least i've tried :P so tis time maybe i should try more hor? haha... but then i still feel it's hard 2 4get abt her n move on... maybe there is someone better 4 me out there... but i just cant feel tat there is... :P well... still i will try to move on now... find someone who would appreciate who i am... :P althgh it maybe kinda hard loh hahaha :P

anyway... got 1 beri important tingy 2 bring up... tat is... THANK YOU QQ~ :P got anymore bks must intro 2 me woo :P

Monday, April 11, 2005

slept at 6am tis morning... cus was trying 2 complete my WE8 league game... but too tired liaoz... left the game n my pc 'on' n fell asleep on my bed... then woke up at abt 1pm bah... n suddenly i realised my tv watch 'off'... my mom had turned 'off' the power... n my ps2 oso 'off' n i didnt save my game :( i was so frastrated wif her sia~... wat if my ps2 spoil... then there goes my $$... but lucky its still working... sian man...

stayed home whole day again... replayed my WE8 league game... n started reading on 'Who moved my cheese'... n i started tinking... abt wat i did n didnt do in the past n present... n the reasons behind those tingys i did/didnt do... realised tat i had been staying still in one position n refusing to change... but actually i tried to... but end up at square one again n again... well i haben finish reading it yet... so still cant figure out wat i wanted 2 do next... maybe after reading the entire bk then make the decision loh... :P

Sunday, April 10, 2005

just reached home from orchard... went 2 watch 'The Pacifier' starring Vin Dissel... kinda weird seeing him acting in comedy... but the show not bad lah... kinda funny too...

Saturday, April 09, 2005


I Moved Your Cheese by Darrel Bristow-Bovey... found this bk while searching for 'who moved my cheese'... find it interesting too so borrowed it as well :P Posted by Hello


Who Moved My Cheese by Dr Spencer Johnson... a bk recommended by QQ... borrowed from bedok library :P Posted by Hello

hehe ytd play WE8 till 4am... then 2day wake up at 11am haha... i finally make myself to go weight myself... sian lah i now abt 99kg liaoz hahaha :P 1 more till 100kg... die liaoz :P must try 2 really lose weight liaoz...

dad ask me 2 go help him bank in some $$ in his bank so 2 start losing some weight... i walked 2 bedok central hahaha :P then i checked my own account n realised tat my pay had just arrived... now got $$ liaoz hehe so happy :P then went 2 NTUC 2 get hair spray n deodorant hehe... 1 2 try keep my hair abit longer... try new hair style mah :P

then after tat went 2 bedok library 2 check if i could borrow any books... cus last time i lost my wallet n everytingy even library card oso lost... then end up i'm still a member so just use $5 to get a new card :P then proceed to search 4 the book tat qq recommended... found it... kinda small bk... n rather an old 1... dated back in 1998... then i walked home again from there... but i hungry lah so bought western food muahaha :P all the walking wasted :P

later going 4 movies wif cher, teobk, eddie, ah seong, n maybe some other ppl... dont know who they called oso... going orchard cineleisure 2 watch 'The Pacifier' dont know if its nice anot... i waiting 4 the 'CREEP' showing in 14 April... going 2 catch tat in bedok :P

so no time 2 start reading those books i borrowed... maybe 2molo or next week can bring 2 work to read :P

Thursday, April 07, 2005

IPPT~

haha then ytd morning went 2 take ippt again... wif alvin n fu... tat fu really tok non stop sia... haha dont know wat to do to stop him from toking... then 2day the gal from FDS taking ippt oso... sian loh cus she run faster than me... n i cant catch up wif her... her stamina damn super sia... then b4 the start of the ippt i told alvin n fu if they 1 2 pass... they can follow tat gal's pace... comfirm will pass... n must be running infront of me if not sure fail hahaha :P

but then both of them end up failing... i oso fail lah no need 2 say 1... but pity was tat alvin failed by 10sec only :P then they going 2 take again tis friday... i'm not taking... cus my tights kana abrasion liaoz... :P getting fatter liaoz i tink muahahah :P

OJT period~

it's been like 3 days since i blogged anytingy sia... cus too tired 2 write liaoz... tis whole week n the following week i would be staying in ams hq @ CABwest... 2 clock my rect OJT... sian lah... staying in office is so boring n sleepy sia... go CABeast 2 do duty better... at least go abit of tingy 2 do n wont feel sleepy... n wont see tat 'pig-oc' everyday... now i in hq... i haf 2 see his face almost everyday sia... n tat nono too... sian... worst is tat i on OJT now... cant take time off if i wanted 2 :(

tis few days haf been sleeping late loh... almost 2am then sleep... either i'm playing online cm0304 wif ming they all if not i would be playing my own WE8... tats oso y i didnt blog 4 the past few days :P then ytd morning i stayed up 2 watch liverpool vs juventus... sian lah... i was so disappointed wif the way juve played again... it was like worst than the 1st leg against real madrid loh... but at least they got an away goal... next week juve will triumph against liverpool at home... like wat they did wif real madrid again! muahahah :P

later got another match... feel like watching it leh... chelsea vs bayern i tink... hehe just hope 2molo i can tahan whole day... cus 2molo got lots of servicing 2 do loh if not wrong... i mean escorts lah :P

Sunday, April 03, 2005

wat a sunday~

woke up at abt 1pm 2day... cus ytd slept at abt 6am :P cus stayed up to play WE8 on my ps2... frastrating sia... kept drawing n even lost 2 games 2 the computer... cus i playing 5 stars level... :P hehehe but at least still won some matches... tis whole afternoon i was doing the new layout of my blog... felt like changing it cus tat old 1 kinda too colorful liaoz :P tis 1 slightly less color but quite nice loh... :P

then at abt 4pm plus... i started 2 play WE8 again :P... then i heard my dad knocking on sometingy... can heard its the sound of hitting the lock pad wif a hammer... thgt my dad was fixing it so didnt go out to check on him... then while i was playing my dad came 2 my room... saying tat our door's lock pad had spoiled n we cant open our door... hahaha *faint*... how could such a tingy happen sia...

so now its my turn 2 hit at the lock pad... the key could turn... but the mechanism in the lock pad was kinda spoiled liaoz... so i decided to saw the lock... it took quite a while 2 saw off the edge... tiring too... then finally managed to cut off the edge n tried bending the lock... wif some force it was able to give way n it opened... heng ar... if tis still doesnt work then we'll haf 2 go call the lock smith liaoz...

then we searched 4 an old lock pad tat we kept just in case any tingy happened... temporary locking the door wif it... n i went down 2 Bedok Central NTUC to get a new lock... n made 3 extra keys of the new lock... 4 my sis n bro n one as back up... hai~ wat a day sia...1st time had 2 saw open the lock to get out :P hahaha

Saturday, April 02, 2005

just another boring saturday~

haha 2day slept till 2pm then wake up sia... cus last nite watch transformers until i fell asleep... then it just play on n on n on repeating the same 2 episodes on the vcd... lucky my pc or the vcd didnt spoil if not i will cry ar... :P thgt tat sat should haf quite some variety shows or movies on the cable... but end up 2day notingy much 2 watch... keep switching between channels... nv go out play bball oso... maybe should find sometingy 2 do... take up an interest or sometingy... just like clement did wif his bike... but my interest will haf 2 cost as little as possible... cus i only haf like $100 over in my bank liaoz... getting poorer by the day...

Friday, April 01, 2005

Tea & Chit-Chat~

just finished bathing... went down stairs @ abt 10.40pm 2 511 market 2 meet clement 4 a drink n chat... we tok abt quite alot... life at our own airbase... daily life n stuffs... wah he is really devoted to his interest man... which is his bike... not motorbike... but bicycle... he ride his bike to the market n its rather chio... haha n expensive according to him :P i shall not disclose how much it cost him 4 tat bike... but it's sometingy i sure i cant afford by my own... :P

talked abt some personal n work related stuffs too... well all those shall be kept between the 2 of us only :P hehe cus its our 心里话... hahahaha aniway nice to c him again... since after our class departed from AFS... hope tat our class could at least gather again after we all ord... long time nv c the rest of t he guys liaoz... kinda miss the time we had in AFS... althgh its just 4 a short while back then... :P