Pulau Ubin ver.2

went to pulau ubin again ytd (sat 29/9/07)... to cycle again of cus, this time with mw/jc/jr n their frenz hx/pz... rite lah hor?

my leg wound from playing soccer haven't heal yet still go cycle lol... lucky didn't fall again at the same down slope... but one of us did fell, but lucky its just a small scratch... then kana sun burnt somemore... but only after my RT then i realised my face was red...

yup... went for my RT rite after coming back from pulau ubin... but took lunch 1st then went to bedok camp lah... if not i think train half way sure collapse lol...

tiring loh... 2day really not much energy left for RT... n worst is while training jumping for SBJ, squating up n down caused my leg wound to open up... n can see abit of blood surfacing... quite pain actually... then go gym train oso don't dare do too much leg workout... just worked out my arms, chest n stomach only

ohh this time round didn't take pic at pulau ubin, although i brought my k800i... but anyway hx got take some of our pics with her camera so i no need take loh lol... a camera is always better than a camera hp :P

not going with jc to play soccer on sun morning liaoz... cus of my wound... hope next week the wound would heal up n can go play soccer again lol...

moody...

been beri moody this entire week... don't know y oso... think i'm ready to quit... actually, i can't wait to quit... hahaha :P get bonus at end of year, buy PS3, go reservist at end of jan for 2 weeks, then come back tender, march officially leave the company, then relax abt 1 month... swee swee~ anybody's company hiring? lol

sian... everyday passby THAT shop in oub centre will have a sudden memory flashback... really, if can turn back time, i would have done otherwise...

there's a wake at my void deck since last week... i think this year got abt 4 wakes already bah? at my block... in my neighborhood i think more than 10 wakes loh... but mostly r old ppl, hope they left in peace...

hmm, i wonder when i would be having my own wake~ n i wonder would there even be ppl coming to my wake... lol~ hai~

Superwoman

by Gary 曹格

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我　不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你　爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡　的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨　对我微笑著的你
还能够　做些什麼代替我的歉意
总是望著我　小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh-Babe---
Ooh—Babe---

You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此　只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你　只是认定了我
无论在什麼时候回头　都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最後一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待　不要真的弃权

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh-Babe---
是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成灰烬

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human(希望只是一个 只是一个人)
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me
You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)
You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)

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by Karyn White

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)

If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman

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super love this 2 version of the song... didn't heard the english version of it till ytd on the taxi on the way to jc hse... the uncle just put in the cd n played the song... i knew there was this english version, but i didn't knew it was so so nice~

call me GiGi~

lol~ not the hk female singer gigi leong... but juve/italian goalkeeper - Gianluigi(Gigi) Buffon :P

went to play soccer with jc n his frenz this morning at Raffles Institution... told jc i wanna try pick up soccer, so he told me join him every sun morning play with his frenz... didn't know RI is near bishan there :P but anyway, stayed over at jc hse so this morning could take his car down to RI...

but haben even start playing, it already started raining... n it wasn't small loh... lasted quite long somemore... played on the astro turf... n we saw lightning few times somemore... lucky nv really strike on the turf or any of us... else gonna be on newspaper liaoz... lol~

anyway... i don't know how to kick the ball at all so i be GK loh... n surprisingly throughout the entire session i only conceded 1 goal lol :P pro hor? hehehe but actually is the team defence really good n the other team not that good... oops :P hope didn't offend anyone...

n ok lah... jc play like c.ronaldo lah, do step over... then somemore the way he play exactly same as how he play winning eleven loh... hahaha, but really cus he scored abt 5 goals... rite? n he went down the super steep slope 4 times!! to collect the ball cus it was over kicked n when down the slope lol... n y 4 times, cus no one else wanna go down tat slope lol...

ohh... n i injured my right leg again... cus i crazy, go slide across the astro turf to intercept the ball from the striker... then scratched my right knee, somemore its just next to my pulau ubin wound loh... lucky nv kana the old wound, if not i think it would be beri hard to recover...

maybe next time can go play again... if RT on sat not that tiring... 1st time play soccer ever since that 1 time in rsaf... still, i think i'm better in winning eleven instead of the real game lol... hor jc? 8-1 8-1 8-1~ lol

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

VCR...

aka video cassette recorder, i tink nowadays i'm the only few with a VCR in my home lol... anywayz, mine just now suddenly gave out a static sound while i was watching tv... n the next moment i saw white smoke coming out from it... i quickly put out the VCR, off my tv switch, disconnect the scv cable n open up my windows...

suddenly my room become so smoky, as if fire breaking out loh haha... lucky it didn't go up in flames... :P my parents oso kana shock to see my smoky room lol... lucky it happened when we were home... if not there goes our home... *touch wood*

now i got an entire cardboard of video tapes n no more VCR haha... think gotta throw them all away someday... but wat a waste... alot of my favourite shows r in them... hai~ hahaha

hai~ 2day really beri tiring... no mood nor strength to work loh... bend down my legs feel aching, stand up my ribs hurt... think i over worked myself on my last RT session during jumping... die, now whole body ache... dont know if this sat RT can tahan the work out anot...

soooo tired...

who says...

after a run or a workout would clear one's mind, or one wouldn't think too much cus after exercise it would be too tiring to even think about things...

but i felt otherwise... finished my 4th RT session just now, a rather relax one, cus 2day we didn't run... just did some exercises on jumping n chin-up... still, i injured my left thigh from jumping, cus i landed too hard...

anywayz... during the short rests during the session... i couldn't help but think about stuffs (don't have to say what lah, those who knows me would know what i think about)... even after finishing the RT... on the bus home... i'm still thinking, still couldn't believe some thing like that would happen... never thought something so simple would end up so complicated... n the thought of "never try never fail" keep repeating in my mind... die~~

i am beri tired... body aching oso... yet, my mind still couldn't rest... it still keeps on bringing back those memories... can anyone take away my memories?

Your True Love Will Find You Eventually

You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more. If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people. You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active. Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!

Will Your True Love Find You?

quizzes

got bored... did some quizzes n here r my results :P

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

You Are a Blue Crayon

Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors. You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find. On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody. However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front. Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long. For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner. Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie. However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues. Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You're a Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out But you've got plenty of intensity in return

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

Saturday

went to my 3rd RT training ytd, teach us how to do SBJ with the correct technique... the PTI told me my jumping is ok, got the height, but i gotta work on my landing... cus i land too soon n didn't stretch out my legs...

then go their gym, finally got to do some machines there... cus last 2 trainings due to too much ppl n time constrains, i only did 1 machine... trained mainly on my arm n leg muscles...

haha when i came home my mum told m emy bro oso having his RT at bedok camp... but we r in different time slots... mine is wed/sat phase1, his is tues/thurs/sun phase2 already... if i know he is doing RT at bedok camp oso then i would have chosen the same time slot as him... cus doing RT alone kinda sian... maybe next time RT will book same time slot with my bro...

finally bought Olivia's 1st & 3rd album, Precious Stones & A Girl Meets Bossa Nova 2 respectively... cus last friday evening when to ktv @ suntec with jc, jr n their friend... so on the way there i went into HMV to get these 2 cds...

Precious Stones

1. Make it mutual
2. Fall in step with me
3. 2nite is the nite
4. I'll move on
5. Hesitation
6. Fade away
7. Like a new beginning
8. Mine...High...
9. In my heart
10. Here is a hope
11. Look up
12. It's real
    

A Girl Meets Bossa Nova 2

1. So nice
2. Kiss of life
3. Wave
4. L-O-V-E
5. How insensitive
6. One note samba
7. Make it mutual
8. Driving
9. Fade away
10. I'll move on
11. Kiss me
12. Sweet memories

cBox

deleted some postings in my cBox ytd, cus some extra ppl have the time to post msgs but doesn't have the guts to indicate who they r...

i might be living in my own dreamland, so what r u? do u even have a life? or is ur life sooo perfect that u have the rights to judge how ppl live theirs? i would perfer my dreamland than the real world, cus it sux big time...

张信哲 - 难以抗拒你容颜

my feelings exactly...

Remedial Training (RT)

had my 1st RT ytd evening @ Bedok Camp II... kaoz, now then i know bedok camp is guards camp loh... lol

took bus 14 there... it took abt 25mins to reach there... but reached liaoz still gotta walk abt 5-10mins into the camp itself... so stupid... thought ytd the training would really last from 4pm-8pm... but then kinda find tat it's kinda relax leh... once finish can go off liaoz... only will drag if there r alot of ppl doing RT lah... so lets hope the upcoming 1 one wednesday wont last the full 6pm-10pm... if not i sure die... reach home n clear my work sure 12midnite liaoz... then where got enough rest? hai~

then ytd after RT went home n then out again... watch movie with jc n jr... had dinner at suki sushi... i or we would nv ever step into any suki sushi restaurant anymore... the food sux, variety sooooooooo little... n the quality is like~ aiyo just sux loh...

then mw still can fly aeroplane loh... buy for him ticket liaoz then nv show up... but lucky not i pay 1 hahaha :P watched rouge assassin by Jet Li... story not bad, quite interesting abt yakuza... but the dialogues abit imperfect loh... somemore steph song is acting in the movie loh lol... kinda stun when saw her face appear... hahaha

then afterwards went jc hse play game again haha... play till this morning 8.30am loh... haha take cab home at 10plus with mw, i was still feeling abit lost cus just wake up... then till now i haben go rest yet... haha neck aching already... tink must go rest liaoz...

hai~ kinda keep tinking abt stuffs... tink i have done sometingy tat i'm starting to regret... but wat done is done... can't be undone... just gotta watch my steps now loh...

Thoughts

说不出的话~

想不透的心~

记忆里模糊的你~

照片里真实的你~

此刻不知所错的我~

只要求一颗了解我的心~

但。。。

现实上不可能的我们~

苦苦挣扎的心~

爱不了的爱~

最终还是得放弃了。。。

Olivia

bought her 2nd ablum:

a girl meets bossanova

1. Fly me to the moon
2. Meditation
3. Feelin' so good
4. Where is the love
5. My favorite things
6. Love fool
7. The girl from Ipanema
8. Quiet nights and quiet stars

THE flowchart

hehehe while in the train on the way to tampines, i suddenly have a thought about relationship n stuffs... but in a form of flowchart hahaha :P

hehe its kinda weird, but it's all true to a certain extend... depending on each individual's way of tinking... but this is how i picture the whole tingy... so, was tinking since failure in both courtship n relationship would lead to 2 party becoming just friends or even worst... y not eliminating 1 step? the courtship... hahaha so we jump from friendship into relationship, with both parties agreeing to it of cus :P

hehehe tinking too much again :P

tuesday thoughts~

jialat~ can't stop tinking about it... kept tinking about the pros & cons... should i or shouldn't i... even while walking to the interchange loh... hai~ really shouldn't tink too much... cus it's going nowhere... although i would be extremely happy if tingys would become more than wat they r... but i'm happy with the state is has always been in... i just don't want tingys to turn sour... pls? haha i doubt anyone understand wat i'm saying :P

after work went all the way to tampines... cus kept tinking alot of stuffs... wanna relax, so went down to tampines to find Olivia's album...

finally i bought Olivia Ong's new album : Fall in Love With Olivia... her voice is so gentle, listening to her songs can really relax loh... now, 1 ablum down... 3 more to go... gonna buy her 2nd ablum from raffles xchange cd shop, then 1st n 3rd ablums from HMV lol... i'm mad about her songs... u might ask y i don't buy all CDs from 1 place... reasons r, not 1 shop sells all her 4 ablums, n their prices all varies loh... her latest album i bought for $17.90 @ TM MJ... else sells from $18.50-$19.90... haha tat's y i going around to find the cheapest price :P abit miser u might tink... but wat i need, i would spend... n wat i wanna have, i would try to get it with the minimum cost... :P

1. Make it with you
2. For your babies
3. Fall in love - Koini ochite (japanese)
4. Sometimes when we touch
5. All out of love
6. True colours
7. Close to you
8. First of may
9. Fields of gold
10. The rose
11. Foolery
12. Only with you
13. I believe (chinese)
14. Lovers' tears (chinese)

tuesday work~

2day tiring loh... did 10 calls loh... but some r replacing drum calls so consider easy liaoz... but then kana 1 customer super irritating, i hate going there now... they have 2 different machines under xerox... 1 black/white 1 color, i did the color machine 1st, just to reset counters in the machine... when i was almost done, one of the office lady came in n told me the black/white machine oso got problem...

sian loh... last time when i was there they oso last min then let me know the other machine not working well... i was like huh? then y never log in call for the other 1 oso? cus i was already given 2 other customers to attend to after finishing up on theirs... now they give me problem when i was about to leave...

anyway i didn't fix the other machine on the spot, i just ask them to log in a call n if there isn't anyone else available then i might be coming back to fix it after i attend to the next 2 customers...

so almost about 4.30pm i went back to the same customer to fix the machine... till 6pm loh, 1/2 hr of OT... stupid machine, keep causing the paper to curl up... 2moro still gotta go back replace somemore parts n test... hai~

nitemare

had a scary yet funny dream last nite... dreamt tat i put on weight till like 105kg again lol... then face become rounder n bigger... look like myself back in poly times again hahaha...

really scare i will get fatter loh... but going RT soon, tink tat will make me lost some weight bah haha...

feel tat i really tink too much recently liaoz... cus keep having headaches... kinda like my migraine is coming back :P

hai~

Train Man (movie)

watch a Jap movie on scv ytd... Train Man... thgt it would be the same as its jap tv series... but the process of how the guy win the gal's heart is kinda different from the tv series version... maybe cus in movie they cant drag too long... so just use another way to describe the Train Man...

but still... its quite touching... cant really relate to the man in the movie... but the last part of the movie, when he was crying on the train platform and his chatroom friends r encouraging him... he said someting which i felt exactly the same... "it's so hard for me to fall in love with someone"

went to Comex this afternoon... hmm not as crowded as i would expect it to be... but still lots off ppl... but this time round like noting much leh... or maybe cus i didn't really have anyting in mind to buy... only need to get an all-in-one card reader & an Epson black ink cartridge for weixiang, i only wanted to check out on LCD monitors...

but then ended up i didn't when to look at any lcd monitors hahaha... cus i figured no point looking at them n not buying, was tinking maybe i would buy only when my crt is gonna spoil, which i tink will still last me a few yrs... so just walked around... n bought a green led casing fan for my pc & a black ink for my Brother printer (only now then i realised brother ink beri expensive)...

on the way back through citylink, went into HMV to find Olivia's CDs... found all 3 out of 4 albums... the 2nd album was out of stock... gonna get all 4 albums haha... but will go raffles xchange cd shop to check out the price there 1st... cus i tink it's slightly cheaper over there... but tat shop only got her 2nd till lastest ablum... tink the 1st album only HMV got... haha so end up still gotta go HMV buy :P

at home... now having abit of headache... too much to tink abt... work & RT & other stuffs... my RT is starting this month on the 8th on a Sat... n it will be on every wed & sat evenings... sian loh, the 1 on wed is gonna give me a hard time... cus gotta try to get off work early n the RT finishes at 10pm loh... at bedok camp, they say quite 'on the ball'... 10pm end means 10pm end, no early release of stuffs... then other camps once u finish the session early u can go home liaoz... just hope the rumours aren't true... else gonna be beri tired...