Shopping~

went shopping at bugis OG wif my mom tis afternoon, but b4 we went there we heard tat someone fell down from one of the blocks in the neighbourhood, it was a gal... not sure wats the reason or how is the person... but police were around when we went to take a look...

anyway, we got to bugis at abt noon... man the weather was hot... i suggested to my mom to go there cus i saw the 20% sales ad on the 'today' paper, n wanted to check out the transformers toys oso hehehe :P but we went to shop for her shoes n some clothes... go her a pair of shoes n a shirt, actually she wanted to get a cooking pot or sometingy... but we checked it out n it was quite heavy, not really suitable for her to use, n there was a cooking demonstration so we stood there abt an hour i guess... just to see how the promoter use the wok... quite funny the guy, keep making jokes abt the aunties... mom wanted to buy one of the small wok, but it was out of stock... n new stocks would only come in next week... but the 20% sales would be over by then... hai~ too bad...

i had a look at the transformers there... n they only haf one design... so disappointed loh... tink really gotta go china square find liaoz... after tat we head to sim lim square for lunch at the food court... then we went up there cus i wanted to look for a telephone... those beri small type without a base or a handset, just a keypad n a earpiece/mic... but just couldnt find it there... i oso checked out the price for kingston ddr ram... it was around $72... actually wanted to but a 512mb ram 2day... but then i would haf to go around searching for a cheaper price, since mom is wif me so i decided not to buy one yet, cus scare she tired... actually i'm tired myself after walking around shopping for tingys... i'm still young n i felt tired already, then mom confirm beri tired liaoz mah... so we went home after tat loh... hehe end up i didnt get anytingy but i got mom sometingys...

but after we reached home, i rested awhile n went to tampines again... tis time by myself, to search for the 'mini-phone' n check out on digital cameras n the ZEN mp3 player... thought abt getting an mp3 player leh... one tat could store more songs than the one i haf rite now, which is only 128mb... wanted to get a digital camera oso... so can take pics wif frenz when go out hahaha :P but all these r just wat i want... not wat i need... kinda tink of it, i really dont know how to manage my money... i would tend to spend some or even all of it when i haf enough money to spend... tis is bad leh... but gotta treat myself gd once in awhile mah, since not much ppl out there cares for me :P so must buy sometingys for myself to make me happy hahaha :P

then i finally found the phone at popular bkstore... cost $13.90 but can claim from my company, cus need it for work... went to courts to look for the mp3 player, but the sales person there so i had a glance n went off, didnt want the sales person to attend to me cus i didnt intend to buy it mah :P then went back to bedok Giant to look for the digital camera... but cant find leh... looked around the store but just couldnt find it... funny leh, the paper said bedok Giant oso haf loh... hai~ maybe tats the sign for me not to buy anytingy unnecessarily...

i felt beri boring n suddenly so lonely while walking by myself at tampines... hai~ just so sian loh... when would someone love me... hahaha~~~~

taken from julia peng's song: "wei le ni"

DAMN BIRD

tis idiot bird flew into my room 2day... not sure when it flew in... must be in the afternoon or sometingy... i didnt saw it when i went into my room after reaching home from work... when i turned n walk out of my room i saw tis bird sitting rite on top of my blanket... no matter how i 'shoo' it, it just wont fly away, i even opened the window for it...

the most sickening tingy is tat it shit on my blanket!! n on the floor n on my speed poster... it shit anywhere i dont care... but the posters!! STUPID BIRD... only know how to fly in n not out... when it finally decided to move... it flew down the bed n went behind the resting chair, tat's when i thgt of taking it's stupid pic... then it flew onto my computer table n shit on my modem, printer n cables... beri sickening loh... i felt so disgusted by it... so scare might get any diseases from it or it's shit... should haf just catch it n torture it... hahaha damn... birds r the worst animal... only eat n shit n create bird flu...

The Zodiac Match Test

Quek, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Cancer

Cancer, the Crab (June 22 to July 22): This emotional and imaginative partner is just your type. Initially, a Cancerian may catch your eye because of their romantic ways and dedication to you. But as you get to know them, you're even more likely to be drawn to your Cancer's practicality and ability to nurture you. People born under this sign tend to be true-blue, loyal partners who are willing to devote their hearts and souls to their close relationships. Because of the deep investment they'll put into others, Cancerians can be easily hurt and may seem overly sensitive at times. However, more often, Cancers are simply warm and compassionate mates. In the bedroom, you may find the Crab a bit hard to coax out of its shell — at least at first. Cancers can be somewhat timid lovers in comparison to other signs. Typically, a Cancer's nature is to value family above all else. As a result, if you can make a Cancer happy and earn that familial title, you can be sure that this partner will always be there for you.

Although Cancer is your strongest Zodiac Match, your responses indicate there are a number of other astrological signs that you're highly compatible with.

Happy Birthday~

hehe so fast 24yrs old liaoz :P but my life still just kinda started only...

did celebrate wif weihe they all last sat... n wif my family on sun... cus too bad my bday falls on a week day... n no one would be free including meself cus i would be too tired :P had a great time last weekend loh :P got a wallet n a belt from the guys... hehe but the belt kinda short so had to really start to tone up the stomache area...

i didnt made a wish on sunday when was cutting the cake wif my family... cus i cant tink of any at tat time... but everytime i make a wish i would make roughly the same one n it wont come true oso :P partly cus i nv go do much to make it come true oso hahaha... but i really do hope it would come true in this lifetime...

n there's tis wish i've been longing for... which is to receive a call/sms from her... but guess i could only dream abt tis in my dream... cus i know it would nv happen... a simple sms is oso beri hard to come by already, tat's y cant even wish for a call...

actually kinda pathetic... cus all the bday greetings i get r from my male frenz... none from females... well, got lah... but 5 fingers r more than enough to count the number of them... haha pathetic anot?

anyway... main goal n wish for now is to let my parents enjoy life... not to bother over $ matters...

What Breed of Dog Are You?

Quek, you're a Collie!



No bones about it, you're a loyal, nurturing Collie. A sensitive breed, you're always approachable and very in tune with others' feelings — just like Lassie! Because of your empathetic nature, you tend to be the group psychologist to your circle of friends. Your faithful, easygoing, steadfast personality makes you a wonderful confidant; people love to come to you with their troubles. Bottom line? You're a star at interpersonal relationships and have a knack for making new friends and acquaintances wherever you go. After all, what's a Collie without a flock to look after? Since you're so giving, your buddies might not realize that you need them just as much as they need you, so make sure not to neglect yours truly. Everyone deserves some "me" time. Woof!

Inconsiderate singaporeans~

ohh i really gotta say tis... not sure wat's wrong wif SINGAPOREANS... u r living in tis country just like everybody else... dont ppl feel disgusted when they see rubbish or watever tat is not pleasant to the eye, the environment, the health? n some still can spit n throw rubbish... i'm not just saying walking along the road n they just spit or litter, they even got the cheek to throw the rubbish, n even spit all the way from their home down to the void deck level... come on lah there r ppl walking down there n clothing hanging out to dry... wat if u were the one who got hit on the head by rubbish or even spit?

n all these i saw not from anywhere else but my block... when i finished taking in all the clothes i saw sometingy flew down from above... thgh it was bird shit or even a drop of rain... but when i saw another cotton stick flew down, i knew tat wasnt a simple bird shit... some inconsiderate son of a bitch did tat... how i wish i could one day get a camera n take all the evidence of the culprit n hand it over to the MOE...

working: sian? or enjoy?

hmm suddenly i wondered... i nv really heard anyone telling me they love their work n enjoy going to work everyday... hahaha :P usually all the comments i got were just 'sian, 2molo working again'... 'y weekend so fast end liaoz'... n 'can't wait for the weekend' hehehe :P

but seriously... r there ppl out there who really like wat they're doing? dont tok abt those who start their own business lah... cus if they dont like it y do they start it in the 1st place hahaha :P all i like to know r those who r working for some other ppl, r they happy at wat they're doing?

for my case... ok lah cus i just started only... i cant say i hate the work or i love it alot... cus all i did was training n training, not the actual job yet... but wat i can say is there's notingy much i love abt the working environment for now... cus i finding it so hard to communicate wif the ppl there... maybe cus all of them r not around my age group, n cant really chitchat in office oso cus it's an open-office concept... everyone can see n hear wat u saying... n there's those 2 occasions when one is the company n the other is the department having dinner n meeting... then is like only we those new comers toking to one another... cant blend in to the rest loh, eventhough we were all wearing the company's t-shirt... then the department one kinda worst... 3 of us new comers, 1 was sick on tat day, the other was on ojt... n i was alone 4 the whole day n even the dinner... no one kinda invited me to sit wif them... not even the manager training us... hai~

i felt so lost loh tat day... n luckily the one on ojt came for the dinner, but he was kinda late already... at least there's someone to accompany me during the meeting, if not i sure go crazy haha :P

hai~ enough of all these 'sian' talk abt working liaoz... hehe but tis is the only source i could use to let go almost all my thoughts... cus no one likes to listen to me :P i'm just too boring hahaha oops... tinking negative again :P

but seriously... i still feel it's easier to frown than to smile loh... cus u frown rite, ppljust hack care u, or they might even ask u y the long face... but when u smile at ppl, they might just tink u r crazy, especially when u r walking around or outside smiling all the way... hahaha

kaoz... my brain gonna overheat liaoz... too much info to intake in just 1 day... was given notes on printing n faxing... n i've gotta absorb all of them by 2molo... cus gonna sit 4 a test tat would determine if i could go out to do servicings or if i fail, i had to stay in the office awhile longer to continue studying the basic fundamentals...

the feeling is like back to poly days... but tis is worst... cus had to finish all by 1 day... n now i'm only left wif few hrs to read like 60 pages of info n more info... hehe actually i dont mind failing 2molo cus i'm not prepared to really start working outside yet... but just gotta see how much i can cover 2nite n how i would do in the test 2molo... i'm not afraid of the practical part, just the theory i'm still weak... cus really hard to remember so much info after going through army hahaha :P

hai~ actually wanted to come home 2day n slp early... but now cannot liaoz loh... :( so tired... ohh yah... n got a call from gain city 2day, saying the washing machine we ordered cant be delivered tis saturday cus no stock... gotta wait till 29 april, 1 more week... but he did say if the stock come would inform me n maybe can deliver b4 29 april...

D day is near hahaha :P but it's on a weekday... funny sia all these years i dont remember having it on a weekend... n somemore i might be really starting on my job next week, tat is i would be going to companies helping them fix their copiers... damn so fast, the training we had was an official one? thgt we would be sent to pandan loop for training? just hope next week if i'm really 'running' outside, everytingy would be smooth...

anyway back to wat i wanted to tok abt... not sure if i should get anytingy for myself... did thgt abt getting a wallet, but then come to tink of it, the OP wallet i'm using is still in ok condition so no hurry to get 1... next is jerseys, haha since poly? i've been wanting to get a juventus jersey n a nhl dallas stars jersey, but didnt cus no much cash last time... even if i did haf $, i did go buy them back then hahaha weird rite... but one tingy is for sure, i would be getting some new clothes cus i've been wearing like the same old sets of T-shirts... then the last tingy i had in mind was to get a pair of shoes, cus all i haf is new balance n brooks from saf e-mart hahaha, which is like kinda out of style...

but tink if i really getting anytingy i could only do it on tis sunday or the following week... cus tis sat gotta meet weihe they all in the afternoon... so not much time for me to go shopping... :P

just hope tat D day tis year would be better than the past few :)

Air Supply - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

(Chorus)
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

(Chorus)

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye

i really love 2 parts of tis song, reminds me of the past... 1st part is "You deserve the chance at the kind of love, I'm not sure I'm worthy of, Losing you is painful to me"

the other part is "You would never ask me why, My heart is so disguised"... if only i could turn back time... when she asked me y i'm so quiet, i would haf nv replied wat i did back then...

2day as usual went to work, then my colleague who joined the company same time as me fell sick tis morning n had to go see the doc... end up he took mc for the rest of the day... left me alone to train on the machine, so i took out n assemble back most of the parts of tat machine, to familiar myself wif the location of the parts n how to take them out...

but i get to leave the office at 3pm... cus 2day my department is having a 'kick-off' dinner at mount faber safra... left early cus was need to help out in some packing of goodie bags... then come to dinner time kinda sian... cus i was all alone... i knew no one there, i mean i know who they r, like managers, team leaders, etc... but i dont know them at all... so i find a less occupied table n sat down... luckily it's a buffet dinner...

then after the dinner there was a department meeting which lasted till 10.15pm... man so late end up i gotta take a taxi home cus i'm too tired n i'm not streetwise without the help of streetdirectory n bus guide...

almost reaching home already, n i heard a song playing over the radio of the taxi... air supply's goodbye... i used to find the song boring maybe due to its music... but tis time i listened to it's lyrics for the beri 1st time :P i suddenly felt beri emotional... kinda like tat song now...

new washing machine~

finally my parents n i went down to tampines to buy a new washing machine... we went to TM courts, CS best n lastly gain city... got a hitachi brand from gain city n it would be delivered to us next sat... it's a 8kg capacity washing machine n cost $525... nowadays washing machine got quite alot of functions... kinda make it hard for our moms to use it, cus like my mom, she dont understand english n only know how to on n start it... just hope tis 1 wont spoil tat easily hehe :P

then ytd went for dinner wif frenz from rsaf ams sqn at tampines safra's sakura... the buffet not bad lah... but i kinda cant eat alot already, cus i was rather full after the 1st servings i took... but since its a buffet, i continued to eat somemore loh hahaha :P then end up beri full n put on 2 more kgs i tink... really gotta start exercising again... maybe should start running either in the park just beside my blk or go to bedok town park run liaoz... no time for swimming, or rather cant swim on weekends at any swimming complex like bedok or tampines... cus it would be crowded wif kids, then only pool i can go to is TP one... but go alone sian leh, n rudy not always free...

kenny did jio me go safra swim... but i no haf the card loh... n need to pay to get into to pool... dont tink would be worth it cus take transport there n still gotta pay to swim... hahaha :P

2molo gotta work again... actually i ok wif the work... but the training part rather sian... somemore would get some lecturing from the manager/trainer once in awhile... wonder wat they or the company would benefit from if they like keep lecturing us... cus to me it would just bring down my morale... some ppl might work better from being lectured all the time... but i wont... it would only make me get sick of the environment there...

just hope everytingy would run smoother from now on... must look on the brighter side of tingys yah... :P

POSB GO! card~

hehe i got the posb GO! card tis morning... went down to bedok branch posb bank to get it done... but 1st i had to change to a singature-operated account cus i was using a thumbprint-operated account all tis time... quite nice lah the card... then only tingy is cannot do transactions thrgh internet or phone...

but i kinda worried tat ppl might try to use my card cus if they can forge my singature then i'm doomed :P hahaha

hai~ so fast saturday liaoz... n from now onwards not much public bolidays already... except for the election n labour day... n it's a long long way without much holidays... meaning more days to work hai~ but as long as i'm paid then ok loh :P

PAY DAY~

YIPEEE!!! went to check my bank account on the internet... when i saw the amount in my account i was shock... it was over 2k... hahahaha :P long time since i saw such a figure in my account... so happy... got the 1st pay from my 1st job... but the pay was kinda weird, i tink it consists of the prorated pay from march plus the pay for april... so i guess the company gives the pay for tat particular month, on the 14th of tat month...

so i still cant get to exact figure for just a month's pay... but i do haf a rough figure wat it's gonna be... not much, but still ok... still acceptable... for now lah :P

hehe beri fast... april liaoz, bday coming soon oso... got a sms from weihe saying the guys wanna go maxwell market for dinner... then go ktv... feel kinda bad, tat is everytime my bday go cheap cheap places then theirs we go restaurants... dont worry guys tis time i can affort to treat u all to better places :P even haf enough $ to buy a new washing machine already :P

just now went to check out the posb GO! card n posb master card debit card... as far as i understand the GO! card cant be used to make internet or phone transactions... then the rest of the features roughly the same as the debit card... i even called up the customer service hotline to enquire abt the 2 cards... kinda feel paiseh calling so late cus i thght it would only be the system entertaining me... somehow the operators were still working at tis late hr... i wonder how long do they work until... so sorry sia call so late :P

maybe 2molo i shall drop by the posb branch n get the GO! card n oso enquire more abt it...

Free Meal~

went to redeem my free personal hawaiian pan pizza n snack combo after work 2day... hehe but i tink the pizza is smaller than the usual size of a pan pizza... haha maybe cus it's a free 1 bah :P but the bread stiks beri nice woo... the seasonings on it tasted just like Mac's apple pie hehehe :P so nice... wish i could haf somemore rather than just 4 hehehe...

finally awaken? at least for now :P

watched a documentary on channel 8 ytd nite... on "super women" n tat episode was abt sun yanzi... saying how she came to become a singer... from a normal quiet, low profile gal to a well known singer... n all these came from hard work n chances... n maybe someother factors...

then i realised sometingys...

i shouldn't let anytingys in my life bring me down, there's always a gd outcome/ending to tingys, it just takes time to achieve tat particular goal in life, n the amount of time taken depends on the amount of effort we put into the tingys... sometimes we oso need some chances here n there to help us to achieve tat goal faster...

sooo... y not i look on the brighter side of life from now on... instead of keep on circling around n kept tinking negatively... haha really dont understand y i didnt do tis long ago... but hey, better late than never :P but cant really block out all the negative thgts loh... just gotta try ways to bend around them n "search for the way out" :P

hope i would stay "awake" for as long as possible :P

E2Max

ytd evening went to orchard cineleisure play game wif jiacong, ming n kenny... haha went all the way there to play winning eleven8 on xBox... i didnt really know there was such a place there... the place is at level 9 n is called E2Max... got lots of pc there sia n lots of xBox, n they even got small rooms for those who wanna play in private n wanna eliminate the noises from outside... then the price quite reasonable n affordable oso lah... hehe we played for like 6hrs loh... from 6pm till 12midnite hahaha :P i actually didnt mind playing all the way till morning hahaha but we all got other tingys to do lah... cant play too much hahaha

A dream is just a dream?

i dont really dream beri often... but whenever i do, they're either scary or weird or sweet or it would really come true in the near future...

i cant really remember tat most scary dream already, but recently i had a new one... n i dreamt abt it twice... just like episode 1 n 2 hahaha :P but it wasnt tat scarly, it was abt some kinda germ or virus evolving n kept growing n growing... it would either eat up humans or control them to kill other ppl... cant remember clearly but i tink i did die the 1st time i had tis dream...

then the 2nd time was abit weird, i dreamt abt how tis germ/virus started n how the army tried to destroy it or sometingy... but the 2nd time there wasnt any ending cus i cant remember anytingy after it destroyed the army hahaha :P

sometimes i would dream abt sometings n it would come true after either few months or yrs later... cus i had onewhen i was in an office... which was similar to the one in my work place now... n the scene n the lady was exactly wat i dreamt abt... there were other times... but i just cant recall them...

then there was tis wonderfully sweet dream i had last nite... i dreamt tat i was sort of on a date wif "her"... like going out for the 1st time... walking arnd n as usual nv tok much... but then really kinda sweet loh... then we like bought sometingy like key chain or wat loh... tat had our horoscope on it... then tok abit more but i dont really know we tok abt wat hahaha :P

how i hope tis dream is one of those tat would come true in the near future hahaha... but i guess maybe i tink abt "her" too much in the day tat's y would dream abt "her" oso... haha as chinese say "Ri You Suo Si, Ye You Suo Meng" :P

so would tis just be a normal dream? could i make it come true?

good morning -> good day -> almost dead ending

2day went to ubi for OJT on xerox machines hahaha :P followed an engineer for the whole day... we drove arnd the eastern side of sg... attending to jobs, troubleshooting etc... kinda fun cus get to travel arnd, but it's rather stress if u dont know how 2 handle the faults n customers... so gotta try to learn n pick up as much as possible during these 4 days or OJT... 2molo is the 2nd day, till next tuesday... but can say 2day is a good day compared to just sitting in the office everyday, reading n reading n reading...

on my way home, hehe as usual i stopped by the "mama shop" to get some chocolate ice cream, 'gotcha's choco fudge ice cream' to be exact :P just love tat ice cream so muchie... then when i was crossing the traffic light... while i was walking pass the middle road divider, i saw a car speeding towards the traffic light... n it didnt even thgt of slowing down or braking, just ran over the red light... luckily i was walking kinda slow n wasn't listening to mp3, if not i might haf been knocked down by the car...

worst tingy is... when the car passed by, the driver was a lady... how the hell did tis bitch get her licence?? me dying isn't the problem, problem is how would my family feel if i'm dead... then i actually wanted to take down the no. plate... but i'm just too lazy to look at the no. n i didnt wanna be an asshole complaining to any authorities... instead i would just complain in here hahaha :P

Mission Impossible!

hai~ actually wanted to watch ice age 2 tis weekend cus got no other plans on tis sat or sun... n didnt intend to watch it alone... was planning to ask her out 4 a movie... but just too slow, no fate ah... cus heard she watched the show already haha hai~ wanna act but too slow... not much nice shows to watch liao leh...

so no choice loh... maybe go catch the movie myself at bedok princess one of this weekdays evening, cus cheaper on weekdays hehe... but the earliest show everyday i tink is 7.15pm after my work... which means i gotta walk around the interchange 4 like 45mins cus i reach bedok mrt around 6.30pm everyday... maybe could stop by the arcade next to the cinema... long time nv go arcade oso :P

maybe plan 2molo go watch hehe but see how loh... got mood then go watch, cus everytime after work feel so sian n tired :P