sUp3r s|@n MonD@y~

fuck man... 2day go hq damn sian... go anywhere also got ppl ask me abt my ippt... "so how's ur ippt" damn sickening sia... if i ever pass ippt... i will treat all of u ppl 2 a meal... i swear...!!! fuck sia...

2day went 2 see rsm 2 tok abt the ndp... he said i most probably be in the orderly... like wat andy did last year... which was like take care of the colour flag? i think?... n look after belongings... hahahaha but 1st we need 2 go thrgh a selection... rsm still going 2 select who is suitable 2 go 4 ndp... i doubt i can go due 2 my bmi... :P

wah 2day finally got chance 2 play winning eleven 8 wif EE... n colin... man i lost badly 2 colin sia... 6-1... kana trash hahaha... but i did win him 3-1 in the 1st match... then i win EE also :P hahaha if got chance we will play again hor :P nice 2 challenge frenz in a game of soccer... hehehe

then met rudy at abt 9.30pm 2 give him the GTO vcds... he wanted 2 watch it cus he said at home too bored liaoz... so instead of getting from me 2molo he came down 2 my place 2 get it... hahaha :P

hai~ still cant deicide which mobile plans i should choose from n from which dealer... M1, starhub or singtel... thgt abt getting prepaid cards too... but all the card plans doesnt seem 2 suit me... all of them haf some disadvantages... hai~ will be going down tis weekend 2 check them out again wif rudy liaoz...

sUnd@y oV3r aLr3@dY?

hai~ 2day wake up at 10am... meeting rudy at bedok interchange at 10.30am... we went 2 TP 4 a swim... but when we reach there the pool was off limits... cus of the water canoe sport practice... so we went 2 the stadium 2 bath hahaha... cus haben bath in the morning... :P

next we went to the coffee shops opposite TP 4 breakfast... had western food :P then walked aall the way 2 tampines interchange... went to check out on hp in TM n CSq...wanted 2 subscribe 2 a new M1 line using coporate plan... but it is like so troublesome leh... so dropped the idea liaoz... decided to sign up a new line wif rudy nexk week without coporate plan...

also visited the yamaha music school... cus rudy wanted 2 take up guitar... i still wondering if i should take it up too... then we met up wif kenny... wanted 2 watch movie... but no much shows 2 watch... so went to parvillon 4 cs... haha but too crowded liaoz... no space 4 2 players... so decided to haf a game of pool instead...

then gone home at abt 4 plus pm bah... n finally i saw the new transformers vcd... the series tat got star saber n victory leo(optimus prime) in it... i going 2 buy tat soon... 4 my collection... but now must settle my money matters... cus i am like spending $$ too fast liaoz... losing $ dont know to where... must try to take charge of my $ more seriously liaoz...

when reach bedok i followed kenny home cus rudy 1 2 borrow GTO vcd from kenny... but he not free so ask me to help him take from kenny 1st... then pass it to him on tues... hai~ hahaha then went 2 cut hair... 2molo seeing rsm 4 the ndp thingy... dont 1 2 kana scold becus of my hair :P

thinking of going back 2 hq makes me sick again... gotta face tat 'pig oc'... sian man... i run faster than him n yet he can pass ippt n i cant... cus he cat Y2 or somethingy... n i cat X... sian man... not fair ar... :(

k@oZ sUn BuRn s|@~

kaoz... 2day went 2 charge up the barrier net @ CABeast... althgh it rained in the morning but after tat the sun came out again... n it was hot like hell man... stayed out at the runway 4 like half the day bah? maybe less lah... but was enough 4 me to get sun burn sia... face all red... althgh not painful... n neck aching oso... hai~ problem liao liaoz hahaha :P

then came home at abt 8.30pm... was suppose 2 meet rudy, ming n kenny at changi v. at 8pm... so decided 2 take taxi down... but dad wanted 2 give me a lift there... hehe so good... :P reach the abt 9pm bah? the match between southhampton n arsenal had played for abt 20mins liaoz... final score was 1-1 hahaha...

then after the match we went home... on the way we tok abt playing championship manager... hai~ but we tried 2 connect once we got home... but sometingy was wrong cus we cant connect or host... maybe due 2 our routers/wireless connections... no matter who hosted we just cant connect... hai~ so much 4 tat... no chance 2 play cm online... hai~

t|nK I w@s t0o t|r3D~

kaoz i fell asleep immediately when i lay on my bed sia... didnt know i was so tired... maybe cus after playing bball bah... shit 4gotten 2 go buy plastic spoons n forks... hai~ watever lah the office still got a few left... hahaha

hehe i left my pc online when i slept sia... n saw some msn msg when i woke up... haha n i alrite lah jiacong... nothing wrong wif me... i do thingys online which i cant or wont do in my real life... further more i wont die before my parents... will only do so after... but *touch wood* cus they will live as long as they 1 2 :P

haha watching tis movie on tv now... it's an old old movie starring Hong Jing Bao n all his other old friends... hehe but they look so young man... n Hong Jing Bao was so slim in the past :P i like their past action movies... much more nicer than those shown these days... :P

0h fR|d@y LoH~

wah sia... 2day wake up keep coughing non stop sia... feeling beri awful... but it gradually subsided :P i reached work place never cough tat much liaoz... if not dont know how to work sia... then 2day cher got drive his mini van so got a lift from him :P but i drop down at a bus stop n took bus no.17 home... i fell asleep in the bus but manage to get down at a stop... but then i realised i stopped 1 stop early... i stopped at fengshan primary sch sia~ haha end up walking home from there... blur sia~ hahaha

hehe althgt weather quite hot... but i waited till abt 5pm then went down 2 play bball... 1 2 train my left hand's dribbling... but still cant really dribble the ball properly... hehe but realised my shooting kinda better althgt still alot misses lah... hahaha but getting the hang of shooting liaoz... played till abt 6.40pm then went home... whole shirt wet sia... but i didnt even run much hahaha :P

hai~ later gotta go buy plastic spoons n forks again 4 the arrester crew at CABeast... we use quite fast sia~... dont know 1 2 buy drinks there anot leh... tired 2 bring so many thingys there :P hahaha

hai~ hungry man... gotta go eat liaoz... haben eat dinner leh... n whole day i only ate 2 burgers... :P

h@h@h@ wE L0sT~

2day took no.9 at bedok interchange... saw khoo... n we took the bus 2gether... hehe 2day i whole day in office... do nothing but the pmf... gotta trouble andy @ CABeast 2 help me check on our duty... tanks man... sorry 2 trouble u so much :P

then at abt 3 plus in the afternoon... we went 2 afs 4 the inter-sqn basketball competition... haha well as we expected... we lost in the 1st match against 145 sqn... they werent tat gd... just tat our team not much teamwork... cus we nv train n we were all quite tired :P well... its just a game lah... but i dont like the way 145 sqn played... they say just friendly match... but end up they so god damn serious... hahaha hai~ :P

hmm 2molo morning shift again... dont know y leh... feeling kinda tired tis week... maybe becus of the shift change wif sgt paw... worked afternoon shift then next day morning shift... not much rest lah... then now kinda tired... :P

sian man... just got a sms from flight wo... telling me 2 see rsm on monday 4 national day parade thingys... y choose me 2 go ndp... got new nfs mah... i ording soon leh... somemore i pte only... hai~ not fair... :P hahahaha

bLuR d@Y~

wah laoz... 2day at work really blur sia... i cant concentrate at all... cus head beri heavy n sleepy :P keep doing the wrong thingys n cant react fast enough... hai~ lucky not bad happen... :P but lucky got abit of time 4 me to rest in the office... if not i comfirm K.O. hahaha :P

i thgt the sun in the afternoon at abt 3pm to 4pm shouldnt be too hot... but i was wrong... when into the runway 2 charge barrier... the sun was killing us man... even when i put the tools on the floor 4 few mins... then pick it up later... it was already burning hot liaoz... can imagine how hot it was sia~... even the walkie-talkie also heat up... its plastic leh...

sian man... my cough n soar throat still haben go away... how 2 play bball 2molo... sure no form 1... hahaha but actually i already no form even if i healthy hahahaha :P hope can win 2molo... but too bad lah its going 2 be held at airforce school... going home in the evening 2molo would be a problem liaoz... cus ubi sure traffic jam 1...

Juve LosT~ :'(

sian man... thgt i stayed up 2 watch champions league match between real madrid n juventus... but i was disappointed at how juve played... especially after nedved was injuried n had 2 go off in the 1st half... hai~ but not bad lah... still managed 2 keep it at 1-0... lucky still got 2nd leg at turin(juve's home)... hope next time juve n beat real madrid...

hai~ time 2 change n go work liaoz... just hope i dont fall asleep while working :P now head feeling quite heavy liaoz hahahaha :P

s0 f@sT 1aM L|@oZ~

hehe shit man so fast 1am liaoz... haben sleep sia~ later still gotta wake up at 5.30am... cus working morning shift... hope can wake up :P hahaha

just now came back @ abt 10pm... then ate instant noodles again :P actually thght of playing ps2... but end up downloading songs :P finally found some websites tat can d/l songs liaoz :P sshhhh! :P

funny tingy is... i still not feeling sleepy now... hahaha hai~ wat to do... 2molo ah i mean later gotta wake up early... so time 2 sleep... zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz...

Y|pee~ GoT s0nG oN mY bL0g L|@oZ~

finally i got it rite... after somemore trial n error :P hehe finally i've got a song in my blog :P hehe so happy :)
*cough* :(

|'m f@|L|nG s|cK~ :'(

hai~ woke up tis morning 2 find out tat my alarm clock has stopped... but my back up alarm clock still moving... just tat cant set alarm 4 it... was 2 wake up @ 8.30am but end up wake up @10am... still ok... cus i working afternoon shift 2day :P hai~ keep coughing dont know how i got it... maybe from hwangming's daugthers bah :P or maybe is just tat i ate too much heaty stuffs... :P

went 2 work... still coughing... so bought a bottle of Allswell's water chestnut+sugarcane drink @ TMFT... small bottle cost $1.70 sia~ :P but the uncle charge me only $1.50... dont know y? :P

came home around 9pm... Teo bk gave me a lift back... hehe so i no need 2 take taxi... :P hai~ i kept thinking of how 2 put music into my blog leh... but still cant find a way 4 it... i've studied other ppl's blog liaoz but still didnt work... dont know wat's lacking?

hai~ looks like my cough getting worst every minute... now got flu oso :( just hope i dont get sick this week... cus got duty n a inter-sqn bball match on Thurs... but not comfirm 1... hai~ :P

next week then fall sick ok?... pls let me tahan until end of this week then make me sick :P hahaha...

|nSoMn|@~

hai~ i cant sleep ar... tink becus i slept 4 like more than 12hrs ytd bah :P so i turn on my pc n make somemore changes 2 my blog... now i changed my message box liaoz... cus i realised my old 1 will over write the old messages... n cant be retrieved... so changed 2 tis 1... can keep msg 4 sometime... :P

wanted 2 play a song on my blog... but dont know how n cant find the website 2 store the mp3 file so as to link it 2 my blog... :(

hai~ sian man... now then feel abit tired after searching the net 4 the websites... still cant find... wat to do... when i feel then find liaoz loh... hahaha :P my mind like sleeping already... dont know wat 2 type liaoz hahaha... c if later can get up anot lah... if can then go bedok stadium train running 4 ippt... if not then too bad loh :P can only do push-ups at home liaoz :P

s0 f@sT w3eK3nD's 0v3r A|r3@dY~

sian man... so fast 2molo gotta go work again... actually i dont mind or hate going 2 work... tat is untill tat stupid 'pig oc' of mine started oinking me abt my ippt...

hehehe 2day didnt go watch movie nor play bball hahaha... just stayed home playing winning eleven 8... trying 2 win all the cups so tat i could earns points 2 unlock stuffs... :P

lucky 2molo working afternoon shift... cus sgt paw change wif me... but after tat i go back 2 working morning shift on wed... hahaha get 2 stay up late 2nite :P

time 2 go watch black hawk down liaoz :P

A Song 2 Express My Emotions 4 The Day...

i saw someone's blog last nite... n there was a song in the background...
it's NEVER BE REPLACED by 1ST LADI
n i'm in love wif the song after listening to it the 1st time :P

Never Be Replaced by 1st Ladi
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

sUnd@y L|@0zz~

hai~ so fast sunday liaoz... n shit man... i just woke up @ 2pm hahaha slept so long sia~ tink 2day no time 2 cook spaghetti liaoz... cus later mum making dinner... n i just ate lor-mee 4 lunch :P maybe later i go watch movie if not then go play abit of bball liaoz... long time nv go down play bball loh hahaha :P

w3nT h0Us3 w@rM|nG~

hai~ didnt feel like writing my blog 2day... cus tired sia~

woke up @ 12 noon 2day... then didnt even eat my lunch n went out 2 hwangming's house liaoz... travelled 4 like 1hr sia... from bedok take bus no.168 till woodland then take bus no.903 to his house... it was near the industrial area... kinda quiet... but still quite ok 2 live in... :P

on my way 2 his his i met qingwei n his gf on the bus... so went 2gether... long time nv saw hwangming liaoz... but he still look the same hahaha... n finally get 2 see his 2 daugthers... kinda cute woo :P then actually wanted 2 leave early so as 2 catch a movie back @ bedok... but was asked 2 stay bit longer till more ppl arrive... so i did... n stayed till abt 8pm sia hahaha...

then when finally came back 2 bedok... i suddenly had the urge 2 eat spaghetti... it's been so long since i cook spaghetti liaoz... tink if not wrong the last time was back when i was still living in Tampines :P so went 2 NTUC 2 buy the stuffs... heng it was around 9pm only... still haben close... then went 2 bedok princess 2 check if still in time 2 catch "i do, i do"... but was only 10mins late... the show started @ 9.30pm... so decided 2 go home n watch 2molo... which is later 2day lah :P hahaha

3sc0rT @g@|n~

hai~ sian man... 2day whole day escort contractors 2 do airfield lightings... the sun was sooo hot sia... just standing will make u sweat... :P then 2day didnt manage 2 fix the lighting problems... so 2molo gotta escort again... but this time i not doing.. heng ar :P

then on the way home i was either too tired or exhausted by the hot sun bah... i slept in bus no.9 on the way back 2 bedok interchange... didnt feel like waking up when the bus reach interchange sia :P but no choice gotta get off 2 go home hahaha... i was even tired 2 buy my dinner leh... so gone home n cook instant noodles hahaha long time nv eat the dry mee liaoz... yummy :P

then later went down 2 NTUC 2 buy somethingys... cus 2molo going hwangming's house warming... cant go empty handed mah :P but b4 tat went 2 help dad deposite some $$ into his account... then actually wanted 2 buy KFC 4 supper 1... but then again i had no much cash wif me so i dropped the idea :P hahaha

wHy... g|v3 m3 d@y 0oF L|@0z sT|lL @sK m3 g0 b@cK HQ~

sian man... thgt 2day could rest n go catch a movie... but then kana woke up by a phone call @ 9am in the morning... asking me 2 go back 2 hq in the afternoon 4 the sqn celebration on chinese new year... saying tat everyone must participate in it... sian... then end up i go there do escort... damn weather was so hot sia... n i didnt eat 4 the whole day... cus after i hang up the phone @ 9am... i went back 2 sleep n woke up @ 12 noon... almost late 4 work... hahaha end up gotta take taxi down 2 CABwest...

then @ the celebration... we were each given an ang-bao... n there was a TOTO ticket in every1... so we decided 2 put all the tickets 2gether n share the price money if we struck... hahaha hope one of the ticket is the winning ticket :P

w0rk L@t3 @g@|n~

was scared tat there might be a forest fire again... n then might cus a jam... so when 2 work 1/2 hr early again... hehe then end up it was a smooth journey... n i met ah seong along the way @ EXPO busstop... we were both too early 4 work hahaha... so we decided 2 walk in when we reached the guard house...

then 2day was like fine until tat 'pig' oc called me in the office... ask me abt ippt again... ask me got improvements anot... come on lah... it only been like abt 2 weeks only leh... how can there be much improvements... unless u give me permission 2 train n not work lah... train n work? then work n train... u tink i robot ar no need 2 rest ar?... train so much later sometingy happen 2 me u write report ar... n i will make sure u kana stripe off ur major... hahaha

but heng... ssg tan called me n said wo chow is giving me time off 4 2molo... cus i worked 2 days nite shift till 12midnite... tanks sir... :) so 2molo i no need 2 go back hq 2 tat 'pig' n do tat sqn run :P

2molo can go see movie liaoz... must go watch "i do, i do" must relax n laugh... long time nv relax liaoz...

i came home... n saw my parents still awake... then i realised they were praying 2 'ti gong'... i was back just in time 2 pray... then accompanied them downstairs 2 burn the paper $$ :P

i feel so glad tat 2molo i dont haf 2 go work... really gotta tank wo chow man... tis is the kind of ppl u would 1 2 be working for... :)

n|gHt fLy|nG sT@rT3d @g@|n~

hai~ 2day went 2 work quite early cus i 4gotten 2 buy my bus concession 4 tis month... so went down 1/2 hr early 2 buy in bedok interchange... then took bus no.35 2 TMFT... thgt would be early 2day... but who knows... there was a jam just outside the entrance 2 TMFT... at first i thgt it was some accident or there was road constructions going on... but then there happened 2 be a forest fire just before the road 2 TMFT... n the fire engines r all parked along the single lane road... no wonder there was a jam lah... it was 2 be a 1/2 hr bus ride... which became almost 1hr ride...

when i finally reached the terminal... i decided 2 walk all the way into CABeast... cus i saw the long queue 4 taxi n there was a jam outside... i doubted i could get 1 in time... so i walked in... man the weather was hot... y no rain... hai~

then worst... 2nite got nite flying... airfield closes after 11.30pm... no choice loh called 4 taxi loh... but lucky got ah seong... we shared taxi but he pay :P

ok lah time 2 eat my instant noodles liaoz... wif a slice of bah-kua :P

A Song 2 Express My Emotions 4 The Day...

心酸的情歌

角落那一桌 坐一个人独自喝闷酒
和台上的我 目光交错 而你怎么了
谁来点播 我心中最新的寂寞
我的爱人她走了 不再爱我

情歌何其多 为何只有心酸适合我
看台下的人杯□交错 谁为我喝酒
唱到泪流 我只要醉不想解脱
我的爱有那么多 谁来爱我

再心碎 再心酸 再无求 也该让我开口
她不要的温柔 还在我心头
再不甘 再心酸 再多求 也该听我开口
象心酸的情歌 在深夜以后 只能留心中

LosT~

woke up 2day... 1st tingy i did was haf a glance @ the clock... 12noon... i was trying 2 tink of wat i could do 2day... but i just cant think of anythingy... dont feel like going out oso... dont wanna c tingys tat would make me 胡思乱想... hai~

then i suddenly thgt of wat cher told me ytd when we were working in the runway... he said gals out there do like guys tat r abit fat or big size... cus got a kind of security... i was kinda shock when i heard tis lah... :P he even said gals dont really like guys who r too skinny... cus they look quite weak... but i think those were in the past already bah... nowadays gals or guys go 4 looks liaoz mah... must be pretty, chio, sexy, handsome, muscular, tan, oh yah n rich... hai~ well... i think i've already faced my destiny liaoz loh... i wont be able 2 find a gf or be in a relationship lah... i really dont know wat i am going 2 do in my life already...

why am i in tis world anyway... put me here just 2 torture me is it? the only tingy left i could do was 2 support n be wif my parents... besides tat i got nothingy left 2 do... if 1 day they r no longer around (TOUCH WOOD LAH)... i would go wif them too... cus there's no other reason 4 me 2 stay in tis miserable world...

oh yah n i found out tat a spanner can really break a person's head... tink should prepare 2 or 3 for co, oc n flight wo... hahahaha

A sTup|d sUnd@y~

man... took a taxi 2 CABeast tis morning... the driver thgt i was referring 2 the airbase near changi village n almost took the wrong route.. luckily i corrected him n tell him 2 turn into changi coast rd... but then he again missed the turn... tis time he thgt i was referring 2 changi naval base.... kaoz... changi airbase haf been there 4 like months already n still not much ppl knew abt it... hai~ :P

then on my way home in the evening... was waiting 4 bus no.35 @ TMFT... the only bus there... wah i waited 4 abt 30mins sia... then it finally came... but then there were too much ppl @ the bus stop already so i wasnt able 2 get on board... so waited 4 another 30mins... till the next bus arrive... lucky it's an aircon bus :P

hai~ 2molo off liaoz... but still gotta do training... cus i stopped during tis chinese new year week :P hai~ somemore 2molo is V.sad'day hahaha :P

Bo0oo0o0orrRrRriIii|nNnngGGgg~

man~ i cant believe tat i stayed home whole day in my room sia~ doing nothing but play ps2 n cm0102... my relatives came 2 visit n they played mahjong whole day... now still playing hahaha :P sian~ nv go out walk walk or do anythingy... just stayed home... 2molo working again somemore... hai~ then off on monday... tuesday work in afternoon shift again... cus andy 1 2 change wif me n i dont mind it too hahaha rather go CABeast than go CABwest... c tat 'pig'... hahaha

hai~ wat 2 do... tis is my boring life :P hey love it or leave it man muahahaha :P

w3@tH3r sT|lL s0 h0t~

kaoz... 2day really hot sia... from my house 2 bedok interchange i already perspire like hell liaoz... althgt sometimes got strong gust of wind... but still beri hot... then @ TMFT cant get a taxi sia... the stand was sooo crowded loh... yet no taxi around... lucky there was a sgt infront of the queue who saw me n offer me a ride in wif him into CAB east... heng ar... :P

then lucky again 2day AF close @ 1900hrs... so gotta go back early 2day... just in time 2 catch the last episode of "qing lai yun zuan"... so touching man the show... :P

yeah 2molo not working... but sunday working... hahaha hai~ i go play my cm0102 liaoz... muahahaha :P

DrUnK... bUt n0t m3 :)

ohh yah i saw some1 drunk n vomiting @ esplande... kinda remind me of how i was when i got drunk by my sqn's seniors... was like the worst day of my life then sia~ felt giddy n cant stand still kept falling down... i still remembered tat i sat down against the wall in the chalet n started crying... 4 wat reasons i shall not disclose :P i was having lots n lots of thgts which made me cried :P dont know if i frighten my colleagues anot :P then went 2 the garden behind the chalet 2 throw up... the taste n smell was awful man... even had 2 ask my frend 2 send me home in a taxi... tanks man cheesiong... haha from then on i dont dare 2 drink any more :P

cH|n3s3 n3w y3@r~ DAY2

wah... still having slight headache even after bathing... feel like fainting :( but still able 2 write tis blog :P

woke up tis morning @ abt 11am... then when down 2 sommer set 2 meet ming n kenny... were supposed 2 go ktv/movie wif rudy, ming n kenny but end up nv go cus rudy had a soar throat n the cinemas r too crowded... so we went far east 4 burger king... ohh n i finally bought hiro's latest ablum @ HMV... wif dvd woo hehe n i'm listening 2 it while writing tis blog :P but i still cant find noriyuki makihara's ablum "completely recorded"... hai...

next we proceeded 2 suntec 2 meet qingqian n danling 4 dinner... had somejap buffet there... cost us abt $50 each :P hehehe but kinda of filling lah... then we walked 2 esplanade 4 kopi n meet up wif alan n wanyi... then tok cock :P i kinda regret ordering ice mocha loh... cus after tat i felt more full n kinda feeling dizzy... cus it's such a big cup :P but still can tahan abit more lah... after tat went 2 sempang bedok 4 supper wifout rudy cus he working in morning 2molo ar i mean later @ abt 7am? :P we went there in taxi... i felt awful in the taxi... head was like spinning :( hai~ i wasnt in the mood 2 eat when we reached there... just had a cup of milo? :P

then took bus no.9 wif kenny 2 bedok interchange... where we walked home from there... on the way we kept toking abt wat we going 2 do in the future... kinda scary cus is like we already almost 23 liaoz... n still 'like this'... wonder wat going 2 happen in future sia~ i really no $$ 2 continue studies loh... but work?... the only jobs i had in mind is like being a storeman or waiter... cus i like carrying stuffs n serving ppl... but tis kind os jobs r like they earn so little loh... hai~ i just want a simple life!

sian~ 2molo still gotta work... stupid focker 50... still flying till 9 plus @ nite somemore... :( y must we standby 4 them? they cant land @ CAB east mah... i mean if they got emergency they can engage hookwire or barrier net meh? hai~ fuck it...

cH|n3s3 n3w y3@r~ DAY1

wah 2day woke up @ 9.30am then went relative's house 2 'bai nian'... then came home @ abt 12 plus bah... stayed home all the way after tat cus my mum's side relatives coming 2 'bai nian'... kinda sleepy sia 2day... n the cny mood like not there leh... dont know short of wat oso... just dont feel like cny... but i still find it surprising tat some of my relatives still said i lost weight... maybe they long long time nv saw me liaoz bah :P cus since BMT i already put back abt 10kg liaoz :P wasted my training in Tekong sia~ hai~ kinda miss those times 2gether wif my platoon... the route matches n push-ups n the CSM haha... hai~ time passes by so fast sia~ even my relative's kids all now in sec sch or JC/Poly already... must admit i am old liaoz... muahahaha :P

n just finished dinner @ 7pm... now beri the full sia... feel like vomiting liaoz :( hahaha nothing 2 do leh... no much thing 2 play oso... i kept losing in WE8 n cm0102... dont know wat the hack is wrong wif my team n formation hai~... hahaha aiya who cares... will go reorganise my juventus squad again :P

A Song 2 Express My Emotions 4 The Day...

勇气

需要一点勇气 来对你说对不起
他一直在你的心中 我还爱上你
知道这样不行 偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果 是我想太多
没有方向看不清 在徘徊
我知道我一定 走不开

漫长的路 寂寞的夜 在心里面 哭泣的夜
你明白吗 只想在你的身边
我没有勇气 没有力气 真的无法离你而去
你明白吗 只想在你的身边 你身边 说爱你

需要一点勇气 来面对现在的心情
也许时间依旧 很快就忘记
知道这样不行 偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果 是我想太多
没有方向看不清 在徘徊
我知道我一定 走不开

漫长的路 寂寞的夜 在心里面 哭泣的夜
你明白吗 只想在你的身边
我没有勇气 没有力气 真的无法离你而去
你明白吗 只想在你的身边 你身边 说爱你

A Song 2 Express My Emotions 4 The Day...

神啊 救救我!

上帝会保佑我的 爱情总会来的
我在梦中一切都有 可惜现实呀 常常是相反的

爱她的男人很多 那我又算什么
我在雨中喝着闷酒 反正幸福呀 对我是奢侈的

心里太清楚了 其实她不爱我
奇怪 地球上怎么会没有人 看上我

神啊 救救我吧 一把年纪了 一个爱人都没有
孤独是可怜的 如果没爱过 人生是黑白的
神啊 救救我吧 一个人晃了半辈子了 为什么
我这样的男人哪 就快要绝种
她呢 又在哪儿

rUnN|nG AgA|n~ :(

kaoz... 2day go back AMS HQ thght is like relax 1 loh nothing 2 do 1... but then end up there was going 2 be a run... by our own squadron... sian man... ytd morning run liaoz 2day morning run again :P somemore run outside base... now my leg aching sia... walk oso cant walk fast liaoz :P hahahaha then feeling kinda tired oso... 1 2 sleep ar... :P

heng ar after the run we could go home liaoz... it was abt 9.30am bah... but waited 4 eddie n eric 2 finish servicing then we all left 2gether... but then was like 10 plus liaoz... hahaha hai~

yeah~ Chinese New Year Eve liaoz...

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends :)

t|r|nG d@Y~

wah sia... 2day on my way 2 work i slept on the bus... heng when it reach TMFT i woke up :P then wait @ the guard house bus stop i oso slept... hahaha too tired lah... morning go training... sian man... then when the airfield closed... some problem came up... so cant go home... must fix it 1st then can go... end up 9pm then go off... tired n dirty sia~...

then on my way back wanted 2 buy drinks @ TMFT but the shop closed liaoz... so went back 2 bedok interchange then buy loh... then draw out some $$ to bao angbao for my mom n dad :P $300 each... althgh its not alot... but tats all i can fork out liaoz :P if not my bank will keep on deduct $2 every month liaoz hahahaha :P

more sian is tat 2molo gotta go CAB West in the morning 4 work... lucky half day only ar... if not i complaint ar... work nite then next morning still go work... :P

m0nd@y m0rN|nG~

kinda reluctant to get up tis morning... cus last nite slept @ abt 1.30am... but then wat to do... gotta go 4 my ippt self-training... if not tat pig-OC will oink again... hahahaha :P kinda stupid oso lah... i took bus down 2 near kenny's palce then walk 2 bedok stadium... reach there 1st tingy i rush 4 the toilet... cus my shit coming out liaoz :P then started my 2.4km run... timed it... man it was 14.25 mins sia... so damn slow ar... due to the stitches i got in the last 2 round... walked 4 abt 1 round... :P then did some sprinting n push ups etc... :P then walked all the way home... weather still so freaking hot... then on the way home felt a slight headache too... hai~ maybe no enough rest bah... reached home abt 10am :P

hai~ later still gotta go 4 afternoon shift somemore... hai~... hai~ go play game liaoz :P

s|@n s|@n sUnd@y~

hai~ woke up @ 1pm 2day :P actually woke up @ 9plus liaoz... but went back 2 sleep till 1pm hahaha... didnt go out wif rudy n ming cus too tired liaoz... so stayed home... besides our family had our early reunion dinner just now cus my bro n his wife going overseas 4 holidays :P then my sis n her husband going too but on a later date... then left me n my parents 2 celebrate cny... hehehe kinda lonely loh...

sian lah thinking tat gotta go work 2molo... but heng is pm shift... but then again... tat stupid pig-OC of mine 1 me 2 do traning in order 2 pass my ippt... come on loh... sian lah... dont 1 2 elaborate liaoz... no choice loh... 2molo althgh working pm... still gotta wake up morning 2 go stadium 2 run n do my self ippt training... just hope i can get up... muahahaha if not then postpone loh... :P

my cny wish... hope my family & frenz are healthy n happy throughout the year n forever...

one more wish is tat i wish tat my co... oc... flight wo kana car accident or any kind of accidents lah... n die on the spot wif their family... anytime tis year... but must be asap woo ;) muahahaha...

0rcH@rD r0@D sO cR0w3D~

wahaha 2day woke up @ 11am sia~ didnt tink i could woke up b4 1pm... cus last nite i play ps2 till like abt 6am in the morning :P long time nv stayed up liaoz... ytd really stressed sia hahahaha kept playing GTA san andreas... then went orchard road KBOX @ cineleisure wif jianguang, junchao, vincent, weihe n his gf... sang till 6pm then went 4 dinner... actually wanted 2 catch a movie... but nothing nice 2 watch... so went 2 paragon 2 makan :P

then go borders see see... saw a book "you are what you eat"... it teaches on how 2 eat right n stay healthy... thgt of buying it but its price stopped me... muahahaha cus it costs abt $40 sia :P then after tat took taxi home wif jianguang n junchao... i stopped @ bedok reservoir rd near damai sec sch there i think... then walked back home thrgh bedok town park... reach home @ abt 11pm... hahaha exercise mah :P

then i was kinda surprise 2 receive a cny card from some1... cus i sent out some cards n the person send back another 2 me :P tanks alot... but still i dont know who it was... cus u 4gotten 2 put ur name ar... :P hahaha tanks anyway whoever u r :P

p03pL3 g0 4 L0okS r@tH3r tH@n @nYtH|nG wH3n |t c0m3s 2 f|nD|nG @ p@rtn3r~

hai~ read the New Paper few days ago... saw tis article abt a particular singapore actress (dont dare 2 state the name scare later i kana sue :P)... she was some how being arrange 4 a blind date by her colleague as stated in the article lah... n tat guy turns out 2 be a fat one... n tis is wat she said... "I was shocked, I wasn't expecting her to introduce such a fat man to me. So I quickly lay down and pretend to be asleep."

tis goes 2 show tat not just guys bah... gals oso goes 4 looks... hai~ all ppl goes 4 looks when it comes 4 finding their partner... wats wrong wif fat? some fat ppl r even more healthy than slim ones ok... tis is wat i see... it is like those ppl who died mostly r slim ppl... they die 4 different reasons... even of heart attack (when they say fat ppl r more prone to heart diseases) which is i admit is true lah... but u ppl cant just straight away despise fat ppl like us wat... where is the so call fairness in tis?... come on lah... fat or thin... we r still humans wif heart wat... u ppl just wont give a damn how fat ppl feel... if tis continues 2 be like it 4 the rest of time... y dont u ppl just set a law 4 fat ppl... tat all fat ppl must be jail 4 being fat... ppl in spore r nonsense...

Fr|d@Y L0h~

hai~ day off still woke up @ 9plus this morning... went 2 Tampines in the afternoon 2 buy ps2 games n a shoe bag from Hang ten... hehe cus got hang ten coupon mah :P must make use of it hahaha :P actually wanted 2 play the games when i reach home... but then jiacong called asking 2 go play cs @ hougang wif ming oso... so didnt play my new games just went down 2 Hougang 4 cs @ abt 5.30pm

after tat we met up wif qq... @ marina square area... had coffee tok cock till like 11plus bah? dont know oso... having headache then... like not enough sleep or becus didnt haf dinner bah? :P then jiacong drove us home 1 by 1 hahaha... tanks man...

came home had a bite of the left overs mum kept 4 me... then played WE8... finally bought n played tat game... kinda fun... but think it's PES4 rather than WE8 hahaha who cares... as long as can play n it's in english can already :P

2molo must continue play again :P hmm i mean 2day afternoon bah hahahhaa :P

HoT h0T tHuRsD@Y~

hai~ got up @ 6am 2day... then took no.2 otherside bedok interchange... didnt know i was so early sia... reached CAB west @ 7am... half an hr earlier leh... then do ippt station ic... instead of taking ippt hahaha :P

kaoz... 2day weather soooo freaking hot sia... just stand in the car park oso sweat like hell... somemore wearing 2piece coverall... inside still got 1 t-shirt... HOT sia~ actually wanted 2 go back tis afternoon 1... take half day off... but then got tingys 2 do so stayed back... beri sian lah... but heng 2molo not working... :P going 2 buy ps2 games liaoz... then can play over then weekend muahaha but my pocket gonna burn a hole :P hahaha

then hear tat dennis was taking up guitar lessons @ TM... only $47 per month... but for 5 yrs sia... hahaha oso felt like taking but then hear it was 4 5yrs... hehe i dropped the idea :P

hai~ maybe it's time 4 me 2 do some searching 4 courses or thingys 2 do bah... hahaha doesnt sound like me :P hahaha... ohhh 2molo off loh.. 2nite can stay up late liaoz :P

S|@nS@t|oN@L w3Dn3sD@Y~

hai~ just as predicted... i was lectured abt my ippt by tat oc aka 'pig'... saying tat co wants 2 see results... if i dont produce any... he will presure me... so 1 me 2 come out wif a training programme... daily basis... n want some1 else 2 monitor me... fuck sia~

but i was surprised cus the pmf 4 jan05 was done... tanks 2 one of my sgts... :) n 1 more gd thingy... i managed 2 get my off on friday :P woo hoo~ 1 more day off... cant blame me oso lah... i gotta clear my OT hrs leh... total i got 50+hrs loh.... :P hehehe 1 long weekend after another... tis is life man... :P

i still wondering y... everytime i go back 2 CAB West @ blk69... i will sure kana headache @ arnd 3.30pm... everytime @ tat time... sure 1 nv fail... unless i am somewhere else... if i in office i sure get headache... think it's the atmosphere there makes me sick... :(

took no. 9 home with dennis n cheesiong @ abt 6pm... they were toking abt applyig 4 NUS online... just $10 n they giving it a try... asking me 2 try out oso... but i still thinking abt continuing my studies... i kinda no mood 2 study loh... plus no $$ oso... somemore dont know if i could still take the stress anot :P muahahaha... everytime think so much... maybe got time then i go research abt further study bah...

2molo helping andy out with the ippt station ic... gotta take no.2 instead of no.9 liaoz... cus no.9 takes abt 45mins 2 reach CAB West... no.2 just 30mins... need 2 be at work @ 7.30am... hai~ must go sleep liaoz... cant play ps2 loh... nvm... 2molo can play cus i friday off :P n i am getting WE8 on friday... maybe getting GTA san andreas n NFS underground 2 too :P hahaha

H0m3 @L0n3 w|tH L0tS 0f tHoUgHtS~

hai~ woke up @ 9.30am tis morning... nothing 2 do dont feel like going out... so stayed home the whole day... surf net... play ps2... watch tv... eat... n eat... n eat... hahaha :P man thinking of going 2 work 2molo makes me sick... sure will kana ask 2 do PMF n ration n RT... sian ar... kinda having slight headache... y did the world evolves into such a state now... tat everythingy is so rush... every1 is fighting 4 1st place... no one wants 2 lose out... all so kiasu n kiasi... y cant we just live a simple life of our own... no disturbance from other ppl... no war no competition no struggle just peace n loving world... but tat's nv meant 2 be... hai~

hai~ already 1 month has past in yr 2005... n now cny is around the corner... every yr is the same... nothing new nothing wonderful... every yr my pain n sorrows r always more than the happy n joyful moments... it's been like 23 yrs... will it be like tis till i die??... 23yrs already... still no sign of my other half... when would i be able 2 find someone tat would love me??... y wont any1 love or even like fat ppl??... y must a person be slim 2 be able 2 attract attention n love??... how i wish every1 in tis world is fat so tat every1 is equal no 1 will despise fat ppl cus every1 is fat...