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hai~ woke up @ 9.30am tis morning... nothing 2 do dont feel like going out... so stayed home the whole day... surf net... play ps2... watch tv... eat... n eat... n eat... hahaha :P man thinking of going 2 work 2molo makes me sick... sure will kana ask 2 do PMF n ration n RT... sian ar... kinda having slight headache... y did the world evolves into such a state now... tat everythingy is so rush... every1 is fighting 4 1st place... no one wants 2 lose out... all so kiasu n kiasi... y cant we just live a simple life of our own... no disturbance from other ppl... no war no competition no struggle just peace n loving world... but tat's nv meant 2 be... hai~

hai~ already 1 month has past in yr 2005... n now cny is around the corner... every yr is the same... nothing new nothing wonderful... every yr my pain n sorrows r always more than the happy n joyful moments... it's been like 23 yrs... will it be like tis till i die??... 23yrs already... still no sign of my other half... when would i be able 2 find someone tat would love me??... y wont any1 love or even like fat ppl??... y must a person be slim 2 be able 2 attract attention n love??... how i wish every1 in tis world is fat so tat every1 is equal no 1 will despise fat ppl cus every1 is fat...