Friday, October 31, 2008

The long awaited licence


finally... after sooo many yrs of delay... i passed my TP this afternoon... my beri 1st try n i did it, i even managed to hit the pole n make it drop while i wasing coming out from my parallel parking lol... tat was 10 demerit points loh...

then on the slope... somehow i stalled n roll backwards... tat's 2 points... n finally during the parallel parking i needed additional maneuvers to get the car in the centre of the slot... 2 more points... total of 14 demerit points... beri lucky...

my mind was like WTH... y did i go hit the pole when i could clearly see tat my front of the car is going to hit it... then when i see it go down followed by the 'ping' sound... my heart just sank i thgt i was a goner already... haha... but luckily not much mistakes along the way... i did missed to check blind spot twice when switching left lane n turning left... maybe my action wasn't tat big enough... but still those 2 errors were just warnings... :P

gonna get the real licence in a few weeks time... finally hehehe... so happy :P should haf gotten it while in poly or army loh... but better late than nv hehehe

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Slowly and inevitably...

... i'm beginning to lose my sense of direction... the loneliness just creeps in out of no where... kinda missed that few weeks... i think that was the 1st time in my life i smsed so much in a day, in a week... it was something i really looked forward to... before working everyday, during lunch time, after work... n during weekends...

but things r slightly different since then... knowing u r happy with him, with him by ur side... it kinda restricts me from smsing... i still do, i still wanna sms... but somehow i just don't know how to anymore... i'm happy for u... but at the same time i'm sad...

at work, kept looking at my hp to check if there were any missed sms... but all i see is my wallpaper... hai~~~

i'm human... i need to be loved too... i wan to be loved, cared for... be appreciated... somehow it's just a fantasy i could only dream of... the reality just makes me sad... as if there's nothing for me to look forward to everyday...

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Rong Sushi

chopped up all the ingredients, waiting for the rice to cool


the 1st batch of sushi


plate 1


plate 2



after finishing the 1st batch of sushi, there were still alot of ingredients left n i haben even use the unagi yet... n i ran out of rice n seaweed... so i rush down to NTUC to buy seaweed, n come home to cook more sushi rice hehehe...



the end result of the making of Rong Sushi


6pcs unagi sushi


6pcs salad sushi, 2pcs sushi roll


the next 3 plates r a mixture of crab stick, radish ,egg n cucumber




take away anyone? hehehe



it's so tiring making sushi 2day... but the result is quite ok... get to try out some other type of sushi making... the 1st time i only make those normal rolls... this time i tried unagi, salad, n sushi roll... n i tink i spent about or more than $50 for this sushi making :P hahahaha no wonder sushi is so expensive when we go to the restaurants :P

Friday, October 17, 2008

Sushi Prep for Sat


preparing for my 2nd try at making sushi hehehe :P went to GIANT at Parkway this evening after work to get the ready made ingredients, got the rice n seaweed at NTUC earlier this week...

1. Jap Rice 2.5kg - $7.95
2. Sushi Vinegar - $1.60
3. Jap Cucumber 2pc - $0.63
4. Unagi - $8.50
5. Radish(yellow) - $2.69
6. Dried Ground Shaving(brown) - $2.85
7. Crab meat - $3.90
8. Seaweed - forgot price :P
9. 10pack mini soya sauce - $1
10. 10pack mini wasabi - $1

i love the mini packs... 10cents per pack loh... so cheap hahaha... gonna go NTUC buy somemore stuffs again... maybe get the unagi sauce, crab stick, n eggs cus not much left in the fridge le...

hope this time it would be as nice as the 1st time :P

Thursday, October 16, 2008

A restart...

communication is still the best n only way to solve problems... with clear thoughts of cus...

glad it's all sorted out...

i'm happy to have a frend like u... u r different... simply unique hehehe :P

u r my special frend...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

I'm nothing but a fool...

u have led me into believing there was fate... still hope out there... still a slim chance to be loved...

i was just fooling myself... fooling myself with those smses... those words... they felt so real...

what am i to believe such things could happen to me?

just a fool would think that...

i'm feeling so lost right now... no mood for practically anything...

u r just like a fantasy... playing a fool out of me in reality...

Friday, October 03, 2008

我不知道为甚麽这样...

...
爱情不是我想像
就是找不到往你的方向
更别说怎麽遗忘

站在雨里泪水在眼底
不知道该往那里去
心中千万遍不停呼唤你
不停疯狂找寻你

我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来
我是不是该安静的走开
还是该在这里等待
等你明白我给你的爱
永远都不能走开