tendered...

finally, i submitted my resignation letter to my boss 2day... last day would be on the 4th of FEB 2008... i felt so relaxed n happy when i left the office n continue working 2day... haha it's like i just put down a huge rock from my back... lol~

but still i gotta work for abt 3 weeks... then go reservist then i'm offically jobless lol~

YAHOO~ so happy that i'm leaving fuji xerox... :P

旧歌还是最美 (old songs r still the best)

郑中基 - 你的眼睛背叛你的心

Olivia 阎韦伶 - 傻孩子

saw this new singer's mtv making on tv... the song is really nice... her voice is nice too... listen to this song 1 time i already love it liaoz lol... enjoy her mtv :)

Appreciation...

finally, someone who appreciates my hand-made card... n it feels so nice :) being apreciated for wat i've done... not like in the past, which sux big time...

i tink i just gotta see who deserves the tings i do n who dont... lol :P

Junk Food...

haha quite some time nv go bedok NTUC walk walk... went there this afternoon n saw lots of chocolates on display... especially ferrero rocher... was sooo tempted to buy 1 box loh... but then tink of it, just 1 pop into the mouth n it's gone, cant really enjoy it lol... so didn't buy...

but i did buy some of my favorite snacks... just these 4 types, not cheap loh... the box of lindt thin milk chocolates already abt $9... the giant box of hello panda strawberry biscuit abt $5... the bag of lays $3 plus... the cadbury twirl $1 plus... so just these 4 items already $20 plus liaoz lol...

but who cares... i just love these junk food hahaha...

FM2008 - Juve 1st Season Results

hahaha finally... after being sacked 3 times by juve, managed to reach 2nd place on my 4th try with juve n the correct tactic n players hahaha... 2 times was half way though the 1st season got sacked cus was laying in middle table, the 3rd time i got to manage for 3 seasons, but my performance always 7-8th place so juve's board didn't wanna recontract me lol...

Final Serie A League Standings

i almost won the Serie A loh... was having same points as inter, till the last 4 games, got beaten by reggina & catania... mistake loh hai~ but 2nd place was gd enough :P

Primary Tactic 442
this 442 was modified from the secondary tactic, cus while using the 451, the lone striker wasn't able to finish everytime, so decided to have 2 strikers to increase scoring chance lol... and it's this 442 that really helped me to reach 2nd place

Secondary Tactic 451this 451 was initially my primary tactic, but somehow it won't last thoughout 1 entire season, the com teams seems to be able to counter this tactics after half a season lol...

Transfers in/out these r the players i signed n sold... Angelo Palombo from Sampdoria is a must sign cus he's a DM capable of DC/CM... and Cesar Delgado is a really gd as a striker and as a attacking winger, although he is a FC... both Gennero Delvecchio & Mathieu Flamini r brought in to strengthen the midfield lol... i sold Sergio Almiron & Tiago cus i find them useless to the team, can't defend properly n can't score from far... only in a few occasions they managed to assist haha :P

Coaches last time i play FM i don't care abt coaches n trainings... but this FM2008 i bought alot of better coaches n made up my own training schedules lol... so far it works well lah... players' stats r increasing slowly...

i'm starting my 2nd season soon... i just bought Sergio Aguero euro$47.5m, Andres D'Alessandro euro$18.5m hahaha now midfield n forward stronger liaoz :P hope can win SerieA this season, cus i promise the board i be winner :P if i dont then i tink will get sack the 4th time again lol

Mis-calculation...

shit loh... only till this afternoon then i realised the schedule i made for my resignation was wrong... instead of having CNY on the 7 & 8 of FEB 2008... i accidentally marked CNY as 18 & 19 FEB... which was the dates of CNY in yr 2007... how could i be so careless??

if this is the case then i have gotta push forward the date i tender loh... so from 11th JAN 08, i pushed it to 31th DEC 07 lol... so i'll be tendering by end of this month...

then leaving FXS officially on 4th FEB 08, just few days b4 CNY... i was planning to leave 1 week b4 CNY so i could do some house cleaning... but then now seems not much time... i'm leaving on the 4th cus i would be having reservist from 21 JAN-1 FEB 08... so going back to company on the 4th for last day to do hand overs... hope this plan works lol

lucky i realised this horrible mistake today... oso due to the fact that my sis was planning a trip to Genting for the family from 11-13 FEB 08... that's how i realised the mistake on my schedule... haha but this makes me more happy... cus i can leave much much more earlier than i planned lol... so from now only abt 22 days of carrying that stupid heavy bag to work lol... after which i would be a free man... for awhile only :P

心~已倦了。。。痛苦的相思~忘不了。。。

心若倦了, 泪也干了...

这份深情, 难舍难了...

已不见你, 暮暮与朝朝...

爱一个人, 如何厮守到老...

怎样面对一切, 我不知道...

回忆过去, 痛苦的相思忘不了...

爱你怎么能了, 今夜的你应该明了...

MC......

don't know how, don't know when... but i kinda sprained my left ankle... can't walk for too long so didn't go work today as i would be on my feet 95% of the time when working...

when to see the doc, he ask me how i got injuried... but i oso don't know how to answer him loh... kept thinking back on yesterday whether i twisted it or what... but i don't think i did loh... then he added it might be due to GOUT... too much uric acid in my blood... but my last medical check up turns out ok loh... hmm *scratch head*

so did i sprain my ankle or its due to gout?

aiya who cares... i'm on 1 day mc, can relax no need to work hahaha... if 2moro still pain then i go get 1 more day mc lol... hope 2moro still pain lol :P

recently done up a calendar to plan for my tender hahaha :P so i've already fixed a date liaoz... 33 more days till i tender on the 11 jan 2008... then after that work 1 week, then go reservist for 2 weeks then come back work for 1 last week to hand over everythingy... so total 1 month notice loh lol... then maybe could clear some of my leave in between oso...

oso heard that lately quite some ppl already tender liaoz... i'm sooo happy it's gonna be my turn soon lol... then after i quit, i can enjoy my CNY, after which go for my IPT training... already booked the sessions starting march 3rd, ending 2nd april... i booked this IPT cus i dont wanna go for RT next yr, i just haf to book another IPT session can liaoz... total 10 sessions only... while RT is 20 sessions...

so it's either i go job hunting in between all these then get a job afterwhich... or get a job n go for IPT every mon/wed evening... all will depend on my bank account hahaha... it should be able to last me couple of months without work... i was thinking to rest till end of april then start work lol... hope i can do that :P

quek 3 - 2 trojan

sian... although finally 'won the battle' against the stupid trojan... but i had to do system recovery for my pc n format my main HDD loh... lucky the trojan didn't infect my 250gb HDD... managed to back up important docu into it before doing sys recovery...

now i'm like having a new pc... starting every afresh :P manage to get everythingy up n running last nite... only 1 thingy missing... MS office... shit, how am i suppose to write my resignation letter without Ms words? gotta go find or maybe buy liaoz lol... :P

lucky compaq got this recovery thingy... if not sure die... cus i no have any windows OS... now i gotta be careful wat i d/l liaoz... i this is really the keygen that brought in the trojan... n not my bro hahaha oops :P

from HK...

got another gift that came from HK again... this time it's a pen, a mickey mouse pen from HK disneyland... it's from M, she just came back from her holiday last week... and she left it in my pigeon hole in the office...

she kept telling me she sorry cus the gift too small... haha but then it's the thought that counts mah... anyway i like it alot... tks :)

i think i should be the 1 who feel sorry, cus i went cambodia didn't get her anything :P hehe nvm... maybe x'mas or before i leave i will get her something in return...

trojan 2 - 0 quek

what r the odds of being infected by the same trojan 2 times in a row?? i think i'm the only 1 that is soooo 'lucky'... but ytd after restoring my pc to an earlier date, and disinfecting my pc, everything went back to normal... but this evening when i came home, i was still surfing normally... till my bro wanna use my pc... during that time i went to bath...

but when i came out and enter my room, to my horror the same trojan was attacking my pc again... my 1st thought was "what website did my bro visit?"... he said only friendster... but i gone into friendster and no trojan... how come he went in n after that there was this trojan again?? i can't blame him, yet...

1stly... the trojan might not be completely removed from my pc ytd

2ndly... it might really be that the trojan came from friendster, as i got the same trojan ytd after visiting friendster...

3rdly... the trojan attacked almost at the same time at ytd, around 7pm...

lastly... it could be due to the keygen i downloaded on 20nov, but the trojan from that keygen was blocked, maybe it wasn't fully blocked...

i'll need to monitor my pc activities from now... and to prevent me from pushing the blame to my bro... i would need to restrict him from using my pc till i am sure the trojan is gone...

trojan.downloader.winfixer

just my luck... came home after a tiring day, on my pc... start msn and go friendster then suddenly a pop up window and all hell breaks loose...

suddenly there was this windows error msg telling me that my pc was infected with a kind of spyware etc, and keep linking me to a website to download and install their antivirus... even my antivirus can block it from running loose... end up i gotta go offline completely so it can't link anymore websites to me... and once it stops i could start scanning for viruses... finally found lots of this trojan.downloader.winfixer inside my local settings/temp folder...

how did it get there man... the last thing i did ytd was to d/l heroes season 2 ep 9... then this evening friendster n msn... somehow this trojan manage to get in... duh~ headache loh...

sis came back from HK...

sis went HK with her in-laws n husband... came home n gave me couple of T-shirts... n i love the transformers design 1... tks alot sis :)

super pissed off day... 1stly the sales logged in 2 calls for the customer, but end up there's only 1 machine that tally with the serial no... n even the customer oso tell me she only got problems with 1 machine... cb sales rep...

2ndly, installation on docuwork only... i thght it was don't by software ppl or even the customer themselves can do it with the CDs... but works control say those who trained to use docuworks can do installation... ok loh, lan lan... wat really make me fired up is when i reach the customer place, i was told the machine was on level 20 n need to move to level 19 to install... i followed n pushed the heavy machine down, thinking the docuworks r to be installed on PCs on level 19...

but when i reach there, the entire level was un-occupied not a single work station... ask the customer whether she asked for installation of docuworks she just gave me a shock face... thght i was there to install the machine... end up i said i would help to install, eventhough i not trained on the model... then she call the sales to verify... the sales can even tell me it's the system problem he only log in 1 installation for a machine, n not install docuworks... then he added the docuworks is later on if the customer want then we install for them... fucking cb...

I HATE FUJI XEROX SALES PPL!!! happy happy log in calls for customer n push everything to us...

more worst is after that i got another 3 installations... on 3 new machine which i never trained before... but was told they were similar to the models that i was trained so i can install them... but there were so much additional interfaces to be installed onto the machine loh... n on of the machine keep giving me error when i pulg in the EPSV,end up i do these 3 installation from 2pm plus till 6.30pm... then 2moro morning still gotta go back to finish up the installations...

only worked 1 day i already having headache... so sick of this job...

on leave...

woo hoo... 2day monday i on leave, but still was woken up by the stupid sms from the co hp... i on leave still send me customer info... y can't the manager update the works controller everytime there's a leave update??? need me to inform the controller that i on leave n reject the call somemore... hai~

normally won't be at home on weekdays, now then i realised how disturbing the noise from construction works was... really hard to bear... actually planned to go swim then go TM starhub check out on the hubstation promotion i receive in my letter box... but when i came out of the bathroom, the entire sky was dark loh... n it rained even before i could change n go out...

so end up i call the hotline n ask abt the promotion, to check if i need to pay any other additional charges etc... but who knows, as stated in the mailer 'while stocks last', the promotion already ended cus no more stock... wtf, should have checked it out immediately when i got the mailer few weeks back loh... hai~ waited till now, too late liaoz... partly cus weekdays too tired, n weekends too lazy to go out hahaha

later see how lah... if the weather permits then i go swim swim... long time nv relax in the pool liaoz... really must go swim awhile, scare later don't know how to swim then die hahaha :P

now stay home oso nothing much to do... either i play my winning eleven or watch the dvds i bought... ohh yah, got back my ps2 from my bro... cus now he living with us... but sleeping in the living room cus no more rooms in our small small 3room flat... cus my room too small...

now more than half a monday gone... n i still at home doing nothing but playing n resting... think that's my life bah hahaha :P go out oso alone don't know do wat... go walk walk see stuffs oso sian... cus scare waste $$...

hai~... wat more sian is to do some work even when i'm on leave... just received a call n was required to make another appointment with a customer that was having some issues with our machine... hai~ it isn't much to call a customer, but i would rather stay away from work matters when i'm not working... wat to do, TL call me can't reject mah... somemore i'm the last person who follow up with that customer...

come on quek, 1 more month to bonus... n if situation permits, 4more months till sayonara FXS... else would be get bonus n sayonara asap... lol~ :P

weird feeling~

little would i have expected, that the customer's name in my sms would turn out to be my ex-sis-in-law's...

went AIA tower to replace a drum for a copier, i got a shock when i asked for her n i saw a familar face in the customer's place... cus i went to this customer before in the past, n she wasn't working there... but today she was there... she changed job...

felt kinda awkward, cus i didn't know how to address her... by calling her 'da sao' might not sound rite for her... calling her by her name wouldn't sound rite for me... end up i didn't really call her anything... just replaced the drum n ask how come she was there n end of conversation... the atmosphere was kinda weird for me there... lol

hai~ wat to do... it's the problem between her n my bro... n i don't wanna be dragged into such stuffs... cus the way i see it, one doesn't trust... the other doesn't give in...

so sick of love... well, pretty much disgusted by it... it seems so fake, or probably it is so due to the fact that the ppl in love r so fake... u'll see ppl falling for 2-timers/liars/or even abusers... yet there r others who r so much better, but u won't see ppl falling for these types... n everyone goes for looks, so better luck next life for the ugly ducklings loh...

All me...

didn't really have the mood to blog lately... saw this on someone else's blog... think i'll just list down all the things about me...

10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1) I am FAT
2) Been single for 25yrs, think it's gonna stay this way forever
3) I'm tired from playing soccer
4) I want a cat for a pet
5) Lost in life
6) Need someone to talk to, gonna break down soon
7) I can't speak up in the presence of gals
8) I love to drink F&N Sarsi
9) I love to relax in a pool, wash away all my thoughts... but recently lazy to go swim
10) I loathe my work at FX

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1) Tell me "I love U"
2) Talk to me, let me know I'm not a nuisance
3) Don't "curse" every minute
4) Buy me something on my bday, v'day
5) Care for me when I'm sick
6) Be true
7) Be filial
8) Hug me
9) Don't break it, not even once!

8 THINGS I CARRY / WEAR EVERYDAY
1) Wallet
2) Packet tissue
3) Handphone
4) Watch (only when I'm working)
5) Pouch for tools (only when I'm working)
6) Bag (only when I'm working)
7) Underwear loh
8) Shoes, but prefer sandals & depending on occasions

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
1) Smokers
2) Ppl who rush into mrt b4 letting others to alight
3) "fake" sleepers in mrt train hogging seats
4) Ppl who spit anywhere n everywhere
5) Insurance/Financial advisers loitering in public places
6) Bengs/Lians loitering n talking loudly
7) Not being appreciated

6 PLACES I’VE VISITED (lower case) OR INTEND TO (upper case)
1) cambodia
2) thailand
3) ITALY
4) JAPAN
5) TAHITI
6) SPAIN

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1) Love & be loved
2) Write my will
3) Let my family/friends know I love them
4) Kill someone I hate
5) Play winning eleven

4 THINGS I’M AFRAID OF
1) Family getting hurt (touch wood)
2) Being lost in life
3) Having no Money
4) Losing my family (touch wood)

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1) Online
2) Watch TV
3) Sleep

2 THINGS I’M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
1) Love, my heart had stopped loving
2) Break down, I'm on the verge

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
1) My soul mate?

孙燕姿 - sometimes love just ain t enough

a beautiful n meaningful song...

time passes really fast woo... almost 2months into my RT le... later going for my 3rd last session... next monday 1 more, then wednesday the final rt-ippt test... then that's all for RT... so fast loh, n i still thought that it would be a suffering to go to RTs in the past... lol

somehow i enjoy going RT, not becus i crazy n wanna train to pass ippt :P but the fact is i wanna get away from work n rather go somewhere else even if it's RT... hate the work i do, hate my incompetent manager...

next friday company D&D at regent hotel... i on leave lol... but still gotta go down in the evening... cus sign up liao, if nv go must pay $80... think i go there sign attendance then leave... if hungry then eat abit then leave lol...

ohh yesh... my leg wounds r fully recovered liaoz... i can go swim n do watever already :P

刘汉强 - 对你的爱永不落幕

totally loved this song... but no matter how i search... just couldn't find it, be it online or in the stores... cus this song is like more than a decade ago... but still it's a beri beri nice song... if any of u guys out there happen to have this song pls send me can lol...

almost every weekend i would be having flu... it's either due to the amount of dust i had to breathe in while cleaning those dusty photocopiers at customer place, or i didn't hydrate myself with enough H2O...

and not sure y, but always when i'm sick, i tend to feel more emotional n more fragile... my entire mood will drop all the way to the bottom... cus everytime when i'm sick, i kept thinking how nice it would be to have someone beside me to take care of me, n be concerned abt me... that kinda feeling would be so wonderful, that's what it think...

but the more i think... the more depress i get... during today's RT we had to run across the width of the hockey pitch for 20mins... i just didn't think much n just ran, wanna try to block out any feelings by concentrating on running... seeing alot of ppl starting to walk... but i just kept on running... on the way home, waiting at the bus terminal... listening to songs, sad songs... i just felt like crying... i started thinking abt one particular thingy again... one that i had been trying to figure out for a month... i hate to admit it... but really, the problem lies in me... i didn't know what i was doing back then... i think that time i didn't think things thoroughly enough... n so ended up in this weird situation...

i regretted it...

for 25yrs, not a single relationship or a gf... failure, n worst is that now then i realise y this is so... cus i don't understand what is love, all those feelings that i thought was love, was actually not... n i don't know how to love, all the ways i thought that expresses love, was actually all the wrong ways...

i just don't know what is love, n i don't know how to love...

$20 richer

yeah... RS tio TOTO on monday... but only $20 hahaha :P at least got $ to take back loh... i think if not wrong this should be only the 2nd time i tio TOTO... but when will i tio group 1?? lol

yeah... my left foot recovering faster than i though it would... rested for 3 days without wearing covered shoes, then today gotta wear shoe to work, it didn't hurt anymore, but anyway i still put plasters on both toes to prevent any mishaps :P

came home n prepare for RT, removed plasters n gotta rush to RT... so didn't put on new plasters... at 1st thought it would hurt abit without 'protection'... but still it didn't hurt a bit... now i'm just waiting for the skin to grow back... then can go swimming... wanna try go swim after every RT, since the bus i taking would passby the swimming complex everytime... just need to check out the closing time of bedok swimming pool...

today RT quite tiring... partly my own fault lol... cus i extra, while in the gym, after some arms/legs training i went onto the treadmill for a run... then after gym, the PTI say we going for a 15mins run/slow jog... i was like HUH?? but i just ran... die~~ so i ran twice loh... but the 15mins i just did a slow jog loh... so tiring loh now... then 2moro still gotta walk n walk n walk whole day... so sian, now servicing machines in tanjong pagar area... everytime i need spare parts i gotta walk back to the store myself to get the part... cus the customer place r too close to fuji xerox tower liaoz... the delivery ppl don't deliver the parts within certain distances... soooo tiring!!!

林俊杰 - 突然累了

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了
说话说到吐了
我写歌写到疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了
不舍得舍不得都分手了
舍不得不舍得散了
爱是你的我是我的完了

原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

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就像这首歌一样，我觉得我只是突然累了。所有周围发生的事，我都没什么心情去理会它。就像是做什么或没做什么，最后还不是没有收获，没有意义。。。

so boring... so fast sat ending... sunday coming... n monday work again... n still left foot not healed yet... but at least its healing slowly... just hope on monday it won't hurt when i wear my shoe... n lucky 2day no RT due to Hari Raya... so can rest more :P

hai~ sian... recently no mood to do anythingy... watch tv sian, play game oso sian... just no mood to do anythingy... like everythingy no meaning liaoz... hai~

happy bday~ mr brian wang jiacong

lol

shit... i injured myself again!!! this time during work, while replacing a drum cart for a customer... opened the package to fast, the drum kinda slipped abit n the edge of the drum cart just slide pass my hand, n i could feel the skin being ripped off loh... when i look at it i was thinking "ohh shit", cus i could see the white flesh... i pressed on the side of the wound n blood came out... *faint* why do i keep injuring myself???

right knee almost completely healed... then left foot injured... today walked extremely slow to work n whilst working... now hand oso injured, but this 1 is a small wound lah still can work with it... but my left foot really can't tahan loh... it just doesn't seem to be able to heal itself loh...

hai~ finally applied all my leave... almost every friday i would be on leave, but some fridays i would still be working lah... cus i only got 8 days of leave for me to use this year... but then the thingy is... that useless manager of our district still haven't approve them yet... don't tell me u don't read ur emails everyday loh... by rite the leave approval should be sent to u already... cus i applied them on sunday... can't be the system so slow...

don't care... by thursday still haven't approve then i will inform him the very last minute... i already applied... if he don't wanna approve it oso must reject or let me know...

prone to injuries

i hate to admit it... but i'm starting to feel that fat ppl r kinda more prone to injuries... cus of the weight we r carrying on us...

2nd soccer session with jc n his frenz again at RI... played awhile as GK, then switched out to DLC, cus one of our players didnt bring shoe so could only play GK... so 2day really sweat alot lol... 1st time played, injured my right leg as i dive down to save the ball... so rested for 2weeks... then 2day played again... i don't know how n when, but mid way through i suddenly felt a sharp pain in my left feet, as if my socks had torn away n my foot was rubbing against the inside of my shoe... i still played on though, thinking that at most it would give me a couple of blisters...

after the game i took off my shoes, socks still intact... but just don't know how but 2 of my toes' top skin got rubbed away, leaving the flesh exposed... although it's just a small opening, not bigger than a 5cent coin on both toes... but it's still quite painful, yet no blood...

hai~ like everytime i play soccer will sure somehow injure a part of my body... maybe it's a sign to tell me to keep to just playing bball lol...

now it still hurts alot everytime i move the toes... then somemore 2moro after work got RT... don't know how i gonna exercise with my injured toes...

morale: very poor

just came back from my final session of my Phase 1 RT... took the ippt test, as usual, only pass my sit up... it's the only station i could perform extremely well... did abt 44 situps, a few no counts though...

the PTIs said if we dont feel like taking the 2.4km run, we don't have to run... cus they know some ppl after failing some static stations don't wanna waste time n energy to run, since the outcome is still fail... so i did just that... after doing the 4 statics i just return the no. tag n get my receipt...

the weird thingy is... i know i would nv pass... but somehow when i saw the word FAIL on the slip... i kinda felt demoralised... maybe cus i wanted to see abit of improvements after 7 sesions of RT... but still i didn't improve any... SBJ still 189cm, chin-up still 0, n shuttle run 10.9s... hai~ normally i won't feel anything abt failing ippt, but today is kinda a 1st for me to feel such a way...

or maybe it's just that these few months had been rather tough for me... although i'm used to things not working out the way i wanted them to... but having all these 'unsuccessful things' (be it big or small) happening one after another, just kinda took away any drive or motivation for me to live my daily life...

felt so much like crying while in the bus on the way back from bedok camp... but lucky the 'pain' was still bearable, so i didn't... just feel sooo demoralised right now...

Top 5 Things Every Extrovert Should Know About Introverts

interesting n true... do spare some time to read this :)

http://briankim.net/blog/2007/10/top-5-things-every-extrovert-should-know-about-introverts/

20. Quek Rongsheng

Personal Information

Overview
Full Name............ Quek Rongsheng
Date Of Birth....... 26.4.1982
Place Of Birth....... Singapore
Languages........... English, Chinese, Teochew (Basic)
Description.......... Obese Guy
Personality........... Introvert
Reputation........... Family


Happiness
General Happiness.... Finding it hard to adjust to his life
Major Concerns........ Wants to live a simple life
Short-term Plans...... Hoping to find a new job, a girlfriend

Changes at work...

recently just had another change in our district... by rite it shouldn't cause much of a problem, but then i kinda didn't handle it well... usually i'll be stationed around raffles place area to service machines... but starting from this week we kinda had a slight adjustment in our area, suntec city now belongs to the east district... n since we south district is short of 1 area to handle... we were given harbour front area...

so, i kinda got re-located to tanjong pagar area to service machines... i didn't like it at all, not that i gotta re-adjust to the area, cus when i 1st join this CO. i went all around the town area to service machines... n kinda know where the buildings n offices r located... the problem is, my office is in tanjong pagar oso... n i hate it if they get me to service a machine in our own office... u might think what is the fuss all abt... shouldn't it be more relax if i were to service machines in my own CO.?

think abt it... ppl in the office knows me, if i go there n do servicing... they might judge the way i do things... n i don't like that... n if it happens that there's a problem i can't solve, i would find it embarassing... although there would be managers/colleagues there who could help if i got stuck there, but it would make me look bad... n i don't like that kinda feeling...

but it's only been 2 days since the change, n i already couldn't take it... it's soooo boring n tiring working at tanjong pagar area... no place to sit/rest, not much public toilets around as mostly are shop houses... n these 2 days i've been having my lunch at our city store, where we draw out parts... i felt sitting in there talking with the uncles are more relaxing than going up to my office's pantry to take my lunch...

at raffles place i would always hang around OUB centre or just outside the mrt station... there u could sit anywhere... n everywhere u wanna go there would be underpass incase of rain, n variety of food there is sooooo much more than tanjong pagar... although more expensive... still if there's no call i could shop around OUB centre... at tanjong pagar i could only sit in the city store...

actually i've already asked my manager if i could swap back to raffles place, cus another colleague of mine wanted to work in tanjong pagar... but he called me today asking why i wanna change... did he even ask my other colleague as well? as if i'm the only one beri unhappy abt the change... some others are too... its just that they didn't voice out much...

then he suggested to me if i wanna be stationed at harbour front... i was like what? is there any restrictions for me to go back raffles place? if so just tell me... hai~ so fed up with this job...

i don't think i could wait till next march... i wonder if after i get bonus n leave... will i be able to survive till march... cus of the reservist between jan n feb, i can't possibly get a job at that time... just hope i could endure till march...

listening to stephanie sun's earlier songs... the lyrics of some of the songs really meaningful...

...突然觉得我只是一个人
有点孤单浅浅的忧郁
我不知道明天会不会很美丽...

...今天日记空白没有关系
不必每件事情都在意
不想工作 不想困扰自己
不必刻意想你...

...一点点你的微笑
已经让我觉得温暖...

...还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定...

...我曾经看见困难
变得胆小 不够勇敢
但还是要相信
相信感觉 相信简单...

hmm... 相信感觉 相信简单~ sometimes believing in our own feelings n following those feelings would just make our lifes more complicated... thinking that it's a simple thing, but would just end up in a mess... so i rather 宁愿当初没有决定...

Pulau Ubin ver.2

went to pulau ubin again ytd (sat 29/9/07)... to cycle again of cus, this time with mw/jc/jr n their frenz hx/pz... rite lah hor?

my leg wound from playing soccer haven't heal yet still go cycle lol... lucky didn't fall again at the same down slope... but one of us did fell, but lucky its just a small scratch... then kana sun burnt somemore... but only after my RT then i realised my face was red...

yup... went for my RT rite after coming back from pulau ubin... but took lunch 1st then went to bedok camp lah... if not i think train half way sure collapse lol...

tiring loh... 2day really not much energy left for RT... n worst is while training jumping for SBJ, squating up n down caused my leg wound to open up... n can see abit of blood surfacing... quite pain actually... then go gym train oso don't dare do too much leg workout... just worked out my arms, chest n stomach only

ohh this time round didn't take pic at pulau ubin, although i brought my k800i... but anyway hx got take some of our pics with her camera so i no need take loh lol... a camera is always better than a camera hp :P

not going with jc to play soccer on sun morning liaoz... cus of my wound... hope next week the wound would heal up n can go play soccer again lol...

moody...

been beri moody this entire week... don't know y oso... think i'm ready to quit... actually, i can't wait to quit... hahaha :P get bonus at end of year, buy PS3, go reservist at end of jan for 2 weeks, then come back tender, march officially leave the company, then relax abt 1 month... swee swee~ anybody's company hiring? lol

sian... everyday passby THAT shop in oub centre will have a sudden memory flashback... really, if can turn back time, i would have done otherwise...

there's a wake at my void deck since last week... i think this year got abt 4 wakes already bah? at my block... in my neighborhood i think more than 10 wakes loh... but mostly r old ppl, hope they left in peace...

hmm, i wonder when i would be having my own wake~ n i wonder would there even be ppl coming to my wake... lol~ hai~

Superwoman

by Gary 曹格

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我　不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你　爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡　的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨　对我微笑著的你
还能够　做些什麼代替我的歉意
总是望著我　小心翼翼顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然　让你精疲力尽

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh-Babe---
Ooh—Babe---

You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此　只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你　只是认定了我
无论在什麼时候回头　都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有　想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最後一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待　不要真的弃权

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh-Babe---
是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成灰烬

You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human(希望只是一个 只是一个人)
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me
You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)
You were my superwoman
安静的在身边　无条件给我　梦寐以求的温柔
Boy, I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)

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by Karyn White

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)

If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman

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super love this 2 version of the song... didn't heard the english version of it till ytd on the taxi on the way to jc hse... the uncle just put in the cd n played the song... i knew there was this english version, but i didn't knew it was so so nice~

call me GiGi~

lol~ not the hk female singer gigi leong... but juve/italian goalkeeper - Gianluigi(Gigi) Buffon :P

went to play soccer with jc n his frenz this morning at Raffles Institution... told jc i wanna try pick up soccer, so he told me join him every sun morning play with his frenz... didn't know RI is near bishan there :P but anyway, stayed over at jc hse so this morning could take his car down to RI...

but haben even start playing, it already started raining... n it wasn't small loh... lasted quite long somemore... played on the astro turf... n we saw lightning few times somemore... lucky nv really strike on the turf or any of us... else gonna be on newspaper liaoz... lol~

anyway... i don't know how to kick the ball at all so i be GK loh... n surprisingly throughout the entire session i only conceded 1 goal lol :P pro hor? hehehe but actually is the team defence really good n the other team not that good... oops :P hope didn't offend anyone...

n ok lah... jc play like c.ronaldo lah, do step over... then somemore the way he play exactly same as how he play winning eleven loh... hahaha, but really cus he scored abt 5 goals... rite? n he went down the super steep slope 4 times!! to collect the ball cus it was over kicked n when down the slope lol... n y 4 times, cus no one else wanna go down tat slope lol...

ohh... n i injured my right leg again... cus i crazy, go slide across the astro turf to intercept the ball from the striker... then scratched my right knee, somemore its just next to my pulau ubin wound loh... lucky nv kana the old wound, if not i think it would be beri hard to recover...

maybe next time can go play again... if RT on sat not that tiring... 1st time play soccer ever since that 1 time in rsaf... still, i think i'm better in winning eleven instead of the real game lol... hor jc? 8-1 8-1 8-1~ lol

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

VCR...

aka video cassette recorder, i tink nowadays i'm the only few with a VCR in my home lol... anywayz, mine just now suddenly gave out a static sound while i was watching tv... n the next moment i saw white smoke coming out from it... i quickly put out the VCR, off my tv switch, disconnect the scv cable n open up my windows...

suddenly my room become so smoky, as if fire breaking out loh haha... lucky it didn't go up in flames... :P my parents oso kana shock to see my smoky room lol... lucky it happened when we were home... if not there goes our home... *touch wood*

now i got an entire cardboard of video tapes n no more VCR haha... think gotta throw them all away someday... but wat a waste... alot of my favourite shows r in them... hai~ hahaha

hai~ 2day really beri tiring... no mood nor strength to work loh... bend down my legs feel aching, stand up my ribs hurt... think i over worked myself on my last RT session during jumping... die, now whole body ache... dont know if this sat RT can tahan the work out anot...

soooo tired...

who says...

after a run or a workout would clear one's mind, or one wouldn't think too much cus after exercise it would be too tiring to even think about things...

but i felt otherwise... finished my 4th RT session just now, a rather relax one, cus 2day we didn't run... just did some exercises on jumping n chin-up... still, i injured my left thigh from jumping, cus i landed too hard...

anywayz... during the short rests during the session... i couldn't help but think about stuffs (don't have to say what lah, those who knows me would know what i think about)... even after finishing the RT... on the bus home... i'm still thinking, still couldn't believe some thing like that would happen... never thought something so simple would end up so complicated... n the thought of "never try never fail" keep repeating in my mind... die~~

i am beri tired... body aching oso... yet, my mind still couldn't rest... it still keeps on bringing back those memories... can anyone take away my memories?

Your True Love Will Find You Eventually

You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more. If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people. You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active. Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!

Will Your True Love Find You?

quizzes

got bored... did some quizzes n here r my results :P

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

You Are a Blue Crayon

Your world is colored in calm, understated, deep colors. You are a loyal person, and the truest friend anyone could hope to find. On the inside, you tend to be emotional and even a bit moody. However, you know that people depend on you. So you put on a strong front. Your color wheel opposite is orange. Orange people may be opinionated, but you feel they lack the depth to truly understand what they're saying.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long. For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner. Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie. However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues. Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You're a Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out But you've got plenty of intensity in return

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility. Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships. Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question. Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

Saturday

went to my 3rd RT training ytd, teach us how to do SBJ with the correct technique... the PTI told me my jumping is ok, got the height, but i gotta work on my landing... cus i land too soon n didn't stretch out my legs...

then go their gym, finally got to do some machines there... cus last 2 trainings due to too much ppl n time constrains, i only did 1 machine... trained mainly on my arm n leg muscles...

haha when i came home my mum told m emy bro oso having his RT at bedok camp... but we r in different time slots... mine is wed/sat phase1, his is tues/thurs/sun phase2 already... if i know he is doing RT at bedok camp oso then i would have chosen the same time slot as him... cus doing RT alone kinda sian... maybe next time RT will book same time slot with my bro...

finally bought Olivia's 1st & 3rd album, Precious Stones & A Girl Meets Bossa Nova 2 respectively... cus last friday evening when to ktv @ suntec with jc, jr n their friend... so on the way there i went into HMV to get these 2 cds...

Precious Stones

1. Make it mutual
2. Fall in step with me
3. 2nite is the nite
4. I'll move on
5. Hesitation
6. Fade away
7. Like a new beginning
8. Mine...High...
9. In my heart
10. Here is a hope
11. Look up
12. It's real
    

A Girl Meets Bossa Nova 2

1. So nice
2. Kiss of life
3. Wave
4. L-O-V-E
5. How insensitive
6. One note samba
7. Make it mutual
8. Driving
9. Fade away
10. I'll move on
11. Kiss me
12. Sweet memories

cBox

deleted some postings in my cBox ytd, cus some extra ppl have the time to post msgs but doesn't have the guts to indicate who they r...

i might be living in my own dreamland, so what r u? do u even have a life? or is ur life sooo perfect that u have the rights to judge how ppl live theirs? i would perfer my dreamland than the real world, cus it sux big time...

张信哲 - 难以抗拒你容颜

my feelings exactly...

Remedial Training (RT)

had my 1st RT ytd evening @ Bedok Camp II... kaoz, now then i know bedok camp is guards camp loh... lol

took bus 14 there... it took abt 25mins to reach there... but reached liaoz still gotta walk abt 5-10mins into the camp itself... so stupid... thought ytd the training would really last from 4pm-8pm... but then kinda find tat it's kinda relax leh... once finish can go off liaoz... only will drag if there r alot of ppl doing RT lah... so lets hope the upcoming 1 one wednesday wont last the full 6pm-10pm... if not i sure die... reach home n clear my work sure 12midnite liaoz... then where got enough rest? hai~

then ytd after RT went home n then out again... watch movie with jc n jr... had dinner at suki sushi... i or we would nv ever step into any suki sushi restaurant anymore... the food sux, variety sooooooooo little... n the quality is like~ aiyo just sux loh...

then mw still can fly aeroplane loh... buy for him ticket liaoz then nv show up... but lucky not i pay 1 hahaha :P watched rouge assassin by Jet Li... story not bad, quite interesting abt yakuza... but the dialogues abit imperfect loh... somemore steph song is acting in the movie loh lol... kinda stun when saw her face appear... hahaha

then afterwards went jc hse play game again haha... play till this morning 8.30am loh... haha take cab home at 10plus with mw, i was still feeling abit lost cus just wake up... then till now i haben go rest yet... haha neck aching already... tink must go rest liaoz...

hai~ kinda keep tinking abt stuffs... tink i have done sometingy tat i'm starting to regret... but wat done is done... can't be undone... just gotta watch my steps now loh...

Thoughts

说不出的话~

想不透的心~

记忆里模糊的你~

照片里真实的你~

此刻不知所错的我~

只要求一颗了解我的心~

但。。。

现实上不可能的我们~

苦苦挣扎的心~

爱不了的爱~

最终还是得放弃了。。。

Olivia

bought her 2nd ablum:

a girl meets bossanova

1. Fly me to the moon
2. Meditation
3. Feelin' so good
4. Where is the love
5. My favorite things
6. Love fool
7. The girl from Ipanema
8. Quiet nights and quiet stars

THE flowchart

hehehe while in the train on the way to tampines, i suddenly have a thought about relationship n stuffs... but in a form of flowchart hahaha :P

hehe its kinda weird, but it's all true to a certain extend... depending on each individual's way of tinking... but this is how i picture the whole tingy... so, was tinking since failure in both courtship n relationship would lead to 2 party becoming just friends or even worst... y not eliminating 1 step? the courtship... hahaha so we jump from friendship into relationship, with both parties agreeing to it of cus :P

hehehe tinking too much again :P

tuesday thoughts~

jialat~ can't stop tinking about it... kept tinking about the pros & cons... should i or shouldn't i... even while walking to the interchange loh... hai~ really shouldn't tink too much... cus it's going nowhere... although i would be extremely happy if tingys would become more than wat they r... but i'm happy with the state is has always been in... i just don't want tingys to turn sour... pls? haha i doubt anyone understand wat i'm saying :P

after work went all the way to tampines... cus kept tinking alot of stuffs... wanna relax, so went down to tampines to find Olivia's album...

finally i bought Olivia Ong's new album : Fall in Love With Olivia... her voice is so gentle, listening to her songs can really relax loh... now, 1 ablum down... 3 more to go... gonna buy her 2nd ablum from raffles xchange cd shop, then 1st n 3rd ablums from HMV lol... i'm mad about her songs... u might ask y i don't buy all CDs from 1 place... reasons r, not 1 shop sells all her 4 ablums, n their prices all varies loh... her latest album i bought for $17.90 @ TM MJ... else sells from $18.50-$19.90... haha tat's y i going around to find the cheapest price :P abit miser u might tink... but wat i need, i would spend... n wat i wanna have, i would try to get it with the minimum cost... :P

1. Make it with you
2. For your babies
3. Fall in love - Koini ochite (japanese)
4. Sometimes when we touch
5. All out of love
6. True colours
7. Close to you
8. First of may
9. Fields of gold
10. The rose
11. Foolery
12. Only with you
13. I believe (chinese)
14. Lovers' tears (chinese)

tuesday work~

2day tiring loh... did 10 calls loh... but some r replacing drum calls so consider easy liaoz... but then kana 1 customer super irritating, i hate going there now... they have 2 different machines under xerox... 1 black/white 1 color, i did the color machine 1st, just to reset counters in the machine... when i was almost done, one of the office lady came in n told me the black/white machine oso got problem...

sian loh... last time when i was there they oso last min then let me know the other machine not working well... i was like huh? then y never log in call for the other 1 oso? cus i was already given 2 other customers to attend to after finishing up on theirs... now they give me problem when i was about to leave...

anyway i didn't fix the other machine on the spot, i just ask them to log in a call n if there isn't anyone else available then i might be coming back to fix it after i attend to the next 2 customers...

so almost about 4.30pm i went back to the same customer to fix the machine... till 6pm loh, 1/2 hr of OT... stupid machine, keep causing the paper to curl up... 2moro still gotta go back replace somemore parts n test... hai~

nitemare

had a scary yet funny dream last nite... dreamt tat i put on weight till like 105kg again lol... then face become rounder n bigger... look like myself back in poly times again hahaha...

really scare i will get fatter loh... but going RT soon, tink tat will make me lost some weight bah haha...

feel tat i really tink too much recently liaoz... cus keep having headaches... kinda like my migraine is coming back :P

hai~

Train Man (movie)

watch a Jap movie on scv ytd... Train Man... thgt it would be the same as its jap tv series... but the process of how the guy win the gal's heart is kinda different from the tv series version... maybe cus in movie they cant drag too long... so just use another way to describe the Train Man...

but still... its quite touching... cant really relate to the man in the movie... but the last part of the movie, when he was crying on the train platform and his chatroom friends r encouraging him... he said someting which i felt exactly the same... "it's so hard for me to fall in love with someone"

went to Comex this afternoon... hmm not as crowded as i would expect it to be... but still lots off ppl... but this time round like noting much leh... or maybe cus i didn't really have anyting in mind to buy... only need to get an all-in-one card reader & an Epson black ink cartridge for weixiang, i only wanted to check out on LCD monitors...

but then ended up i didn't when to look at any lcd monitors hahaha... cus i figured no point looking at them n not buying, was tinking maybe i would buy only when my crt is gonna spoil, which i tink will still last me a few yrs... so just walked around... n bought a green led casing fan for my pc & a black ink for my Brother printer (only now then i realised brother ink beri expensive)...

on the way back through citylink, went into HMV to find Olivia's CDs... found all 3 out of 4 albums... the 2nd album was out of stock... gonna get all 4 albums haha... but will go raffles xchange cd shop to check out the price there 1st... cus i tink it's slightly cheaper over there... but tat shop only got her 2nd till lastest ablum... tink the 1st album only HMV got... haha so end up still gotta go HMV buy :P

at home... now having abit of headache... too much to tink abt... work & RT & other stuffs... my RT is starting this month on the 8th on a Sat... n it will be on every wed & sat evenings... sian loh, the 1 on wed is gonna give me a hard time... cus gotta try to get off work early n the RT finishes at 10pm loh... at bedok camp, they say quite 'on the ball'... 10pm end means 10pm end, no early release of stuffs... then other camps once u finish the session early u can go home liaoz... just hope the rumours aren't true... else gonna be beri tired...

currently i'm going through training at pandan crescent, but only for this week... this time i'm there for pre-OSB training... 4got wat the full term OSB means liaoz... but its gotta do with software tingys...

training is relaxing cus no need to bring heavy bag or tools... just need bring laptop... but then, everyday i gotta wake up at 6.30am loh... compared to my usual 7.30am... just 1 hr earlier already cannot tahan loh... cus plus the journey from bedok to jurong... stand all the way to jurong loh... then go there take bus oso gotta squeeze with the students/workers there... coming back home in the evening is the same loh... so tiring, stand throughout the journey to n from...

but 2day i finally got a chance to sit in the mrt on my way back... then as i was abt to reach bedok... there's just this 1 tingy tat makes me so pissed off...

was sitting at those corner 2 seater... with a guy, he got out of the seat when the train entered the tunnel... then a gal walk pass the seat, i thgt she wanted to sit down, but she didnt... so as the train slows down n comes to a stop at bedok station... i got up... n guess wat... the gal sat down... i'm so pissed off loh... i know i'm fat, but i'm not occupying both seats wat... y must i get up then she sit down... so if i were to sit all the way to pasir ris, i tink the gal will stand till she get off lah... wat a bitch!!

soo tired already after end of day still there will be ppl to make me angry... hai~

Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girl

i love tis song... hehe when i 1st saw its mtv, i was in CAMBODIA loh... haha on the mtv channel there... kinda cute song...

(Chorus)
You're way too beautiful girl
Thats why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn, all these beautiful girls
They only want to do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say its over

See it started at the park used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
Thats when we fell apart cause we both thought, that love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young, to get ourselves sprung
Ooh we didn't care we made it very clear
And they also said that we couldn't last together (last together)
See it's very devine, you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind, you haffi get declined
Oh lord, my baby is driving me crazy

(Chorus)

It was back in 99
Watching movies all the time
Oh, when I went away for doing my first crime
And I never thought that we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out Mami moved me down south
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world It came out to be that she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)
See it's very devine, you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind, you haffi get declined
Oh lord, my baby is driving me crazy

(Chorus)

Now we're fussing and now we're fighting
Please tell me why I'm feeling slighted
And I don't know how to make it better (make it better)
You're dating other guys, you're telling me lies
Oh I can't believe what I'm seeing with my eyes
I'm losing my mind and I don't think its clever (think its clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
Thats why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal

size matters

oh man... i really getting fatter again liaoz... i'm currently struggling between size L & XL... i'm rite in the middle of it loh... L abit tight, but XL abit too big... *faint*

sian lah... must really go jog again liaoz... n eat less rice n meat... n less sugar drinks... but determination is not high... i'm easily tempted by all those delicacies... must try to find strong motivation... n nope, the 'must fit into L size clothes' is not a strong motivation for me... hahahaha :P

hmm wat else is there to motivate myself? .......... tinking~ tinking~.... zzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzz~

new look

finally, after soooo long... i've changed a new skin for my blog again... :P got it from blogskin as usual, but did abit of extra editing myself :P do u know i gotta search over 2000++ skins on tat site just to narrow down to tis 1 hahaha :P

to find a skin tat most suit my feelings n character hehehe... got quite a few, but most of the skins r designed for gal's blog... had been told my previous skin was kinda dark... so its time to change 1 loh :P tink tis 1 looks nicer loh haha

n i've put back the comments link for tis time round hahaha... n tis time it took me 3hrs to finish editing haha tink is much more faster than last time :P

DAY4

on top of the mountain, river stream

carvings in the river

on the way to see the buddha

these writings on the wall at the side of the stairs on the way up to the buddha

a long way up to the buddha woo... cambodian ppl asking for $ along the steps

the giant buddha foot print, with donations in it

the fountain of holy water

the buddha lies up there on the huge rock... went up there, quite an huge buddha i must say, but i didnt take any pic of it, cus i dont wanna take pics of gods

nice structure

my 1st sight of a mini waterfall

water rushing down the mountain

see the wooden logs? its there for a purpose, as a support... cus the rocks under the water r quite slippery... n there's a deep hole between one of the logs... n wat do u know, i fell rite into it, after several warnings from jc haha... cus i wanna test water, cant find the bottom n fell rite in... whole lower body was wet, even my pouch... but surprisingly, my hp n wallet wasnt wet at all lol

a view from the edge of the waterfall

we went down to the bottom of the waterfall, another beautiful site... too bad i didnt swim over to the bottom of it... jc n mw did though... n must apologise to qq n dl, nv watch over u 2 properly... end up letting u 2 fell into the water n hurting urselves... sorry leh :P

DAY5, FINAL DAY

we all went for a full body massage b4 heading to the airport in the afternoon... the massages there r quite cheap loh, foot massage only abt USD5~6... not sure how much was the full body massage though, cus dl paid all the expenses of the trip there, as she's our appointed treasurer haha

boarding pass back to singapore

at the siem reap international airport, no terminals... we gotta walk out to the transport apron n board the plane

sitting in row 14C... we were seated separately, 3 in a row... the other 2 in 2 other separate rows, row 15A & 16C

it was a 5hr flight back to singapore, compared to the 2hr flight to siem reap... cus we had to make a transit stop at Vietnam, Danang... tooks these pics while the plane was refuelling n ppl going to toilet...

i love the view of looking outside a plane... especially when it takes off n land... but too bad, on the way to siem reap i sat in the middle, then back to SG i sat in the aisle seat... hai~ cant take any pics of the sunset from high up above oso...

overall i enjoyed the trip alot... somemore is wif my frenz for the 1st time... hope there's a 2nd n 3rd n etc trips to come... n hope next time more ppl could go...

DAY3

preparing to get on a boat to the floating village

man pushing the boat out into the waters b4 starting it, kinda hard 4 us to get onto the boat... cus its beri slippery on the surface
wat do u know... a floating basketball court leh... in a cage somemore lol

there's even a floating church

houses on boats... i dont tink i can live in such environment even just 1 day... will bore to death :P

tis little gal gave us a scare loh... she just suddenly appeared on our boat out of nowhere, trying to sell drinks to tourists... she got onto our boat from a smaller motor boat tat her father drove, she's so daring... no afraid tat she might fall into the waters

floating souvenir shop/crocodile farm

crocodiles deep in the cage

little gal with a her pet snake, which grew up with her... tats y she's not afraid of it

3 cute kids selling bananas to tourists... when u hold up ur camera to take their pics, they will even pose for u... n after u taken the pic they will continue to sell their bananas to u... n everytime someone hold up their cameras, they will stop selling n pose for u... haha so cute

Singapore's version Titanic, Jack(jc) & Rose(mw) muahaha *puke* :P

Cambodia's flag

on the way back to land, kids rowing in their boat like they've just finish their school

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USD 5 ticket to a temple ruin

walk way to the temple, destroyed

all the steps/pavements collapsed, we had a hard time trying to climb up n move around in the place

dinner after a long n tired day, at the Red Piano Restaurant... kinda love the restaurants in siem reap, their atmosphere/designs r just great