Fuji Xerox + M1 + Yeo-Leong & Peh = ??

the answer to the above qns is... a ruined weekend...

it was a normal n relaxed friday evening after work... but it turned into a stressful n headache evening after i open up my letter box n found a letter from Yeo-Leong & Peh addressed to me... i was thinking how come a law firm would send me a mail...

when i open it, it was sent under the instructions from M1... to demand payment from me for the hp line i had during my time in Fuji Xerox... n the sum is $263.83 plus a legal cost of $53.50 which makes it a total of $317.33... i was like WTH...

1stly, when i left Fuji Xerox, i returned everything including the hp they gave me n the M1 sim card...

2ndly, i thought they would pass the sim card n hp to a new employee... so when i kept receiving the monthly bill from M1, i didn't bother abt it... why? cus the charges would be paid by Fuji Xerox... but i kept wondering how come they nv transfer the line to another person's name if it's being used by another person...

3rdly, i called up M1 friday nite to check on the monthly bills after i leave the company in Feb... i was told that Fuji Xerox lifted off the corporate plan from the line ONLY... n the line was still active... but why wasn't i informed of such things when apparently i am no longer holding onto the hp or the sim card... why wasn't i told to terminate the line?

i know i'm partly at fault for not calling up to double check on why i kept receiving the monthly bill... but Fuji Xerox should also inform me that the line is still active n i would need to pay for it... still, the main thing is i've already surrendered the sim card to the company... why can't they terminate the line on my behalf or inform me to terminate it?

the worst part is, i've only got 8days to make payment or somehow sort things out... but the mail was sent on 15th Sept, n i only saw the letter on fri nite... which gives me only up to this coming monday, or wednesday if the weekends r not counted... if after 8days payment is still not made, further legal actions would be taken against me...

i gotta call up the law firm to clarify things n try to extend the deadline, oso gotta check with Fuji Xerox what the hack was going on, n who handled the hp matters... whatever the outcome, i would never pay a single cent for something i didn't have n didn't use...

i had such a headache fri nite that i went straight to bed after dinner... not mood to even watch tv or play game...

but was feeling much better on sat morning... i thought~ it's either this case could be settled easily, with Fuji Xerox paying the charges... or~ i'll have to really come out with the $317.33 n take it as an expensive lesson to act fast if something is amiss... but then again, i'm gonna have some problems trying to come out with that amount $$...

lets hope for the best on monday...

mind clogged~

thought i could clear my mind with a swim... but it didn't... went swimming this morning, surprisingly it isn't crowded with kids... well, probably cus it's already 11am... think their lessons had ended...

anywayz... the water was cold, just rite to clear my thoughts... that's what i thought, but somehow instead of concentration on swimming, i kept telling myself to forget the stuffs 'hanging around' in my head... end up after the swim the thoughts r still stuck in my head... hai~

well... it doesn't really matter... maybe i'll go again next week after my driving lessons... i kept asking myself, "why the hell am i doing this all over again??"... once bitten, twice shy, a third time would mean that i'm a fool... to keep letting myself fall over...

but i just need that 1 little chance... that small little confirmation... that acceptance... i guess i'm just fooling myself again, that such chances would be available to me... yet, everything seems so nice... but i'm still getting that "i would end up falling again" feeling...

i couldn't help... but let the tears roll down my cheeks...

想太多

一旦有了一丝希望，单相思就成为每天的习惯。
当想念变成思念，而思念成了失望，
痛苦和绝望只是一线之差。

现实不如想象中的美，总以为梦想能成真，
到头来还是只剩一颗失落的心。

或许是太着急，也许是怕失去，
只想有个依靠，和一个精神上的支柱。

或许你就是那个希望，我的梦想，
只不过，我总觉得这个希望似乎离我越来越遥远，
仿佛随时就会破灭。