it's been some time...

... since i had nitemares, can't remember wat my last 1 was... but this 1 really scared the hell out of me... it felt so real n bad... maybe last time cus i was working, so not much time for sleep thus not much dreamz... now i'm free, tons of time on my hands to have daydreamz n nitemares... lol

btw: i submitted in some resumes 2day, now awaiting replies... i can picture the thoughts of those around me... it must be like "this guy finally starts his job search seriously, was wondering how long more does he wanna rest"

ok, as for the nitemare... can't remember clearly either, just some fragments of it... but it's scary enough if u ask me... firstly i was held in custody by the police, next thing i know i was helping this guy escape, a policeman was killed by his own pistol, n we used his keys to open the cuffs n broke out...

i reached home, but my room got those old style windows panels, those with abt 6-8 panes in 1 window n requires a lever to open/close them... ohh yah, n i was living on the ground floor for some reason i couldn't understand... i tried to remove the panes in the windows to escape... don't ask me why... it's a weird nitemare... i tink i was trying to hide n run away from my parents, i don't wanna get them involved... the scary part was i could clearly hear the conversation between my mummy n my sis while they were talking over the phone in the living room, i meant i could actually felt it as if i am hearing it in real life... n they were saying someting like "is RS alrite? is he mixing with bad company"

then i woke up... my heart was beating really fast loh... i looked at the time n it was 11.15pm... i had to convince myself that it was impossible for me to hear my mummy n sis conversation as my sis normally calls home abt 9.30pm... walked out of my room to get a drink... i felt thirsty, as if i ran a long way from escaping from the police...

scary n weird nitemare...

pulut hitam aka "or-zhou"

mummy cooked "or-zhou" 2day... long time nv eat tis liao... a few times back she did cooked it... but then i didn't ate, tink i was too full tat time... but tis time finally got enough 'room' in my stomache to input 1 bowl lol... :P

the old in the new...

finally upgraded my blog layout... kept the old background pic though... using it as a header picture now... but more or less nothing has changed lol... just the layout looks abit simpler n plain... hahaha

what my birthdate meant...

Your Birthdate: April 26

You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena. Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top. You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate. Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success. Your strength: Your attention to detail Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes Your power color: Turquoise Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up Your power month: August

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Song of the month #2

吴克群 - 为你写诗

林志炫 & 謝宇書 - 有些女人不能碰

I TOTALLY AGREE TO THE TITLE & THE LYRICS OF THIS SONG...... lol

my song of the month...

游鸿明 倦鸟余花



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沿路的雪花似雨 心里却感伤无语
冷天气可以穿衣 心病却难以就医
错肩时烟草低迷 再坚强都有泪滴
昨日的街道搬离 今天只留下痕迹

为何你就那么悄悄 敲醒旧梦天天
甜香枕着依恋 強在无心的睡眠
我们好像倦鸟余花 无奈心结千千
牵动心事圈圈 圈住我的思念
还有扰人的哀怨 倦鸟就此散 余花怎不乱

repeat #

我在天边无尽的飞翔 寻找记忆中
唯一还盛开的许愿花

你就那么悄悄 敲醒旧梦天天
甜香枕着依恋 缠在无心的睡眠
我们好像倦鸟余花 无奈心结千千
牵动心事圈圈 圈住我的思念
还有扰人的哀怨 倦鸟就此散 余花怎不乱

SBJ guidelines for failures...

its the 1st time we get printed notes for our training lol... this PTI at bedok camp taking care of the SBJ group gathered his own info n put them all in words for ppl who fail to pass SBJ... its a list of warmup/common mistakes/training exercises useful for training SBJ... so if u guys fail SBJ can read these notes... got any qns can ask me... or go bedok camp find any PTI... or can even join IPT lol... heard from the OC of bedok camp, the safra clubs gonna host IPT soon oso... but we gotta pay to join lah... so i rather stick to bedok camp lol... its free n near my home...

beri fast... completed 4 sessions of IPT liaoz... 6more including a test to go... but it will only finish in 2nd april... but truly IPT more tiring than RT, cus really every session there will be running... then group training on SBJ/Chin-up/2.4km...

hope next week continue raining... so weather cooling n training oso slightly more cooling lol...

lost&found + flash back~

last nite was busy trying to do up my resume in order to go to the career fair at suntec... with the help from vincent i finally finished my new resume lol... tks bro~

when i reach there, realised that i need to register just to enter the fair... so register loh... but once i enter the fair... i could only see AIA, GREAT EASTERN, PRUDENTIAL booths... there to promote financial planner career... nvm, i even entertained 1 of them for the sake of being polite... then went on further, but there was nothing much... not much of engineering jobs... there's aerospace career, but not that interested in those anymore...

i know the fair consists of career n education courses... but it gives me the feeling that the area for education booths r much more larger than the area allocated for career fair loh... hai~ what a huge disappointment...

nvm... on the bright side, there's another career fair in march... plus got IT show coming on the 6-8 march oso haha...

anywayz... back to the headline of this post... before i went for the career fair, i took out my portfolio with my certs n testimonials... then while searching through the envelope of certs... i found my old pri/sec sch class photos haha... was looking for them for some time already, at 1st i thought i lost them last time... but actually i kept it with my important documents...

bedok town sec 2B

fengshan pri 6/3

i guess i look cuter when i'm younger... n extremely ugly during my teens... lol :P