Sunday, June 04, 2006

received a testimonial from a frend recently... was kinda stanned tat he would write 1... hahaha cus its really rare for him to do such kinda tingy... but anyway must tank him... haha but he thought too highly of me already... i'm not all gd when i'm not in the mood :P nowadays more worst... kept feeling moody everytime after work... cus too tired already...

just now went swimming at bedok swimming complex... not much ppl as i thgt it would be... but still there's a crowd... at 1st i was tinking whether i could do 20laps in 1hr... but not even half way through i'm already slowing down... then towards the end then i started swimming faster abit... now back home feeling kinda tired... tink i over did it a little bit :P

few days back... actually on fri... i kinda realised tat i'm afraid of opening up 2 ppl especially gals... or kinda dont like toking 2 ppl at all... well maybe becus me n my colleagues dont haf any topics in common we could tok abt, except work... which is like so boring...

n if u ask me y i'm afraid of opening up... save it, i dont even know the answer myself either hahaha :P maybe becus i'm afraid of being laugh at, being said i'm a bore, n even afraid of being hurt... toking abt hurt... tink i would remain single from now on... dont haf to tink/care soo much anymore... i dont tink i could get over the past, tink i'm still afraid of being turned down... anyway single oso not tat bad... hahaha

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