Fantasy vs Reality

so tired today... actually it wasn't a bad day to begin with... althgh ytd went to the last call n gotta continue this morning cus store close already can't get spare parts... so this morning went to the store to get the part n went back to the customer n fix the machine... at 1st i still scare after changing the part the machine still give problem... but then the problem was really caused by the part i draw out from store... so it shouldn't be a bad day wat...

somemore after tat all the calls r rather simple, some just change of drum carts only... but then i too kinda or too extra wanna help do 1 last call... cus the controller say got some urgent calls... so i finished my call at abt 4.15pm, n took a last call, my 8th call today... wat u know, system slow perhaps, i received the call only at 4.30pm, n the customer is at neil rd... now where was i? ohh yah, raffles quay!!

i thgt to myself tats's the last time i take a call after 4.15pm onwards... cus u want me to travel from raffles to neil rd, which was near cantonment rd, or outram park mrt if no one is familiar with roads... cus by the time i reach there... it was near 5pm, n if i require any parts to repair the machine, i cant do anytingy, as the store wont deliver to me after 5pm... so no choice... i tried to fix it with the parts i haf, which i thgt would solve the problem... but it didnt... i was sooo sick of tis... taking apart the machine to change a small gear was so tedious... y? cus the machine was the oldest model... n i couldn't finish fixing the machine cus the customer gotta knock off... so i packed up everytingy n went home at 6pm...

my hands were so dirty after 'tearing up' the machine... was looking for a toilet to wash them on the way to the mrt station... but i cant find any at outram park mrt... sooo i hack care n went home, stepped into the train with filthy hands... n i thgt, i hold on to the bars, n the dusts n dirt r transferred onto the bars... so the next person touching the bar would carrying them home... hmm... hope they remember to wash their hands before they do anytingy... hahahahaha cus besides dirt n dust, there's abit of chemicals too... i dont give a damn... so kill me if u want... no use keeping tingys gd or being gd... cus nobody give a damn either...

i wanna die... wanna reincarnate into a cat... full stop!