overwhelm by sadness

not sure y... but maybe cause i'm already mentally exhausted from a whole day of reading in the office... i suddenly felt a wave of sadness overcoming me... where is the frend when i need a listening ear to hear me out... all i could do is just voice out in here... but not all could be written in here u know...

really wanna be more optimistic... but it's just too tiring to hide all the sadness inside me... y cant my life be more simple? i just want a simple life... is tat too much to ask for? i already set my expectations to the minimum to spare myself from any disappointments... cant i be happy for just tis once?

so tired... feel like crying~