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................... i dont know wat 2 write 2day... i'm tired... having slight headache now... just now went 2 funland again 2 play VS3 straight after work... after 1 game I went off... bought dinner n went home...I keep on eating n eating n eating... just 1 2 stuff myself... flood all my misery n unhappiness wif food n water... i getting fatter everyday... who cares? nobody cares! no one cares abt me... oh wait... some ppl dooo 'care'! they keep on asking me "hey pass ur ippt yet?"... FUCK OFF! CHARGE ME IF U WANT... I DON'T CARE!

I'm so tired... tired of living...

It's been long since I cried out... I think it's abt time to do so... I'm not a sissy... guys do cry...

hai~ still remember tat time... I cried so hard after reading her email... it was the 1st time I felt my heart hurt... it really hurts... I did tried 2 hold my tears back... but the pain was so sharp... my heart... it just shattered... but I still didn't delete tat email... I would just click on it once in a while 2 remind me of her... 2 make sure tat my heart is still there... tat I can still feel the hurt... but.................

we could only be frenz n not more than tat... :'(

how I wish I could go back in time 2 sec sch....................

I miss . . . ...............................