hehe went NTUC after work... actually just wanted to buy baygon cus my house got invaded by ants lately :P then ended up buying potato chips cus i saw the promotion... just buy any 2 big bags of lays or ruffles or doritos chips n can redeem FREE personal pan hawaiian pizza or snack combo from pizzahut by 15 APR... hehe it's worth it loh :P just gotta cut out the stickers then can redeem liaoz... n can treat it as my early bday treat for myself :P hahaha

n wanted to buy some chocolates to satisfy my sweet tooth :P but can decide on which kinda chocolates to eat leh... cus all quite expensive liaoz hahaha... n recently i've hooked onto campbell's cream of chicken soup... kinda nice loh... didnt expect these soup to taste so nice hahaha cus last time kept seeing my bro drinking campbell's soup so wanted to try them myself now... lucky i did... cus i kinda like it alot lol :P

hope i wont start to get fat again hahaha :P

What's Your Flavour?

Hmm, you taste of Liquorice!

Mmm ... liquorice! Strong and edgy, you're the flavour of Allsorts and Blackjacks. Some people absolutely love you (in fact, they might even find you addictive), but you're definitely not for everyone. But that's fine with you -- you'd rather pick and choose your companions. When you have time for friends at all, that is. Powerful and very potent, you're goal oriented and ambitious -- you don't let much stand in your way. There's nothing sweet or sugary about you; you're a serious taste that's best suited for the truly focused. Lingering, enigmatic, and a little hard to pin down, you're a truly tantalizing treat.

hmm not entirely true :P i'm not tat ambitious hahaha

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overwhelm by sadness

not sure y... but maybe cause i'm already mentally exhausted from a whole day of reading in the office... i suddenly felt a wave of sadness overcoming me... where is the frend when i need a listening ear to hear me out... all i could do is just voice out in here... but not all could be written in here u know...

really wanna be more optimistic... but it's just too tiring to hide all the sadness inside me... y cant my life be more simple? i just want a simple life... is tat too much to ask for? i already set my expectations to the minimum to spare myself from any disappointments... cant i be happy for just tis once?

so tired... feel like crying~

went to bugis ytd evening... went to the bookstore there... wanna check whether they got sell the "biscuits, cookies n brownies" book... they got sell loh n wif some other nice cook bks oso... saw 1 on chocolates... n browsed thgh it... wanted to buy the one on biscuits one but when i saw the one on chocolates i cant make up my mind which to chose... cus the bk on biscuits was wrap up n the chocolates one wasnt... hai~ ended up i didnt buy any of them... but at least i knew where to buy the bk when i wanna make cookies or chocolates :P

then stopped by at sembawang music store to check out on ken hirai's new released album... hehe instead i saw hiro's new ablum... n bought it without tinking too much... but the songs r from her previous single albums all compiled into tis one :P but it does haf a new song in it if not wrong... haha cus i haben finish listening to the cd lah :P

btw tink i gonna take back wat i said ytd abt looking forward to my bday... wat the hell am i saying sia... when my bday come, tat is when my ippt window open oso... y am i looking forward to tat day? i cant even pass ippt yet... i dont 1 go RT... hai~

Sorry frendz~

hehe althgh it's still slightly more than a month to go... but me gonna be 1 yr older soon liaoz :P actually was tinking if i could get a chalet or bbq or wat... maybe celebrate wif all my frendz... i would be treating weihe they all dinner lah... cus it's a kind of tradition they started... n i haf yet to really treat them... so as for my other frenz... maybe tis time can only treat u guys to a meal or ktv or sometingy lah but no clubbing haha :P

i am getting my 1st pay b4 my bday... but i gotta spend half of it on a washing machine... cus our old 1 spoil long time liaoz... can only spin dry... then ma gotta wash wif hands n put in the machine to dry only... i oso dont really know how to wash clothes properly... so best i could do is buy a new one... so pls understand k frendz :P me promise would TRY to open a chalet 4 my bday in 2007 or maybe x'mas or new yr oso can :P but provided u ppl wanna come lah... cus i dont tink my reputation beri gd hahaha... but tat's next yr tingy lah... i oso nv organised anytingy in my life b4 :P

cant wait for my 1st pay day n bday :P wonder will i be sad or happy on tat day... most probably sad hahaha :P

Deja Vu~

as per normal... 2day went to work in the morning... nowadays i've been taking bus to interchange cus i dont wanna perspire too much when i reach the mrt... but tat's 1 tingy i dont really like abt taking bus is tat the ppl infront of the bus would get off the bus at the middle exit when the bus reach the interchange... y cant they use the exit infront? dont they know there r ppl at the back trying to get off too? somemore it's in the morning n ppl r rushing to work n etc... so it's like ppl in the back gotta wait till all the ppl infront get off the bus b4 they could start alighting... hai~ but wat to do... tis is singapore...

then in mrt... dont know y lah but i tink it's just me or wat loh... i was standing against the screen beside the door when i enter... then there's tis gal standing opposite me... around my age or maybe younger... but wat makes me angry is the kinda look she giving me... it's like saying "wat the hell u looking at" and "eww look at wat tis guy is wearing, n his hair..." then again most probably it's just me tinking too much hahaha :P but i'm sensitive to tingys happening around me loh...

anyway, back to the topic :P i was as usual sitting in the office reading my training notes... n occasionally dozing off hahaha :P i trying hard not too loh somemore the office is like open-office concept... everyone can easily see wat u doing... so i was reading n reading till i stopped at a paragraph tat suddenly looked extremely familiar to me (but it's the 1st time i'm reading the notes)... it shocked me n i looked up n saw the lady sitting opposite who was facing me... n then there's tis similar picture in my mind... i had the exactly same dream of me reading sometingy n looking up at tis lady in an office... kinda hard for other ppl to understand me lah... but i really do get all these "deja vu" once in awhile... somemore is i dreamt abt it n it would appear like after some time...

the tingy is i cant recall wat tat dream was abt n it's ending... i just hope there's notingy bad in tat dream... hehehe

yeah~ friday loh... can rest n play liaoz :P

one tingy gd abt a human mind... we can always hypnotise ourselves, telling ourselves everytingy's gonna be ok... trying to cancel out all those pessimistic thoughts... sometimes it turns out well... but there r times when tingys just turn from bad to worst...

not trying to tink too much now... tat's wat i'm doing currently... just trying to live through everyday feeling happy... n not mentally tired... but sometimes just cant help it...

started work for 3days already... fuji xerox is a gd company, but due to i'm new there, finding it hard to adapt to the office atmosphere... somemore the age gap between me n the ppl there... WAO... no topic to link loh... maybe cus those young engineers r all out there doing their work n we r here in the office reading n training... yah lah got another new guy wif me... but non-chinese (i'm not racist ar!!) just tat i dont really like to communicate in english cus my vocab is limited... n somemore i oso can find a solid topic to tok wif him... tat's y i'm trying hard to adapt to tis kinda situation asap...

luckily bump into kenny in mrt ytd when going back... he too works at tanjong pagar but we in diff buildings n some distance away... now can find him for lunch n go back 2gether liaoz haha... if not free 4 lunch i could always find my sis :P cus she's working in the area too hahaha so nice :P but then better not lah if not i wont get to pay for my own lunch... confirm she wont let me pay hehehe

then 2day oso ran into jiacong when he was working at the showroom for fuji xerox... hehe so nice to meet up wif old frenz in the working life... hai~ from sch till now work... time really flies... everyone will sure to haf some regrets in the past... like y nv study hard in sec sch n get a gd diploma tat u wanted, y nv speak up to the person u love, y nv do tis, n even y did i do tat, etc etc... all tis r my regrets...

ppl say no matter wat u did, u should haf regrets... but how would one know if the tingy u did was rite or not, gd or bad... till the outcome occurs...

hai~ TINK POSITIVE!! TINK POSITIVE!!

hehe wrote a testimonial in friendster just now... not sure if the system processed it or not cus my browser didnt response when i submitted it... hope it went through... if not then i'll just haf to try recap n rewrite one more for her

happy birthday! once again... althgt i know u wont see tis greeting here :P