Realisation: Not Ready for Love

been watching ch8 tv series on mobTV lately... cus got lots of free time :P n cus i missed those shows last time... so now got time can watch them online...

just finished watching Honour and Passion aka 保家卫国, a show toking abt our army... but wat interest me most in the show r the relationship problems they haf...

then it kinda make me realised again... i dont really know wat is love, how to love... i'm not ready for it...

1. i didnt do much of a thing to express my love
2. i didnt persist on wat i felt was love, i gave up after 1 defect
3. when i didnt give up, i was too stubborn to move on
4. all my feelings r one-sided

well... to conclude, sadly... it's better not to love