touching jap serial

i just cried...

not becus of any personnal matters... but becus of a japanese serial... "The Way I Live" or in chinese "我的生存之道"... it's a beri touching story... abt a guy who is diagnose wif stomache cancer... n less than a year to live... so he decides to make everyday count... not just tinking ahead into the future... but tinking abt rite now, the present day, wat happens 2day, cus he might not know when he would just die...

had been watching tis serial for the past few days... it's been the 7th episode if not wrong... but wat made me cried 2day was tat... he broke up wif his gf... but she dont mind being wif him even if he is sick... yet he wanted the break up... but the gal was persistent... when the guy went back to his hometown to visit his mom... the gal followed... n his mom mistaken her as his fiancee (cus they already broke up)... the guy wanted to break the news of his cancer to his mom... but wasnt able to...

when they got back to the city... the guy was enlightened by his colleague... tat if he was the one who had the stomache cancer... he would not break up wif his gf... so... tat guy when to propose to his gf... n she accepted it... n tat guy called home to his mom to tell her the gal had agreed to marry him... n oso to tell her he has got stomache cancer... the moment he broke the news to his mom... i cried...

i was tinking wat if someone close to me were to leave me... i dont want tat to happen... who would?... then it oso enlightened me abit... one should make full use of his time in a day... n not waiting or putting any matter till the next day to settle... tis way we wouldnt regret doing anytingy tat we wanted to but had no time for it... cus we might not know wat would happen 2molo...

then a song came into my mind... Jay Zhou's "Kai Bu Liao Kou"...