Saturday, June 25, 2005

I envy them so much...

when i was at padang helping out at the water storage container... the GOH contingents were just opposite us on the road resting... n the police GOH were just rite infront... n i saw tat 'li jiawei' lookalike again haha :P she was sitting on those concrete bench wif one of her colleagues... a guy to be exact... i presumed they r more then just frenz lah... i envy tat guy... so lucky to find a gal tat likes him... n envy her too... to be in love...

but sometimes i hate it so much to see couples on the streets... so much in love... i hate them cus it hurts me... hurts me to see tat everyone has somebody to love but me...

yet i would envy them... knowing tat they r in love... beri contradicting rite? i oso dont know wat i was tinking abt... tat was wat i thgt when i saw her in at the resting point... wif tat guy...

maybe i just feel tat... y is it so hard for a gal 2 love me... so hard... like its impossible... it wont happen... it hurts alot loh tinking abt it... just feel like crying whenever i tink abt love n such tingys... hai~ :'(

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