爱 = 痛, 不爱 = 痛

神木與瞳 - 草戒指

long time nv blog liaoz... cus nowadays no feel u know... but 2day this song kept playing in my head... n the funny thing is, i only remember 1 of the phrase in its corus "爱不爱都痛"

then it just strikes me... y didn't i adhere to this 'rule' in the 1st place... then i would have loved at least once rite??... hahaha

all this while... i've been sticking to this 'rule'... "爱一个人好难... 所以选者了不爱"...

since 爱 = 痛, 不爱 = 痛... mind as well i go all out to 爱... so there won't be regret mah...

i know everyone has been saying things like these... but u know lah... ppl will only learn when the solution strikes them straight in the face... kinda too late though hahahaha

"爱不爱都痛 我以为我懂
最后你要自由
忘了温柔要套在手中
到最后 该不该回头
如果我开口 爱继续往前走
幸福听著分开的藉口"

if i had said how i felt back then... things might turn out differently or they'll still stay the same, at least i should have say out loud so there won't be regret... i should really start saying out how i feel...