sunday is always so sian... typically the chances of me stepping out of my home on sundays r sooo slim... unless i'm going for a hair cut or to buy abit of groceries if needed... otherwise i can sit n stare at my pc+tv whole day... it's like getting boring loh... especially when there r no nice shows on tv...
dont go out shopping on my own tat much as compared to last time when still living in tampines... cus was quite near to interchange tats y could go TM or CSq anytime i wanted last time... but now in bedok... there is like noting much to walk or see... the only place to shop is either NTUC or the newly opened sheng song... which i haf yet to step foot into...
actually tis weekend wanted to go swimming... end up sat didnt go cus abit lazy... then 2day oso didnt go cus kept having tis neck/shoulders pain... haha all excuses... but tinking 2moro gotta carry tat stupid heavy bag... i better not cus further pain to my neck/shoulders...
n since i've not been going out or doing much... me mind started wondering off again... but tis time not abt anyone in particular... cus my heart had successfully been re-formatted... feelings for the past decade had been erased completely... hmm well, maybe not 100% cus i'm not tat cold blooded... but definitely i would nv wanna go back tat same path or try to go back into it anymore...
had been tinking wat i've been doing tis past decade... so dumb tat i really follow my dream... didnt follow my heart... didnt take the necessary chances... didnt make the proper moves... but now i could only work on wat i am n wat i haf n be content abt it... hahaha...
孤孤单单一个人地过了25年。。。难道我这一生就真的找不到真爱吗？难道就真的要我孤单一辈子。。。或许对我来说，只有单恋和暗恋的机会。。。没机会感受恋爱与被爱的滋味。。。我爱的人，不爱我。。。看着周围的朋友，恋爱，分手，再恋爱，再分手。。。怎么就只有我，连一次恋爱的机会多没有。。。每当想起这些问题，心中总会感到酸酸的，眼泪往心底留，只有心酸的情歌适合我。。。
dont go out shopping on my own tat much as compared to last time when still living in tampines... cus was quite near to interchange tats y could go TM or CSq anytime i wanted last time... but now in bedok... there is like noting much to walk or see... the only place to shop is either NTUC or the newly opened sheng song... which i haf yet to step foot into...
actually tis weekend wanted to go swimming... end up sat didnt go cus abit lazy... then 2day oso didnt go cus kept having tis neck/shoulders pain... haha all excuses... but tinking 2moro gotta carry tat stupid heavy bag... i better not cus further pain to my neck/shoulders...
n since i've not been going out or doing much... me mind started wondering off again... but tis time not abt anyone in particular... cus my heart had successfully been re-formatted... feelings for the past decade had been erased completely... hmm well, maybe not 100% cus i'm not tat cold blooded... but definitely i would nv wanna go back tat same path or try to go back into it anymore...
had been tinking wat i've been doing tis past decade... so dumb tat i really follow my dream... didnt follow my heart... didnt take the necessary chances... didnt make the proper moves... but now i could only work on wat i am n wat i haf n be content abt it... hahaha...
孤孤单单一个人地过了25年。。。难道我这一生就真的找不到真爱吗？难道就真的要我孤单一辈子。。。或许对我来说，只有单恋和暗恋的机会。。。没机会感受恋爱与被爱的滋味。。。我爱的人，不爱我。。。看着周围的朋友，恋爱，分手，再恋爱，再分手。。。怎么就只有我，连一次恋爱的机会多没有。。。每当想起这些问题，心中总会感到酸酸的，眼泪往心底留，只有心酸的情歌适合我。。。
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