Darkness

Staring into the starless sky

Looking down at the lifeless carpark

Wondering~~

How much longer would it take

For someone to love me?

For the gal I love to love me too?

For her to say "I love you"?

Wondering in silence~~

still no mood to tok abt cambodia trip... tink gotta wait till weekend bah... or after getting the pics from qq...

i'm feeling like shit now... been beri moody 2day... dont know y, i just cant stand the sight of gd looking guys toking to pretty gals, vice versa... i'm crazy i know... but no one knows how i feel... not having the ability to humor others, no attributes to attract... tis is wat i call shit...

i just wanna haf a chance to scream out loud... vent all my anger n saddness out... i need a swim...

watched 'just like heaven' just now... cried at the moment Reese Witherspoon's character woke up from her coma, n forgotten completely abt the guy... who she was wif when she was a spirit... i can feel how Mark Ruffalo's character felt at tat moment... the feeling of being forgotten, not being appreciated... being dejected... a huge blow to the heart... tats how shit i am feeling now...

tats y i'm not in a rite state of mind to blog abt my trip...

back from 5D4N Cambodia trip... will blog abt it some other time... now too tired...

Cambodia on Mum's Bday/NDP

dear readers of my blog (hmm, actually i doubt if anyone reads tis blog at all lol, except few of me frenz)...

cus i'm leaving on a jet plane... wont come back till august 13 (aka 1st day of july on lunar calendar aka ghost month) hahaha... wonder if its lucky or bad luck lol :P

but heard over news of flooding in vietnam... wonder if cambodia suffer the same fate too... hope not...

ps: its my 1st overseas holiday trip (excluding JB) with frendz + 1st time going on a plane without the company of my family loh... haha scare scare leh... lol :P

n HAPPY B'DAY MUMMY!

na bei... zoh gang eh si zhun le ka hor wa, wa loh buay tahan liao... long zhong eh simple problem le ma buay hiao solve... meng gin...

wa ji zhun on leave, le gor di di ka hor wa... lim bei dor si mia tia le eh diang wei... da bai wa on leave le confirm eh ka hor wa eh... na bei~ ka hor team leader lah

RS is having bad cough/soar throat...

RS hates his job...

RS tired of living...

mum's bday~

my family (close up)

my family (full view)

my family + bro-in-law

tis evening went to swissotel merchant court singapore to celebrate my mum's bday in advance... her bday is on 9 aug with NDP... but i would be going to Cambodia on tat morning... so we decided to celebrate in advance loh...



went there to try their buffet dinner... each person abt $40... the food ok lah not bad... only the variety not much... still it was nice, n i finally got the chance to try those mushmellows where u put on a stick n cover it with chocolate tat flows down like a fountain... haha but too bad i was having soar throat... so cant eat much oso...



just hope my throat could heal b4 we set off for Cambodia sia...