Forgetful~

last nite airfield close late... abt 9pm plus then it close... so we did the normal paper work n packing up... n called for taxi as usual... i remembered i took out my wallet n hp cus i was taking a piece of note out of my wallet n wanting to call taxi using my hp cus the chance of getting a taxi using hp is higher than normal desktop phones...

it was really fast last nite... we got a taxi straight away when we called... so we kinda rush abit... cus we still gotta drive out to the guard house which would take abt 5mins plus... only when we got onto the taxi then i realised tat my wallet n hp wasn't in my pocket... not even in my bag... i tink i forgotten to put it back when i took it out when making the call for the taxi... hai~ why so forgetful sia... maybe too tired liaoz... maybe just plain forgetful :P

but lucky 2day weixiang doing AM shift... so i asked him help me take my tingys home... then when he come back from work i could get it from him... cus we live near each other... so i cant go anywhere 2day cant buy anytingy...

i feel so empty... so lonely... so sad... not happy at all...

money money money

money is so important in life... u really can't live without it... i'm saying this partly cus' i'm running low on cash again... can't blame them on my bills... cus' they've been the same for all these years... maybe blame myself for not passing my ippt n not getting my 3SG rank n pay... now i'm only getting abt $440 per month... got lots of friends' bday falls in September... but only celebrating 2 of them... one just past a week ago... the next one is on 3rd of Oct... i counted it as a bday in Sept cus' i'm using my Sept pay for it :P it was to be enough for me to last till then... but now it doesn't seem to be...

gonna be doing some nite duties which means midnite taxi fares... which also equals to more cash lost... althgh i do get back the taxi fares by claiming them at the end of each month... but the money takes a week to process... by then it would have pass Oct 3... which leaves me kinda short on cash for tat day... i might just make it if i were to delay paying back wat i owe junchao... cus of the NDP rehearsals last time... maybe this is the only way for now... but i also gotta watch wat i spent on now... only spend on necessary items...

like when ming n rudy ask me out on a sat midnite movie ytd... i turned them down... considering the cost of 1 movie ticket n the aftermath taxi fare... ming offered to treat me but i declined... no other reasons... just i don't like to borrow or use a friend's money unless it's a real must... sorry man for turning u guys down... u gotta understand otherwise i have got nothingy much to say either...

only have $100 left for me this month... for next week's nite duties (hope not much nite flying next week)... n weihe's bday... haven't even buy his present yet n not sure how much gonna spend on tat day... if really not enough then really gotta delay paying back junchao liaoz... then i might have another $70 to spare...

i really got poor money management... see, no money = headache + no fun + might even have misunderstandings with frenz... hai~

2 GV movie ticket vouchers

my sis gave me these 2 ticket vouchers months ago... she got it from her company... gave them to me cus she got extras... just 2 of them she gave it to me... thgt they might come in handy... but now it might stay in my drawer for a longer time then i expected... wont have the chance to use them for some time... well, their expiry date is in Aug 2006 still got abt less than a year to use them up... wonder will i ever have the chance to use them both at one time... know wat i mean?......... else i have just gotta give them back to sis... hehe......

Tan Zhi Keng(Vern)'s Funeral

just came back from Vern's funeral at sembawang close... its the 1st time i see my own frend laying inside a coffin... feels kinda weird n sad... having a frend just past away like tat... heard from his brother... he died in pain... well at least he's resting in peace now... also got to know tat the medical expenses were really beri high... over thousands of dollars per weeks... as it says: it's better to die than to fall sick.

went there wif ee, yong n dan... the rest would be going there themselves... i didnt dare to tok much wif vern's brother... cause i scared would say the wrong tingys :P hai~ there goes a frend... wonder when it would be my turn to go...

Bad News

just got a bad news from Ee CS, my bmtc platoon mate / afs classmate... our section mate Vern had just past away 2day... suffering from leukaemia... we would be attending his funeral 2molo at sembang close... it feels so awkward knowing a frend just past away... went thgrh so much during bmt... who would know tat a slightly obese yet healthy n fit guy would die just like tat... its kinda scary since its the 7th month... n a guy wif a long future ahead of him just died like tat... leaving his family n frenz behind... i dont know wat to say either... i just feel kinda sad abit it...

its been more than a week since i last blogged... cus notingy in particular had happened throughout the entire week... only some problems at work... it wouldnt had been of tat a big deal untill the management stepped in... hai~ dont wanna go into the details... 2 words would sum everytingy up... Stupid Management!!

watched War of The Worlds few days ago... knew it was abt aliens... kinda science fiction tingy... but after watching it... i felt tat i would rather rate it as a thriller/suspence or even a horror movie :P not tat i dont liked it... i like the movie... but it kinda scares me after watching it... dont know y either... i just felt wat if sometingy like its the end of the world... can we really do sometingy abt it like wat Tom Cruise did in tat movie? also the thgt of losing those tat i love... those who r close to me... it just kinda freaks me out... i would be lost if someone i love pass away... *touch wood*

i watched tat movie after 1am cus i was working PM shift tis whole week... i couldnt put myself to sleep after the show... tink i slept at nearly 5am...

kinda bored now... since ndp is over... now all my saturdays r just boring weekends or duty at CABeast... back to square one again hahaha :P kinda miss those days when we had ndp rehearsals... at least there's sometingy to do rather than staying at home... i could go out... but not much places for me to go... since i hate crowded places... especially orchard road... i have my reasons for hating it... plus... i still gotta watch wat i spend... i feel like i'm gonna have a financial crisis again... hai~

sian... 2molo still gotta go CABeast to work... cant rest or swim or play bball liaoz... gotta wake up early n take taxi to work again... hai~ but its ok... only abt 3months more to go till i ORD hahaha... tat is only after i minus all the leave n time offs i could take haha but 3months fly pass just like tat... beri fast n i would be out there in the world looking for a job... working to survive n support a family just like every other person here in singapore...