Today damn tired... wake up abt 9am then went down to Bedok Burger King to meet firdus to pass him back his CDs... but he fly my aeroplane... msg him n he replied he gotta work today so cant meet up... sian man waited in BK for half an hr before leaving...

Hai~ anyway... today i read the classified ads n i called up to of them... went to one of it for an interview just now in the evening... i was asked to go to shun li industrial park in kaki bukit... when i was there i cant find the lift so i took the stairs loh... dont know y leh... in bmtc can climb 4 storey now climb 5 only already breathing quite hard... should exercise more sia... hehehe anyway i'm not applying for a job in that industrial park... instead it's like their HQ or sometingy... then the job i might be doing i think is their some kinda franchise or sometingy... the name is Water-Rise Pancake Burgers... abit japanese style leh... hehe sometingy like mos burger kinda job... i havent agreed on the job yet... cause i'm still going for another interview tomorrow at APEX Tower in Tanjong Pagar... wanna see if this job is better than the fast-food job... if it is then i'll turn down the fast-food job hehe :P anyway if i were to do the fast-food job it would also be a part time for me... n furthermore they might not employ me also cause i could only work after i ORD... but if they do then i could at least have a stable income even after i ORD... hey any job is better than no job...

Anyway the second job interview i'm going tomorrow has got various positions available... so they asked me to go down for an interview... so lets see wat happens tomorrow... if worst comes to worst both jobs dont want me then just gotta keep searching... hehehe :P hai~ ended up today i didnt exercise... only compensated by walking home n climbing up stairs even when my back hurts...

Sleepy Saturday~

I practically slept for almost the entire Saturday... i was awake at abt 9am this morning, i got up just to have my sandwich breakfast then when back to play my Lazio game on cm01-02... but i guess i was too tired... cus ytd came home at abt 2am, went out ytd with my frenz to party world ktv in orchard... quite some time nv go ktv liaoz... cus of insufficient income hahaha :P

Anyway, so i laid on my bed which was just infront of my pc... i purposely position my bed so it's now a bed for sleeping n a "sofa" for my table hahaha wat a life :P i kept waking up n falling back to sleep... then was like tillabt 4pm then i was completely awake again... i weight myself... my weight didnt go down 2day cause i never output hehe... so was thinking whether to go for a swim at TP or bedok swimming complex... or go for a run in bedok town park... then i realise i dont have 2 spend a single cent if i go for a run... so i when at abt 5pm...

I ran non-stop... but was kinda slow towards the end... was keep telling myself i must not stop no matter wat... not beri sure how long i took to complete the round... but i finished the run in 7 songs... i was listening to mp3 while running :P maybe taking each song for abt 4mins average... then it should be around 28mins for me to finish the round... then i came back to have my apple dinner... didnt want to eat sandwich this evening... cus i didnt output much... so i just had 2 apples... hehehe :P

Well, it's coming to the end of my 1st week diet plan... i've lost abt 4kgs now... this is the max. i've lost when i'm in singapore... hehe cause i lost more when i was in BMTC in Tekong... back then i lost abt 20kgs... but when i when into airforce i gain back the 10kg... now i just wanna try to take out this 10kgs again hahaha :P

Maybe 2molo i would go TP for a swim in the morning... just hope i could wake up :P wanted to go bedok swimming complex... but thinking tat there might be kids practising how to swim... i rather go TP swim hehehe :P

End of Part-time Job

Finally finished tat boring 4 day part time job in TP... haha didn't realised tat the lecturers there actually turned up for such an event... it's where the lecturers come down to the sports complex to take part in a fitness assessment... they just gotta either run the 2.4km or walk a 2km distance... n after everythingy there was even a lucky draw for them... haha n in between the time when the lecturers were awaiting their turn to run or walk... they got to play games with some of us... the way they played games... i think even the students there lose out to them... they were so sporting n full of energy to play games even before the run... hehehe

Well, TP still looks the same as before... but the ITAS canteen... it's now air-conditioned!!! AIRCON in a school canteen... n only in ITAS... hai~ the students now r so pampered :P hahaha during the work there... i saw eddie, my sec sch mate... he's studying in TP now n is in the track n field team... damn he sure can run... or i should say fly~ he's like the fastest in his team sia hahaha :P was doing this part time with kenny n his army frenz... it was quite a coincidence to bum into jessie from 4B in sec sch... she's doing the same job too... n got to know some new frenz too... but i didnt ask for her phone number lah sorry kenny... hahaha i should have ask it for u hor? LOL :P

Actually i wanted to... but i kinda gave up on gals... making frenz yes... but asking for phone number after knowing her from a part time job... kinda weird... but maybe i should have at least ask for her msn :P hahaha but hey... if there is fate, we would meet again... LOL :P

At least i'm glad tat there's still gals out there who would wanna tok to me n know more abt me... she's kinda sweet... hahaha hai~ :P

Diet Plan

Today is Day 4 of my diet plan... had been going on diet since Monday... only ate breakfast n dinner everyday... i skipped lunch... actually wanted to skip dinner too... which means only 1 meal per day... but i'm too hungry on the 1st night of the diet... so decided to change it to 2 meals a day...

For breakfast, i ate 2 self-made ham sandwiches... then same for dinner... n today is the 4th day... n i've lost abt 2-3kgs hehehehe :P kinda glad abt it... but still gotta watch out cause if i start going back to my normal eating habit... i would become fatter than i was before i start the diet hehe :P so gotta watch wat i eat everyday...

So... frenz, please forgive me if i said no when u all ask me wanna eat anot :P hehehe i must at least slim down to 86kgs... tat was the weight when i POP from BMTC hahaha :P after tat... if i could hit tat target... the next targetr would be my ideal weight which is 75+kgs hahahaha... it's too early to start daydreaming... but must at least set a short-term goal n a long-term goal... if not my life would be absolutely pointless... :P

sian~ thought i would be enjoying my leave this whole of november... but i'm not... part of it is because i've got no $$... spent too much on my malaysia trip in october, that's y now i gotta stay at home everyday... till my next pay day... but at least next month i would have extra $$ cause i'm doing a part time now... well it's just a 4day part time work in TP... not working for TP though hehe...

anyway, staying at home is ok... cause i still got a PS2 and a PC, well i got everythingy at home that could keep me company for the whole day, everyday... but now i'm getting bored :P can't even enjoy going out with friends... cause i gotta watch out on what i spend on... i'm even borrowing $$ from my mom again... borrowed $20 from her already... still got 1 more week to go till pay day... hai~ i think some time next week i would have to borrow another $10 from mom again... only after i get my pay then i could return it to her...

also, staying at home is not a good thingy, especially for me... cause my mind would go wondering around... i think too much... too much till i broke down... a couple of days back, was about to sleep at nite... it was almost 1am i think... i couldn't sleep cause i have too much on my mind... so i played a few songs on the PC... all kinda sad songs :P they kinda make me think more... till the extend that i broke down and cried... the lyrics of the songs were too sentimental... it adds to my heart ache... i even thought to myself: "why didn't ah-ma take me with her when she died" she could have prevented me from suffering so much now...

i cried for about 1/2 an hr that nite... i just can't stop... till i was too tired to think any more, which i think i fell asleep afterwards... i thought about it for quite sometime... why am i crying for somethingy that doesn't even have a start to begin with? why am i crying for when not even a soul cares or appreciates me? i don't know... all i know now is... i got parents to take care of... and i'm gonna work to ensure they live a happy life... i'm not gonna work for anybody else... cause i know in this world... nobody appreciates or cares about me except my parents and family...

i don't wanna think about relationship stuffs anymore... well i try not to think about it... i mind as well stay single cause this is a cruel and materialistic world... everyone is going after $$, fame, sweet talks and looks... wanna know why? ever heard anyone saying "hey, that fat guy/gal looks handsome/pretty"? i'm just sick of this world... but i just gotta try to ignore all these everyday in my life and live on... all i can say is it sucks...

a new look for my blog~ got it from blogskins tis time... cus i can't tink of any more designs better than tis :P

Changed my blog song~