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hai~ woke up @ 1pm 2day :P actually woke up @ 9plus liaoz... but went back 2 sleep till 1pm hahaha... didnt go out wif rudy n ming cus too tired liaoz... so stayed home... besides our family had our early reunion dinner just now cus my bro n his wife going overseas 4 holidays :P then my sis n her husband going too but on a later date... then left me n my parents 2 celebrate cny... hehehe kinda lonely loh...

sian lah thinking tat gotta go work 2molo... but heng is pm shift... but then again... tat stupid pig-OC of mine 1 me 2 do traning in order 2 pass my ippt... come on loh... sian lah... dont 1 2 elaborate liaoz... no choice loh... 2molo althgh working pm... still gotta wake up morning 2 go stadium 2 run n do my self ippt training... just hope i can get up... muahahaha if not then postpone loh... :P

my cny wish... hope my family & frenz are healthy n happy throughout the year n forever...

one more wish is tat i wish tat my co... oc... flight wo kana car accident or any kind of accidents lah... n die on the spot wif their family... anytime tis year... but must be asap woo ;) muahahaha...

0rcH@rD r0@D sO cR0w3D~

wahaha 2day woke up @ 11am sia~ didnt tink i could woke up b4 1pm... cus last nite i play ps2 till like abt 6am in the morning :P long time nv stayed up liaoz... ytd really stressed sia hahahaha kept playing GTA san andreas... then went orchard road KBOX @ cineleisure wif jianguang, junchao, vincent, weihe n his gf... sang till 6pm then went 4 dinner... actually wanted 2 catch a movie... but nothing nice 2 watch... so went 2 paragon 2 makan :P

then go borders see see... saw a book "you are what you eat"... it teaches on how 2 eat right n stay healthy... thgt of buying it but its price stopped me... muahahaha cus it costs abt $40 sia :P then after tat took taxi home wif jianguang n junchao... i stopped @ bedok reservoir rd near damai sec sch there i think... then walked back home thrgh bedok town park... reach home @ abt 11pm... hahaha exercise mah :P

then i was kinda surprise 2 receive a cny card from some1... cus i sent out some cards n the person send back another 2 me :P tanks alot... but still i dont know who it was... cus u 4gotten 2 put ur name ar... :P hahaha tanks anyway whoever u r :P

p03pL3 g0 4 L0okS r@tH3r tH@n @nYtH|nG wH3n |t c0m3s 2 f|nD|nG @ p@rtn3r~

hai~ read the New Paper few days ago... saw tis article abt a particular singapore actress (dont dare 2 state the name scare later i kana sue :P)... she was some how being arrange 4 a blind date by her colleague as stated in the article lah... n tat guy turns out 2 be a fat one... n tis is wat she said... "I was shocked, I wasn't expecting her to introduce such a fat man to me. So I quickly lay down and pretend to be asleep."

tis goes 2 show tat not just guys bah... gals oso goes 4 looks... hai~ all ppl goes 4 looks when it comes 4 finding their partner... wats wrong wif fat? some fat ppl r even more healthy than slim ones ok... tis is wat i see... it is like those ppl who died mostly r slim ppl... they die 4 different reasons... even of heart attack (when they say fat ppl r more prone to heart diseases) which is i admit is true lah... but u ppl cant just straight away despise fat ppl like us wat... where is the so call fairness in tis?... come on lah... fat or thin... we r still humans wif heart wat... u ppl just wont give a damn how fat ppl feel... if tis continues 2 be like it 4 the rest of time... y dont u ppl just set a law 4 fat ppl... tat all fat ppl must be jail 4 being fat... ppl in spore r nonsense...

Fr|d@Y L0h~

hai~ day off still woke up @ 9plus this morning... went 2 Tampines in the afternoon 2 buy ps2 games n a shoe bag from Hang ten... hehe cus got hang ten coupon mah :P must make use of it hahaha :P actually wanted 2 play the games when i reach home... but then jiacong called asking 2 go play cs @ hougang wif ming oso... so didnt play my new games just went down 2 Hougang 4 cs @ abt 5.30pm

after tat we met up wif qq... @ marina square area... had coffee tok cock till like 11plus bah? dont know oso... having headache then... like not enough sleep or becus didnt haf dinner bah? :P then jiacong drove us home 1 by 1 hahaha... tanks man...

came home had a bite of the left overs mum kept 4 me... then played WE8... finally bought n played tat game... kinda fun... but think it's PES4 rather than WE8 hahaha who cares... as long as can play n it's in english can already :P

2molo must continue play again :P hmm i mean 2day afternoon bah hahahhaa :P

HoT h0T tHuRsD@Y~

hai~ got up @ 6am 2day... then took no.2 otherside bedok interchange... didnt know i was so early sia... reached CAB west @ 7am... half an hr earlier leh... then do ippt station ic... instead of taking ippt hahaha :P

kaoz... 2day weather soooo freaking hot sia... just stand in the car park oso sweat like hell... somemore wearing 2piece coverall... inside still got 1 t-shirt... HOT sia~ actually wanted 2 go back tis afternoon 1... take half day off... but then got tingys 2 do so stayed back... beri sian lah... but heng 2molo not working... :P going 2 buy ps2 games liaoz... then can play over then weekend muahaha but my pocket gonna burn a hole :P hahaha

then hear tat dennis was taking up guitar lessons @ TM... only $47 per month... but for 5 yrs sia... hahaha oso felt like taking but then hear it was 4 5yrs... hehe i dropped the idea :P

hai~ maybe it's time 4 me 2 do some searching 4 courses or thingys 2 do bah... hahaha doesnt sound like me :P hahaha... ohhh 2molo off loh.. 2nite can stay up late liaoz :P

S|@nS@t|oN@L w3Dn3sD@Y~

hai~ just as predicted... i was lectured abt my ippt by tat oc aka 'pig'... saying tat co wants 2 see results... if i dont produce any... he will presure me... so 1 me 2 come out wif a training programme... daily basis... n want some1 else 2 monitor me... fuck sia~

but i was surprised cus the pmf 4 jan05 was done... tanks 2 one of my sgts... :) n 1 more gd thingy... i managed 2 get my off on friday :P woo hoo~ 1 more day off... cant blame me oso lah... i gotta clear my OT hrs leh... total i got 50+hrs loh.... :P hehehe 1 long weekend after another... tis is life man... :P

i still wondering y... everytime i go back 2 CAB West @ blk69... i will sure kana headache @ arnd 3.30pm... everytime @ tat time... sure 1 nv fail... unless i am somewhere else... if i in office i sure get headache... think it's the atmosphere there makes me sick... :(

took no. 9 home with dennis n cheesiong @ abt 6pm... they were toking abt applyig 4 NUS online... just $10 n they giving it a try... asking me 2 try out oso... but i still thinking abt continuing my studies... i kinda no mood 2 study loh... plus no $$ oso... somemore dont know if i could still take the stress anot :P muahahaha... everytime think so much... maybe got time then i go research abt further study bah...

2molo helping andy out with the ippt station ic... gotta take no.2 instead of no.9 liaoz... cus no.9 takes abt 45mins 2 reach CAB West... no.2 just 30mins... need 2 be at work @ 7.30am... hai~ must go sleep liaoz... cant play ps2 loh... nvm... 2molo can play cus i friday off :P n i am getting WE8 on friday... maybe getting GTA san andreas n NFS underground 2 too :P hahaha

H0m3 @L0n3 w|tH L0tS 0f tHoUgHtS~

hai~ woke up @ 9.30am tis morning... nothing 2 do dont feel like going out... so stayed home the whole day... surf net... play ps2... watch tv... eat... n eat... n eat... hahaha :P man thinking of going 2 work 2molo makes me sick... sure will kana ask 2 do PMF n ration n RT... sian ar... kinda having slight headache... y did the world evolves into such a state now... tat everythingy is so rush... every1 is fighting 4 1st place... no one wants 2 lose out... all so kiasu n kiasi... y cant we just live a simple life of our own... no disturbance from other ppl... no war no competition no struggle just peace n loving world... but tat's nv meant 2 be... hai~

hai~ already 1 month has past in yr 2005... n now cny is around the corner... every yr is the same... nothing new nothing wonderful... every yr my pain n sorrows r always more than the happy n joyful moments... it's been like 23 yrs... will it be like tis till i die??... 23yrs already... still no sign of my other half... when would i be able 2 find someone tat would love me??... y wont any1 love or even like fat ppl??... y must a person be slim 2 be able 2 attract attention n love??... how i wish every1 in tis world is fat so tat every1 is equal no 1 will despise fat ppl cus every1 is fat...